Losing love and losing you

As time goes by, it's five years since Zhao Defa died. Today is Zhao Defa's memorial day. Time flies. Zhao Yutao has passed his thirties.

Standing alone in front of the tomb, looking at the fruits placed in front of the tombstone, these are Zhao De's favorite food before the occurrence. Of course, there is also a jar of his favorite old wine.

These were not prepared by Zhao Yutao, and he didn't come with other brothers and sisters. Everything in front of the tomb was just left by Zhao Yubo's brothers and sisters.

"Dad, I really miss you. I've had a hard time in the past two years. Why, why did god treat me so unfairly and why did he treat me like this? They don't understand me. The eldest brother and the second brother beat me and scolded me, and the eldest sister and the second sister don't see me again. Jinfeng and the children left me. Even the mother and the mother blame me. Dad, did I really do wrong? Dad, tell me ! sobbing... "Zhao Yutao knelt in front of Zhao Defa's tomb and cried hoarsely, telling Zhao Defa about his difficulties this year.

In other words, these five years may be the last five years Zhao Yutao likes to experience. These five years, like a storm, not only blew Zhao Yutao's body, but also destroyed his heart.

In five years, Lin Zhiguo and Rong Jianguo died one after another, and Guo Aimin returned to Beijing. The company is gone, and his wife and children are far away from him. Even my brothers and sisters don't want to contact me. So on Zhao Defa's memorial day, he secretly ran here alone, waiting for others to leave, and came alone to cry with Zhao Defa.

Zhao Yutao could have had a very good life, but his later experience made him embark on a road of no return.

At the beginning, a new restaurant came to the station, which had a great impact on him. He said he didn't care, but fengxiangyuan restaurant was particularly important to him, and most of his income came from the restaurant.

So he always pretends to be indifferent in front of the employees. But at that time. His social intercourse has become more and more. He goes out early and returns late every day to meet all kinds of people. He is drunk every day and often doesn't go home at night.

As a wife, Zhao Yutao's performance really disappoints her. She thinks Zhao Yutao spends his money regardless of the family. At first, she chose to believe Zhao Yutao, because she also knew that Zhao Yutao had a lot of social intercourse, but later she often didn't go home. As a woman, she was sensitive. She began to doubt Zhao Yutao.

In fact, it's no wonder that Li Jinfeng and his wife live together. If there's anything wrong, just say it directly. And Li Jinfeng is also in this business. Maybe he can help him sometime, but it won't be like this.

But when I think about it, it's no wonder Zhao Yutao did it. As a man, of course, I don't want my wife to show up for life, and I don't want to worry about my career. His original intention is good, and his original intention is also good.

However, this is the case. It can be done two days a day, but there will be contradictions after a long time. Such days lasted more than a year. Even Yang Sulan can't watch it anymore. He said it several times without effect. In a rage, he moved to Zhao Yubo.

After Zhao Yubo knew about it, he followed Zhao Yushan to persuade Zhao Yutao, hoping that he would know his way back. But Zhao Yutao walked away with a cold hum.

He was angry. Why didn't he understand me? Why did everyone think it was my fault? I didn't care about this family. But what am I doing all this for? I just want everyone to live a good life. Don't I feel bad after drinking so much wine every day? It's just that you don't sympathize with me. In the end, everyone came to scold me. He doesn't understand why.

In fact, Zhao Yutao's way of doing things is really wrong. You just say that everyone doesn't understand you, but you don't say anything. How do you know what you're doing.

Later, the brothers Zhao Yushan and Zhao Yubo persuaded him several times, but each time he kept silent and looked indifferent. Angry Zhao Yushan hit him directly with a big mouth. He was so angry.

After Zhao Defa left, they felt that Zhao Yutao seemed to have changed. The eldest brother has made it so clear that you are still a daughter-in-law cynical. Can he not be angry.

It is said that the eldest brother is the father. As the eldest brother, he has to take care of everyone for his father when his father is away. However, Zhao Yutao's appearance is like that heaven is not satisfied and the earth is not angry. He couldn't help it.

It's good that he didn't slap. After that, Zhao Yushan regretted it. He also loved his brother. But Zhao Yutao was not awakened by this slap, but more angry.

He stood up, pointed to his eldest brother for a long time, didn't say a word, and finally fell out of the door. Since then, Zhao Yutao has never contacted them again.

Later, Zhao Yutao and Li Jinfeng had a small quarrel for three days and a big quarrel for five days. Since then, Zhao Yutao didn't like to go home. He felt that after going home, he not only couldn't understand, but also increased quarrels. Instead, he might as well not go home.

Therefore, no matter whether there is entertainment or not, Zhao Yutao will go out to drink. If he is accompanied, he will drink together, and if he is not accompanied, he will drink by himself. In short, I drink vaguely every day. He thought it would be much easier. When he was drunk, he didn't have to think about those annoying things.

Every day, the company's affairs and the association's affairs are ignored. You don't have to think about restaurants. Everything was thrown to Li Jinfeng alone.

Such days lasted for several years. He didn't really wake up until one day Li Jinfeng called him and asked him to go home.

When he got the call, he was still drinking outside. Hearing Li Jinfeng's phone call, he didn't want to go home at all. Li Jinfeng had been used to him for a long time. Don't be angry or angry. Leave a word that you don't regret if you don't come back. Then he hung up the phone.

After hearing this, Zhao Yutao sobered up. He knew that Li Jinfeng had something to say. Although he was drunk, he was still sober. He pushed off the wine handed over by others, walked out of the bar directly, took a taxi and rushed home.

When he got home, he was stupid. The house is clean and tidy. What we are talking about here is not sanitation, but clean things. In addition to furniture and other daily necessities, all Li Jinfeng's and ball's things are sorted into boxes and placed in the middle of the living room.

Li Jinfeng sat on the sofa in the living room with her children. It seems that he should be waiting for Zhao Yutao to come back. The ball nestled in Li Jinfeng's arms and seemed to have fallen asleep. There are tears in the corners of his eyes. You don't have to think about it. The child has cried before going to bed.

And Li Jinfeng did the same, sitting there with his eyes not light. Tears can't help flowing down. Is so sad, so desperate.