Losing love and losing you

Zhao Yutao is the latter of the wall builders. His whole growth process has not been frustrated or hit, so he is always complacent in the joy of success and feels that he is a lucky pet.

Gradually, his heart was lost. He felt that everything he deserved, and everything was the result of his own efforts, even if these people were busy helping themselves. He felt that this should be divided. He owes all this to himself. He thinks these people help themselves entirely because they like him. As long as you stick to your original heart.

To be sure, what he said is right. Because of him, so many people help him. But these people will grow old and leave eventually. What happens when you leave. He didn't think about how he would be when no one helped him. He didn't think about it, because in his heart, he felt that these were not his own areas of consideration.

The fact is so cruel. When people leave him one by one, when the business is facing the biggest crisis, he can't hold on and his heart collapses. So he could only use wine to relieve his worries every day, but what he didn't think was that using wine to relieve his worries would only add to his worries.

When he was thinking about how to resolve his worries, he also ignored everything around him. He didn't think about how to fundamentally solve this problem, but meant to seek the most comfortable thing in his heart.

So that he ignored his career, family, friends, family and everything around him. When he ignored everything, life abandoned him, which is the reason why he finally achieved the present result.

Although Zhao Defa didn't say it clearly, he mentioned some in his letter. However, due to the wrong circumstances, Zhao Yutao did not see this final warning from Zhao Defa. If he saw it, maybe everything would have a different result.

Sometimes, a person always needs some reminders and warnings from the people around him, but Zhao Yutao lacks such people. All people are too kind to him, or too kind, so that he always thinks he is a winner and a person who will never lose.

The reality is cruel, especially in such a cruel society, in the environment of survival of the fittest, only those who adapt to the form will survive. The opposite will eventually be eliminated. Zhao Yutao can be said to be a knockout or a loser.

He lost himself in life, his opponent in career and his family in love. In the final analysis, it is because of his overconfidence in himself. And this self comes from not really recognizing yourself.

Different from Zhao Yutao's tears, Yang Sulan seemed much calmer at this time. I don't think as much as Zhao Defa. She just wants her children to be safe and healthy. That's the difference between being a mother and being a father.

She looked at Zhao Yutao and felt distressed. She sympathized with her son's experience, but she didn't want to know why Zhao Yutao came to this step. She didn't want to intervene too much. She hopes her son can find the answer by himself. No matter how much others say, others say, and what they understand is always their own.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I let you down. Even after so many years, I didn't really recognize my fault. Now I understand. I also understand my father's good intentions. Unfortunately, it's too late. Everything is gone." Zhao Yutao knelt in front of Yang Sulan, put his head on Yang Sulan's lap and cried loudly. He was really sad, even a little sad for himself. If you think you are smart and don't even know yourself, what qualifications do you have to say you are smart. Even smart is smart.

"Son, the past is over. Isn't everything good now? Sometimes there must be in life, and don't force it all the time. What should come will come and what should go will go. Don't think too much. It's not too late to understand now. You're still young and have time to make up for it." Yang Sulan touched Zhao Yutao's hair and comforted softly.

"Mom, but some things can't come back in my life. I've lost too many things. I hate. I hate myself. Why do I understand so late, ah..." Zhao Yutao cried hoarsely, as if to cry out the pain of so many years. It might feel better to cry.

"Son, don't make yourself too tired. A heavy burden will only make you unhappy. Now you are still young and have time to do what you want to do. Remember son, from now on, don't let anything be lost from you, because you can't afford to lose it." Yang Sulan reminded.

"I know, mom, I will, but I have to deal with Jinfeng's affairs, because I may lose some things this time. I can't help it for him and her." Zhao Yutao said with a sob.

"I don't care about that. You can handle it by yourself, but I want to tell you one thing. When you're finished here, you'll go to Beijing. If there are people in Beijing who want to see you, it's too late to go again." Yang Sulan sighed. My heart is also very uncomfortable.

"Beijing? Mom, is it uncle Guo? What's the matter with Uncle Guo? Mom, tell me quickly." Zhao Yutao thought of Guo Aimin as soon as he heard it.

At the beginning, Zhao Defa, Lin Zhiguo and Rong Jianguo died one after another, which was a great blow to him, and because of Zhao Yutao's subsequent events. Angry, he went straight back to Beijing. Since then, Zhao Yutao didn't answer his phone and broke contact.

Guo Aimin really hates iron but not steel. At the same time, he also blames himself. Zhao Yutao was fine when the old men were alive. But when he was left, Zhao Yutao had such a thing. He felt that he didn't do it well. But Zhao Yutao didn't listen. So he left in a rage.

"Yes. Your uncle Guo is not young. I heard from your second brother a few days ago that he is not in good health. If he has nothing to do, he has to go to the hospital for convalescence, especially after your aunt left. It's even more sad that he is left alone." Yang Sulan said.

"What, my aunt, aunt, she's dead!" Zhao Yutao stood up and stared like a lantern. A confident look. Looking forward to looking at Yang Sulan, I hope she can say it's false. I heard it wrong.

"Yes. I've been dead for a few years, but it's useless to find out after a few years back in Beijing. The doctor can't help it. I wanted to go, but it's too far. I can't get through. I can only make a phone call or something. Now your aunt is gone. I haven't called your uncle Guo for fear that he might get angry. Your second brother goes to see him every time he goes to Beijing. It's done for you It's what you should do. "Yang Sulan sighed, feeling very uncomfortable.