Losing love and losing you

In other words, the past two years are not all good. Life is like this. No one can have a smooth life. Life will always be bumpy.

The saddest thing for Zhao Yutao in the past two years is Ma Hongbin's condition. That was a year after the restaurant opened. Ma Hongbin never held on. It fell down after all.

He had lung cancer. When Guo Aimin came over, he had actually found out, and he had been diagnosed with advanced lung cancer at that time. For the medical level at that time, the bad news was like a bolt from the blue, so he didn't say anything.

He thought. If you have cancer, you should also have liver cancer. Because I like drinking and never smoke. I didn't expect lung cancer in the end. At that time, the doctor said that he could only live for three months. He didn't believe in the evil. His life was still drinking and eating meat, carefree and happy.

Apart from his wife, only Guo Aimin knows about this condition. At first, Guo Aimin advised him not to drink, and then he wanted to take him to Beijing. Try even if there is only a glimmer of hope.

But Ma Hongbin firmly disagreed. He felt that he had little life, so he didn't toss about. He wanted to have a better time at the last moment. It's up to God to live for a few days.

It is precisely because of his good mentality. Ma Hongbin lived another year and a half. On his deathbed, he gave Zhao Yutao a note because he could no longer speak.

Zhao Yutao excitedly took the note and opened it. There was only a simple sentence on it. "Be yourself!" Zhao Yutao nodded heavily with tears as he looked at the four words on the note. He didn't know what to say at this time.

He was very sad. He felt that it was his carelessness that made Ma Hongbin so. If he often took the elderly for examination, there would be no such situation. Even if cancer was found, it could be cured in the early stage. He regretted and hated himself.

Ma Hongbin lay on the hospital bed and tried to open his eyes, but he had no strength. He could only slightly open a gap. Looking at Zhao Yutao so sad, he shook his head hard, and then slowly held Zhao Yutao's hand.

He smiled. Ma Hongbin himself was not afraid of death. He felt that it was normal for him to live, die and die, not to mention that he was already in his seventies. Even treatment doesn't make sense.

He smiled because the crying man in front of him was the pride of his life. It has been nearly ten years since the meeting. The child has grown up step by step. It can be said that in the past ten years, he has paid much more for Zhao Yutao than for his own children. After all, they are older. You don't have to worry about it yourself.

He smiled and smiled happily, because he didn't hurt his dry son in vain. He didn't disappoint me. From a silly boy from the countryside to manager Zhao, who is now famous all over the city, he was successful. It is also Ma Hongbin's proudest thing.

When I didn't fall, I often boasted to others. Do you know who Zhao Yutao is? That's my son! Yeah. Zhao Yutao is his son, although he is a dry son. But they never felt that father and son were better than father and son.

That's it. Ma Hongbin held Zhao Yutao's hand and closed his eyes tightly in a smile. As the machine buzzed, everyone knew. The old man, who is usually careless and laughing, left. Completely left everyone.

The smell of sadness filled the whole room. Everyone was silent. Only Zhao Yutao knelt there alone, put his face on Ma Hongbin's palm and stroked it back and forth, just as Ma Hongbin rubbed his head when he was young.

He cried and looked at Ma Hongbin lying here in front of him. His mind was full of his memories. It can be said that these old men were the most important people in his heart except his parents, wife and children. Even in my heart, they are more important than my wife and children. Because they spent the most unforgettable moment with themselves. It is precisely because of their training that we can have today's Zhao Yutao.

But today, one of them left. He was helpless, he hesitated, he was at a loss. He just felt that there was something missing in his heart. It hurt very much. He was a little sleepy and tired. In this way, Zhao Yutao knelt on the ground, put his head on Ma Hongbin's palm and fainted.

Everyone hurried to call a doctor. On the one hand, they dealt with Ma Hongbin's aftermath and on the other hand, they were worried about Zhao Yutao's situation.

These days, Zhao Yutao stays in the hospital all day and all night to take care of Ma Hongbin. The restaurant completely threw it to Li Jinfeng, who understood his mood. So there are no complaints. The child is on Wang Liying's side. When she has time in the evening, she will go to the hospital to accompany Ma Hongbin. In her heart, Ma Hongbin is also so important.

It can be said that these days, Zhao Yutao is tightening himself, talking and chatting with Ma Hongbin every day, recalling the past days. Tell jokes with him and show him old photos of the past. Ma Hongbin said it there because he couldn't speak. I can't eat.

Ma Hongbin's children also felt a pain when they looked at them. At this time, they found that it was not themselves who knew their father best these years. As children, I didn't do my duty at all.

After handling Ma Hongbin's affairs, Zhao Yutao returned home. You can't go out the front door or enter the second door. So I shut myself up for half a month. Li Jinfeng is really worried about his situation. She can solve the restaurant by herself. But if a person always goes on like this, there will be problems sooner or later.

There was no way. She found Lin Zhiguo. Look at Zhao Yutao. Lin Zhiguo felt uncomfortable. What's more, they feel bad when the best old man of their life goes away.

But life goes on. No matter how they persuaded him, Zhao Yutao looked listless. Finally, Lin Zhiguo had no choice. Immediately a slap in the face.

This slap made a special noise. He wanted to wake Zhao Yutao up. This is the first time I hit Zhao Yutao in more than 20 years. In the past, even if Zhao Yutao did something wrong, Lin Zhiguo didn't touch it.

This time is different. He can't watch Zhao Yutao sink like this. Now that Ma Hongbin has left, what will he be like if he and Rong Jianguo leave in the future. After all, I'm old. Who can say how long he can live.

This slap hit Zhao Yutao on the face. Zhao Yutao's face was expressionless. Looking at the master in front of him, he suddenly knelt on the ground and hugged Lin Zhiguo's leg and cried. Lin Zhiguo squatted down and hugged Zhao Yutao and cried together. It's hard for him.

After that slap, Zhao Yutao recovered. Although he still looked haggard, at least the whole person was more energetic. The rest is time to heal his heart.