Losing love and losing you

"Well, that's the only way. It's no use thinking too much. The unknown is always the most elusive. Act according to your circumstances." Zhao Yutao answered.

Looking out of the window, the two people fell into silence again. I don't know why. When they are idle at home, they have endless words. This time, when they get on the train, they don't know what to say.

So neither of them spoke, and each sat there with his mind. The train continues to gallop, farther and farther away from home, but closer and closer to the dream.

How to say, this feeling is particularly wonderful, homesick and special. Even if I just left for a short time, I just couldn't help thinking. Miss the business at home, the relatives around you, and the partners fighting together in the restaurant... In short, everything at home is so wanted.

While homesick, there is an unspeakable excitement. It can be said that the two emotions are particularly contradictory. The worry of leaving home should be sad, but the unspeakable feeling is special excitement and yearning for the unknown.

Zhao Yutao and Li Jinfeng are not introverts. Unknown things are really terrible, but they are so yearning for them. They like challenges and the joy of meeting difficulties and winning the final battle. It can be said that two people's personalities are the same in many places, which may also be the reason why two people can walk together.

Another hour later, Zhao Yutao looked at Li Jinfeng, put his hand on the small table of the train, leaned on his head and looked at her outside the window. His eyes narrowed slightly, and his eyelids fought from time to time. It seems that the long journey made her feel tired, and bursts of fatigue also hit her.

"Hello, sister, can we change places? As you can see, my girlfriend is a little sleepy. I went to help her sleep. My side is next to the window, and you can sit up more comfortably." looking at Li Jinfeng's state, Zhao Yutao was a little distressed, and then said politely to the women around Li Jinfeng.

Sitting next to Li Jinfeng is a woman in her late fifties. She is wearing a yellow woolen coat and a pink scarf around her neck. Her face is set off by a little light makeup. Everything is particularly decent. If you want to say how beautiful she looks, after all, Nian Ji is there. The most important thing is her special temperament. At first glance, she is someone who has seen the world. I know my age. I was so happy when Zhao Yutao called me my sister. Which woman doesn't want to be younger, especially in the eyes of others. Although she knew it was polite for Zhao Yutao to call herself so, she was willing to listen. Although there is some meaning of self deception.

"My little brother is really good at talking. Come on. It's a tiring journey. Do you understand each other? I'll change it with you first, and then change it back when you want to come back." the silk scarf woman said happily, and let's call her that for the time being.

"Thank you so much, thank you!" Zhao Yutao quickly thanked. Of course, I have to thank others for changing seats with me.

"It's all right. You're welcome. Hold your little girlfriend and squint for a while. You haven't been far away. You're sleepy in just a few hours. Hey hey." the silk scarf woman covered her mouth and smiled.

"Well, I haven't really come out. This is the first time. I was very excited. I didn't think I found it so boring when I got in the car." Zhao Yutao answered the scarves woman. He put his arm around Li Jinfeng and leaned against his arms.

Li Jinfeng has been listening to the dialogue between the two people, but because he is too sleepy, he didn't say a word. He just reluctantly opened his eyes and smiled at the scarves woman, which can be regarded as expressing his gratitude.

Zhao Yutao stretched out his arm, and Li Jinfeng leaned over. Although he was not comfortable at home, he was much more comfortable than leaning on a chair. Zhao Yutao hugged Li Jinfeng like this, and Li Jinfeng soon fell asleep.

In fact, Zhao Yutao is particularly excited at this moment, because the two people have been together for two or three years, and there are few close actions. One is because of the age, or because of the concept of the two people. In short, they have always respected each other like guests.

But then again, as a man, it's impossible to have no idea that he follows such a beautiful girl as Li Jinfeng all day. However, he is still very honest. This is not only responsible for Li Jinfeng, but also a kind of respect for her. In Zhao Yutao's heart, even if he thinks about it, as long as Li Jinfeng doesn't express it first, he won't be too qualified.

Watching Li Jinfeng fall asleep, Zhao Yutao didn't mean it. After looking at the scarves, the woman didn't mean to sleep, so she chatted with her.

Taking the train is like this. There are four or five people sitting in front of a table. They may not know each other, but in order to eliminate the loneliness of taking the train, they will get together and have a chat. This may also be a culture.

"Sister, are you going to Beijing too?" Zhao Yutao asked. Since you want to chat, there must be an opening speech.

"Yes, this bus basically goes to Beijing, and you two, too?" the silk scarf woman was very polite. She watched Li Jinfeng fall asleep and naturally lowered her voice.

This immediately made Zhao Yutao feel more fond of her. People are like this. Maybe a small move will make others look at her differently.

"Yes, we also went to Beijing. I think you've been to Beijing many times. Then you must be very familiar with Beijing?" Zhao Yutao asked tentatively. Li Jinfeng and I went to Beijing for the first time. We are not familiar with each other. It would be better if we could ask something from the scarves woman.

"Hehe, I've been there many times. To tell you the truth, I live in Beijing now. My hometown is here, so I'll come back every year. It's been more than ten years. When I first arrived in Beijing, I was a young girl. Like your girlfriend, I'm almost an old woman now. Ha ha." the silk scarf woman smiled and said.

"Sister is really funny. How old are you? You'll become an old woman. You look like you're about 40 years old, far away from the old woman!" Zhao Yutao is very talkative. Although the silk scarf woman is really young, it's impossible to look like 40.

"Your little brother's mouth is very sweet. Although I know what you said is polite, I'm also very happy. Tell me, what are you two doing in Beijing? Traveling?" the silk scarf woman said happily.

"Travel! How can I feel? We're here to learn arts." Zhao Yutao said truthfully.

"Learn art? Learn what? How can you run so far?" the scarves woman asked in surprise.

"I'm a cook. I opened two restaurants at home. I didn't feel anything when I opened one. But since the branch opened, I feel a little hard in terms of management and dishes. Although business is good now, I'm afraid it won't last long. So master asked me to find a place to study in Beijing." Zhao Yutao didn't hide it, mainly because he didn't hide anything. It's not a confidential thing.