Losing love and losing you

Zhao Yutao cried for a long time in front of Zhao Defa's tomb. It was getting late and he knocked three heads against the tombstone. Then get up and get ready to go back to the city.

Back in the city, Zhao Yutao turned out the business card given to him by Zhao Ling. After thinking for a long time, the phone was broadcast. In fact, he has Zhao Ling's phone number. He's just afraid she'll change her number, so confirm it.

"Hello, who?" Zhao Ling asked after connecting.

"Sister Ling, it's me!" Zhao Yutao was just a few words.

"Ah! Er Shuang, where are you? I went to the hotel to find you today. The boss said you resigned." Zhao Ling asked anxiously. She was afraid that Zhao Yutao would lose his message again.

"Hehe, sister Ling, do you think I can continue to work?" Zhao Yutao said with a smile.

"Yes, how to say that, eh." Zhao Ling sighed. She also understood that Zhao Yutao really couldn't continue there.

"Sister Ling, do you have time tonight? Let's have dinner together. I have something to tell you." Zhao Yutao asked.

"Yes, I have time. What time is it? Where is it?" Zhao Ling hurriedly replied. She had to squeeze out time to see Zhao Yutao even if she didn't have time. She is very concerned about this brother.

"Well, call me when you get off work and I'll tell you where it is." Zhao Yutao didn't think about where to go. He really didn't know where to go and there were people who knew him everywhere.

"OK, then wait for my call." Zhao Ling knew Zhao Yutao's concerns, so she didn't say anything more.

"OK, talk that night." then Zhao Yutao hung up the phone.

Lying in bed, looking at the shed roof, the whole person fell into meditation. He didn't understand how to go in the future. He only knew that he didn't work hard, and he didn't even have the qualification to see his son in the future.

With a bitter smile, I don't think much anymore. Take one step at a time. He got out of bed and washed his face. Then he went straight out to the railway station. He went to buy a ticket because he was going to leave directly tonight.

He had thought about it. He was going to Heilongjiang, a place where no one could find him. But after thinking about it, he thought he was funny. Who would find him?

After buying the ticket, Zhao Yutao went directly to the restaurant where he resigned before. This is the best place for him to think about it.

Came here and told the boss his intention. Of course, the boss didn't say anything. He directly arranged for him to live in his own house, put a small table in it, and let Zhao Yutao have a rest in it.

Because the specification of the hotel is small, there are only a few tables in the room, and the boss knows that Zhao Yutao has something to do this time, so he directly arranged to go to his house. They are all his own family and don't avoid anything.

In the evening, after Zhao Ling got off work, she called Zhao Yutao and asked him where to meet. Then Zhao Yutao told him about this place.

Answer the phone. Zhao Yutao told his boss and went directly to the kitchen to cook.

After he left, the boss cooked vegetables by himself. He is also a cook, but his cooking is far worse than Zhao Yutao. But after Zhao Yutao resigned, no new people came, so he did it himself.

She cooked some dishes that Zhao Ling likes to eat. Then she went in and waited for her. Soon Zhao Ling came too. The boss also knows her. After all, she has been here several times.

Take her inside and go straight out.

"Sister Ling, come here. Are these dishes OK? If I remember correctly, you liked them." Zhao Yutao got up and said.

"It seems that it has to be my brother. I haven't forgotten my preferences." Zhao Ling waved her hand and motioned Zhao Yutao to sit down. Then he sat down himself.

"But since you left, I have nothing to eat. After all, what I like to eat is the taste you make." Zhao Ling said with a smile.

"Hehe, things have changed in the past. I hope I can do it for you in the future. Come on, eat quickly. It's just done." Zhao Yutao took a pair of chopsticks and handed it to Zhao Ling.

Zhao Ling took the chopsticks, took a bite, put it in her mouth, tasted it carefully, and looked satisfied. It's still that person, it's still that smell.

"Er Shuang, how did you come over these years? Why didn't you hear anything about you?" Zhao Ling asked while eating.

"I haven't been in the catering industry for the past two years, so it's normal for you to find me." Zhao Yutao said lightly.

"Then what have you done? Do you want to live anyway? It's not good to see you. If you have difficulties, tell your sister that I have saved some money these years." Zhao Ling stopped her chopsticks and looked at Zhao Yutao and said sincerely.

Their money is earned from Zhao Yutao. They have helped themselves over the years. Although there are many things arranged for yourself, the salary is quite optimistic. It can be said that her salary is much higher than the monthly income of this small store. How could she not remember.

"Sister Ling, don't worry, I'm fine. How are you? I should be very busy. I'm gone, and she should give you more tasks." Zhao Yutao asked after taking a sip of wine.

"Yes, I'm busy all day now. After you leave, it's very difficult for Jinfeng to be alone. She works in the company during the day and works with her children at night. It's not so easy for a woman to live." Zhao Ling said with deep feeling.

"No way. She and I only trust you and sister Huan in this aspect of the company. It's hard for you at ordinary times. You can help look after her more." Zhao Yutao took another sip.

"Don't worry, I'll treat you both as my brothers and sisters. Don't just drink, you can eat. Look how thin you are now." Zhao Ling said and took a bite of food for Zhao Yutao.

"It's all right. I'm used to it now. I don't eat much every day. If you eat more, you may not eat my dishes for a long time. Hey!" Zhao Yutao sighed.

"What's the matter? I won't contact your sister Ling in the future. Silly boy." Zhao Ling didn't recognize anything and said with a smile.

"I'm leaving." Zhao Yutao sighed and said four words for a long time.

"What?" Zhao Ling stood up in surprise, and the stool fell to the ground with a slap.

"It's all right, Xiao Zhao." the boss thought something had happened to them outside, so he asked loudly outside.

"It's all right, boss. I accidentally knocked down the stool. I'm sorry." Zhao Yutao replied.

"Just call me if you need anything," said the boss.

"I'm sorry, I've lost my manners." Zhao Ling said apologetically. I was just too excited.

"But Er Shuang, why do you suddenly want to go? Is there any difficulty? If there is any difficulty, just tell me, isn't there sister Ling?" Zhao Ling was really excited. She thought Zhao Yutao wanted to talk to herself. I didn't expect to tell myself this.

"I really don't have any difficulties. I'm tired and want to go out and see if there is any chance. I also want to make a comeback." Zhao Yutao said with a smile. It seems very relaxed.