Losing love and losing you

Zhao Yutao and Zhao Ling talked a lot and talked about their experiences over the years. Zhao Ling sighed.

Zhao Yutao said. Zhao Ling listened and cried. She sympathized with Zhao Yutao's experience in recent years and was distressed at the same time.

Once upon a time, how beautiful Zhao Yutao was. It can be said that he was well known in the city, and his character was particularly good. Being young, promising and striving is Zhao Yutao's label in the eyes of others.

However, after his divorce from Li Jinfeng, in the eyes of many people, he was labeled with the label of spending too much time and wine, forgetting his roots, which can be said that everyone despised him.

But who understands Zhao Yutao's suffering. Young people's success made him a much higher starting point than ordinary people. It also puts more and more pressure on himself. He is very tired, really tired.

In the eyes of others, he will only succeed. Even a little mistake is not allowed, so he has to work hard. Even a little slack can not appear.

Because his name is Zhao Yutao, because he is the boss of Fengxiang garden. This is also the main reason why Zhao Yutao went out to drink every day. Alcohol can paralyze and relax yourself.

But these are not the way after all. After all, he has a family, a wife and children, and he is not allowed to do so in real life.

Zhao Ling didn't know what to say when she listened to Zhao Yutao's story. In fact, Zhao Ling felt that Zhao Yutao was a little extreme, and what he thought was also a little extreme. Just like he hasn't seen his son in recent years.

In Zhao Yutao's eyes, he won't go to see his children when he's not promising, but he hasn't thought that when the child needs his father most, he's not around. What's the use of your money in the future? After all, Li Jinfeng is not short of money now.

When the child is learning and gradually knows the world, he chooses to escape. Nothing can make up for this emotion. Missing is missing. Because time can't be forever.

But Zhao Ling didn't say anything. She knew that even if she said it, it was a breeze for Zhao Yutao now, or in his world outlook, money can do everything. Maybe this is the thought of small farmers.

Because Zhao Yutao worked hard. From small to large, life is particularly difficult, so in his world, money is particularly important. Money can bring him everything. Especially after this.

When he failed, everyone avoided him. For what? Because he had no capital, he had no value. So he deepened his desire to make money.

After looking at the time, it was not far from the departure time. Zhao Yutao got up and said something to Zhao Ling. Ready to leave, Zhao Ling drove over and took him to the station.

Out of the door, Zhao Yutao threw a hundred yuan to the boss, but the boss didn't want it. In his heart, Zhao Yutao once brought so much wealth to himself. Even if he left, he would give himself the way to make money. How can he accept a meal without much money.

Zhao Yutao really didn't insist on his boss, so he had to thank him and say goodbye to his boss with a package.

Time passed so fast that Zhao Ling didn't think it was time for Zhao Yutao to leave. I don't know when to meet this time.

At the station, Zhao Yutao put down his luggage and hugged Zhao Ling. Then he said goodbye and ran to the ticket gate without looking back.

But let him play, unexpectedly, far away, a woman holding a boy. Crying and talking to the child. Then he watched Zhao Yutao leave from so far away.

Zhao Yutao was in a very complicated mood when he stepped on the North train. He didn't know whether the North trip would succeed or where he should go. He was also worried. He also knew that Yang Sulan was old and young. He could wait, but Yang Sulan couldn't afford to wait. And ball, now six years old, is about to go to primary school. When can he see the children? He thinks about these every day, so he urgently wants to succeed.

He rubbed his forehead with his hand and tried to control himself from thinking about it. He knows that more things in his heart will affect his development. So he wants to put aside these burdens, just like when he was young. But Zhao Yutao has experienced so many things. Can he really let it go?

The train is speeding. It's a long way from home to Mohe, although it's all in the northeast. However, because Mohe is far away, the total distance also takes more than 20 hours.

Before leaving, Zhao Yutao prepared some food. He knew it was a long way. Although he didn't work, he couldn't eat.

In fact, he didn't bring anything. He brought two cucumbers and a few steamed buns. How could he afford to buy snacks? It's enough to fill his stomach.

Sitting in the car, looking at the scenery outside the window, thinking about what to do next. After all, he is not familiar with his life. He doesn't know whether he can pass this time.

But without a real past, it is futile to think more. I can only say try to be more comprehensive.

When you are sleepy, you can lean back on your chair and sleep for a while. When you are hungry, you can chew a few mouthfuls of steamed bread. Unconsciously, he came to the place.

It was afternoon when I got off, and it was summer now, so even Mohe in northernmost part of the China was not very cold.

Got off the bus, bought a local map near the station, and then looked for a hotel.

He didn't look near the station because it was expensive and the environment was not particularly good. This seems to be the case all over the country.

After finding a place to live, Zhao Yutao put his things away and asked the hotel owner where there was a restaurant nearby. The innkeeper thought he was hungry when he arrived at the hotel, so he didn't think too much and directly pointed out a few places to him.

According to the store owner's guidance, Zhao Yutao found several restaurants. Instead of ordering anything, he went directly to find a job.

When he got there, he didn't want to stay any longer, so he just looked for a job. However, he found several, and there was no shortage of chefs. Moreover, he found that many of these places were chefs themselves, and then he became the boss himself. The couple worked together, saving labor costs.

Moreover, the scale of the stores here is not large. It seems that the consumption level is really not high. Just like the store where he lives, it is much cheaper than his home.

It seems that the money I saved will certainly live well if I live here. Carefully calculating his savings, he came up with the idea of opening his own store. Only by doing it himself could he earn more.

Now that you have made a decision, you don't have to worry. After all, opening a store can't start all at once. You need to investigate. Which place is suitable, rent, water and electricity, etc.

In that case, he went back to the store he went to before. This time he didn't come to apply for a job. Instead, he came to dinner. He wanted to taste whether the taste here was different from that at home. After all, different regions have different tastes.