Losing love and losing you

How to say this? It can be said that sister Hong has paid her happiness for the rest of her life for Zhao Yutao.

Sister Hong doesn't know what she thinks. To be honest, she has Zhao Yutao in her heart, but she knows it's impossible, and she is very grateful for her childhood sweetheart.

He has been pursuing himself for so many years, even if he hasn't been married at such an old age, even if he gets married and has children, he is still waiting for her.

Originally, after her husband left, he felt he had a chance. After all, it was not easy for a woman to take her children, and he was sincere to her. It is impossible to say that there is no emotion, but it has been waiting for more than ten years.

Sister Hong can say that she gave her childhood sweetheart the happiness of the second half of her life, but she doesn't regret it. People have pursued her for so many years, saying that it's impossible to have no feelings. Moreover, she is particularly grateful for the other party's infatuation.

Of course, she won't tell Zhao Yutao about it. She doesn't want to embarrass Zhao Yutao because of her own affairs. Now that it's decided, I'll gladly accept it.

The arrival of Yang Sulan made everyone very happy. Especially when the mother and son met, Zhao Yutao was even more excited.

Although he drank a lot of wine, he didn't drink much. Because he was happy, his drinking capacity also increased a lot.

Huzi went back after dinner. I've walked back and forth several times and I know the way. After all, it's not far away. Besides, such a big man can't get lost.

They want Zhao Yutao to accompany Yang Sulan more. After all, they haven't met or even talked on the phone in the past seven years.

Everybody's gone. Sister Hong asked Zhao Yutao to take her mother to chat in the house. She cleaned it up by herself. This is to give the two women an independent space. Let two people talk well.

"Mom, how are you these years? How are you?" Zhao Yutao broke the silence first.

"It's OK, but it's getting old. It's getting worse year by year. Make do with it." Yang Sulan looked at Zhao Yutao and couldn't tell her taste.

"Mom, I'm sorry. My son is unfilial. You've been worried about him these years." Zhao Yutao felt guilty. He knew how stupid he was when he saw Yang Sulan.

He did something wrong, he also became nothing, but everything is his own fault, and what is this fault in the eyes of his mother.

As a mother, she doesn't ask how rich her children are, but for peace and health. Why are you so confused? I haven't seen Yang Sulan for seven years because of my heart knot. He blamed himself and felt guilty.

"What are you talking about, son? In this life, unexpected things will happen to you. When you are ready, you may take this opportunity to succeed or fail because of mistakes. But when you are not prepared in your heart, it is an accident. Who can understand the unexpected things. Be a mother, think more in your heart. Your brothers and sisters, me and I Your father doesn't ask for anything. I just hope you can live a happy life in peace. "Yang Sulan said gently. There was no blame in the words.

"I know, mom, but I feel bad because I haven't seen you for so many years. Now I'm afraid, if, if... Hey." Zhao Yutao said, and tears couldn't stop flowing down. He was really afraid. If it weren't for Hongjie to take Yang Sulan behind his back this time. Maybe I won't have a chance to see my mother again in my life.

"What if? If I'm dead and you haven't come back yet, silly boy, don't worry. Mom has thought about it in her heart. If I can't look at you, I won't shut my eyes. How can I not care about my children and the meat that fell off?" Yang Sulan was also sad. Zhao Yutao is her favorite son. It's also the one she doesn't have to worry about. I didn't expect such a thing to happen in the end.

"Mom!" Zhao Yutao really didn't know what to say. He shouted, and mom fell into Yang Sulan's arms. It seems that I haven't held my mother like this since I grew up.

Although Yang Sulan was thin and small, in his mother's arms, Zhao Yutao felt that his heart was so quiet, as if everything had nothing to do with himself. I feel very safe. This is something he hasn't felt all these years.

Yang Sulan quietly hugged her son in her arms and patted him on the back from time to time, just as she coaxed the Zhao Yutao brothers to sleep when she was a child.

Yang Sulan was very satisfied because Zhao Yutao didn't come back when she couldn't, and she didn't have any regrets.

Although Zhao Yutao has lost a lot of weight, looking at his friends today, Yang Sulan knows that although Zhao Yutao has been bitter in recent years, it is not so difficult. At least these friends are here.

But what she doesn't know is that Zhao Yutao met this last year. The days of the past few years are really not what ordinary people can bear.

It's better to say something else, mainly because of the gap in my heart. Think about it, people who used to be powerful are finally reduced to squatting in the labor market and fighting with those elderly people. If they don't do well, it depends on the owner's face. This is something he hasn't experienced since he was a child.

Lying in Yang Sulan's arms, Zhao Yutao sat on a small bench and fell asleep unconsciously. Actually, it has something to do with drinking. After all, I'm willing to sleep after drinking.

But the most important thing is that he feels very comfortable in Yang Sulan's arms. Just like when I was young. So I fell asleep unconsciously.

Yang Sulan watched her son fall asleep and didn't move. Although she was tired, she enjoyed the time.

This is an impossible move at ordinary times. Not to mention that Zhao Yutao has been around for seven years, even Zhao Yubo can't lie in his arms like this. When children grow up and have children, how can they play cheap with their mother like when they were young.

"Old man, my son has come back. Although it has been a little hard in recent years, at least he is complete. I don't know how you are there and whether you miss me. In fact, you are much better than me. This smelly boy can go to see you every year, and I don't see him until today. But ah, I can hold him like when I was a child, but you can't. ha ha. Envy . you have a good life there. When I'm tired after two years, I'll go to you. Wait for me. I'll still be your wife at that end. We're still a family. "Holding Zhao Yutao asleep in my arms. Thinking of Zhao Defa, who has died for many years.

In fact, in her heart, Zhao Defa is much happier than him. Life is the best time for children. Every family had a good life, but he left, and all kinds of things happened. He left himself to bear it alone. In her heart, leaving is much happier than living.