Losing love and losing you

"Well, I've said everything I should say. Go back. I'm fine. It's no problem for me to live for another year and a half. Go back. Who has time to come and discharge me tomorrow? I'll go home. I'm not used to staying in this place." Zhao Defa really can't stay. He's used to being at home. He doesn't say it when he's not used to living in the hospital. He listens to others everywhere. He can't stand this.

"Dad, how can you do this? You have to be treated in the hospital. There's nothing at home. We can't go back if you have anything." Zhao Yubo said immediately. He blamed himself for his father's illness. He always felt that he didn't do well. How can he stay at home this time.

"What's wrong? I ask you, I'm in the hospital now. Can they cure me? Can I take medicine and injections in the hospital ensure that I can live ten or eight more years? Or how can I be happy when I stay in the hospital. You talk. You talk too." Zhao Defa asked three times, and his children were speechless.

Yes, my father was terminally ill. It can be said that the time was running out. Even if he stayed in the hospital every day, there was no possibility of cure. And he can't stand chemotherapy at his age. Few times he can't bear it without saying whether the cancer has decreased or not.

However, they feel that their father is seriously ill, and their children don't give their father or treat their father. They can't get through it in their own heart.

But just as Zhao Defa said, is it really better to be in the hospital than at home? At least now his situation doesn't make much sense in the hospital. It's better to go home instead. Do what you want while you can move now. Maybe you can live longer when you are in a good mood.

This is not impossible, and the doctor told Zhao Yubo during the day, which means that if you can't, you can go home and do whatever you want now. It may be more effective than treatment.

But they always feel that they can't get through this barrier, and the reality is that none of them can go back to the countryside to accompany them every day. After all, Zhao Defa doesn't need someone to take care of him every day, and they still have a lot of things.

Zhao Yubo still wanted to say something, but he couldn't defend himself. You can only worry there.

"Brothers and sisters, I think what my father said is reasonable. It's not that a son is not willing to spend money, but there's really no way. Now my father is here and knows his condition, so I think I still listen to my father. But I think my father, you and my mother can't go back to the countryside. In this way, neither of us can rest assured. Go to me. There's a place to stay and play ball I've been thinking about my grandparents all day, but we don't have time to go back. It's just that you help me look at my children. Now I'm old and don't look at it. It's always causing trouble. "Zhao Yutao saw that Zhao Yubo didn't know what to say and took the words over.

It can be said that he not only took over the words, but also took over the responsibility. Everyone knows their truth, but who dares to make a decision easily. This is not a simple thing. It's about how long father can live. If you don't have a good choice, you will have to complain in the future.

"Er Shuang is right. Dad, you and my mother can stay in the city. My father-in-law and they are all there. When you're free, your brothers can play together and feel better. It's nothing to stay in the countryside." Zhao Yumei, as an eldest sister, followed suit.

"Yes, Dad, now both the eldest sister and the eldest sister are in the city. You can go anywhere you want. Moreover, you can deal with anything in time without delay." Zhao Yufang agreed.

"Well, well, dad knows that you are filial children. But your mother and I have to go back. Go back and pack up." Zhao Defa finally didn't refuse this time. He is not the kind of old man who doesn't understand. At this time, it's good for his children to let him not stay in the hospital. He also knows that he may fall at any time. In rural areas, Zhao Defa also knows that his children are not at ease. And now children's career is so busy, how can they be distracted.

"Dad, if you say there's nothing in the city, go back and pack up. Tell us what you want at that time. I'll drive back with my second brother to pick it up." Zhao Yutao said.

"Yes, Dad. Let Zhu Lin take you and my mother to the mall tomorrow. Buy whatever you like. Stay anyway." Zhao Yubo echoed.

"Yes, I see. Don't go tomorrow. Let's go tonight. It's always uncomfortable to stay in this hospital. I'll call Jinfeng and ask her to clean up the house." Zhao Yutao said impatiently.

"Come on, come on. Don't worry. That night, your mother and I will stay here tonight. There are also two beds. We'll go there after we get out of the hospital tomorrow. Otherwise, people won't see anyone in the ward round. It should cause trouble for nurses," Zhao Defa said.

"That's OK. I'll pick you up tomorrow morning. Then you and I will stay with me tonight. Don't go back so late," said Zhao Yutao.

"I'll go to your place, second sister. Where are you going?" Zhao Yushan asked Zhao Yufang.

"Don't you have to go to my second sister's place? I'm afraid there's no place to live in such a big place. It's just that you and your eldest brother go home directly. I'll take the second eldest sister back first. It's just on the way." Zhao Yubo said.

"That's OK. That's settled. Dad. You and my mother are really fine here. Why don't you go back with me. There's a place to live." Zhao Yutao asked again.

"All right, all right, let's go. What are you afraid of at such an old age? Besides, aren't they all people? Who can't help if you have something to say. Let's go quickly. I'm tired all day today." Zhao Defa urged.

"That's OK, Dad. Let's go first. Call us if you need anything. There's a phone in the nurse station. Don't you remember the number?" Zhao Yutao asked uneasily.

"Remember, I remember your numbers. Let's go. I'm tired too. I'll sleep with your mother in a minute." Zhao Defa said.

"Let's go, mom and dad. We'll get up early tomorrow to pick you up." the children and the old couple said.

That night, Yang Sulan sat aside and didn't speak. She has been with Zhao Defa for fifty years. I don't feel anything at ordinary times, but as soon as the old man finds out the disease. From the bottom of her heart, she was afraid. She was afraid that when the old man left, she was left alone.

I've been used to being together for so many years. Sometimes a few words, sometimes a joke, it can be said that life has long been inseparable.

She was sad, but she didn't dare to show it. She was afraid that Zhao Defa would catch fire. Zhao Defa did Miss Yang Sulan. He didn't see that Yang Sulan had to be accompanied after he repeatedly stressed with his children that he had left. He was afraid that Yang Sulan would be alone after he left.

To be honest, who wants to die. Looking at life and death is just looking at it. It doesn't mean you're not afraid of death. Especially Zhao Defa, who still has concerns about life. So he doesn't want to be in the hospital. He should accompany Yang Sulan and his children while he is still alive.