Losing love and losing you

Zhao Yutao fell asleep in Yang Sulan's arms. Naturally, there was no voice to speak. After cleaning up, sister Hong heard that there was no sound in the room. She was afraid of something wrong, so she opened the door carefully.

Yang Sulan sat on the bed with Zhao Yutao asleep in her arms. This scene moved her deeply. How she wanted to have her mother hold herself to sleep, but she couldn't.

Although I was moved by the scene in front of me. But she knew that Yang Sulan couldn't stick to it all the time. After all, Zhao Yutao is almost 80 years old. How heavy his big head is. Yang Sulan couldn't hold on to one position.

So he quietly entered the house and motioned to Yang Sulan to help Zhao Yutao sleep in bed. Both of them are uncomfortable.

Yang Sulan watched sister Hong come in without making a sound. Homeopathy and sister Hong got Zhao Yutao into bed. In fact, she really can't sit still.

He didn't take off his clothes, so he lay in bed. After covering the quilt, sister Hong led Yang Sulan to live in her house.

She now lives in a two bedroom house, because she and her children are the only two people in the family. Usually no one came, so I didn't change a big house.

If the children don't go to school, there's no place to live if you want Zhao Yutao to come.

Yang Sulan followed sister Hong back to the house. Then they simply cleaned up and lay down.

"Aunt, are you happy today?" asked sister Hong, lying in bed.

"Happy, happy, I haven't been so happy today for many years. Thank you, Xiao Hong. Without you, I know this smelly boy won't come to see me." Yang Sulan clearly knows his son's temper. Special thanks to sister Hong for her good intentions.

"Be polite to me. Aunt, you know what? I'm actually very nervous. Because I don't know what will happen when you meet. And I'm afraid Ershuang will blame me. After all, I made the decision without authorization," said Sister Hong.

"No, actually I know. He also wants to come back to see me, but his temper is like that. He doesn't know what to do without a step. This time you gave him this opportunity. Then he accepted the fact. So it's all right." Yang Sulan comforted.

"Just don't blame me. I can't tell what it's like to see you meet today. I can't help thinking of my mother. It's been more than ten years. Time is so fast." sister Hong sighed.

"Silly boy, I'm in good health now, but maybe I'll lie down one day. So don't worry about it. If you miss your mother, you can talk to me. You're the same in my heart as your children. You've helped my two sons all these years." Yang Sulan said kindly.

"It's all right, aunt. Sometimes I really take you as my own mother. My mother is as gentle and virtuous as you. Remember that when she is alive, she always keeps the delicious food and calls me to pass. Although I don't like many things, I will gladly accept them. I know that's my mother's love for me." Sister Hong recalled when her mother was alive.

"Being a mother is like this. Be careful. It's not like being a father. Don't you understand now that you're a mother?" Yang Sulan said with a smile.

"Yes. What's the matter with my son? I don't have to worry about it. It's like he had a fever when he was a child. At that time, his father had just died, and I was young. It was difficult to take him with me, but I was worried when I was ill. I wanted to be sick. The traffic was not convenient at that time, and there were not so many cars now. I I took him from home and ran to the hospital. It was more than ten miles away. I didn't feel tired at that time. I just wanted to go to the hospital quickly and my son would be well when I went to the hospital. As a result, when I got to the hospital and gave him an injection, I couldn't do it and passed out directly. Later, I contacted my brother and took us back. "I recalled that when my child was young, although it was a little bitter, But his mouth was smiling.

For so many years, it's hard to take the children alone. But now I'm used to it. There is a child who also has a running head in his heart. Without this son. She didn't know how to live when her husband died suddenly.

"The son is the heart of the mother. It must be hard for the child to be a mother. My children were a little worried when they were young. At that time, they were all in the countryside. Moreover, the worst of the children was a little older. So they were not so tired. When they were most tired, there were big and two pairs. At that time, eating was a problem, and suddenly two came. I didn't know Tao is happy or sad. But she has grown up unconsciously. For so many years, even my two girls have suffered the most. You've seen them before. She's bitter. She stopped studying early and helped me look after my two younger brothers. Without her, I didn't have time to care about them at that time. "Yang Sulan also recalls when she was young. That's the man. When chatting, I like to recall the past. Especially after a certain age. They have more insights into life. They have a special memory of the past.

"No, I remember that I had a hard time when I was a child. My family is also rural. I know how hard it was at that time. I was the youngest at home and had two brothers on it. When I was a child, some delicious food was left to me. My two brothers couldn't eat at all. That's why I've been thinking about my mother all these years, because in my impression, my mother is like She gave me all her love. My brothers were always the kind abandoned by my mother, "recalled sister Hong.

"Silly child, the mother's love for her children is the same, but in different ways. Although it is impossible to say that the five fingers are the same, the pieces of meat falling from her stomach hurt the same. It's just that the way of expression is different. Moreover, boys have to be solid in the eyes of their mother, otherwise they will look like something." Yang Sulan said her opinion. Anyway, in her heart, the love for several children is the same.

"Maybe, after becoming a mother, I knew my mother's good intentions and understood the truth of what my parents said. If I don't experience something, I will never understand." sister Hong lamented that she was quite obedient at the beginning.

"Life always has to go through something to understand. You are still far from it now. When you really reach my age, you will have no desire and no desire. What you have in mind is only obsession. For me, er Shuang is my obsession. If he doesn't come to see me, maybe I won't close my eyes when I die." different ages have different feelings. For Yang Sulan's age. Everything is open. What's the use of money and status even if it's given to her.