Losing love and losing you

"I'm sorry, actually I shouldn't have said this, but when I faced you, I really couldn't bear it. I didn't expect that after two days of contact, I spoke out in my heart. This is not my way of doing things, but in front of you, I said my heart today." Zhao Yutao didn't regret it. He felt that if he used Qing'er all the time, he would feel guilty all his life.

No matter what happens to qinger, she has the right to choose. Although in the eyes of others, she is a fickle woman, a woman who does not hesitate to sacrifice her body for the purpose. But perhaps this is a way of her survival. It is her own choice. As a bystander, she has no right to belittle her.

"Tao, can I call you that?" Qing'er suddenly looked at Zhao Yutao with a serious expression.

"Hmm? Yes, you like it." this title has not been called since childhood, but it sounds like a special feeling.

"Tao, actually I can see. You are a man with a story. It's not that simple this time. I don't know the specific things, and I don't want to know. Because I understand that it's not good for me to know too much. I also know that you want to use me at first. Because I see resistance in your eyes. This is a woman's intuition. But after two days, you are right The respect I have shown is what I haven't got for so many years. You are the first person to consider my inner thoughts. Since you said your thoughts today, I can honestly and unfairly tell you that I have a task to accompany you. "Qing'er took a deep breath and said something that should not be said under normal circumstances.

It was like returning Zhao Yutao's honesty. She also opened her heart. She doesn't know why she did it, just as Zhao Yutao doesn't know why she said such words today.

Two people with different thoughts are suddenly honest with each other. If outsiders see it, they will be surprised. But they did. It's puzzling. Maybe God has arranged it.

"Huh? Mission? Do you mean Ke Zhentian sent you to spy on me?" Zhao Yutao is not a fool. He won't simply think that Ke Zhentian sent Qing'er here just to please him. Especially the grievance in her eyes when Qing'er came over that day.

Zhao Yutao doesn't know if Qing'er pretended to show Ke Zhentian. But he knew that for such a long time, Ke Zhentian would certainly explain something to Qing'er. He didn't know the details.

"Yes. Otherwise, do you think he will give you the office so easily?" Qing'er didn't hide it.

"Why did you tell me this?" Zhao Yutao suddenly became vigilant. He regretted his kindness, especially when Qing'er suddenly told himself this. Is this a set for yourself by playing hard to get.

"Because I'm in love with you!" Qing'er's answer is very simple, but Zhao Yutao can't doubt it.

"You know what? When I first saw you that day, I thought you were a very powerful man. I felt the pressure I hadn't felt for many years. Later, I was attracted by your handsome face, but that won't be the basis for me to fall in love with you. I know you know what kind of woman I am, and I'm not afraid of your jokes. I have no ability and want to live better than others, There's always a price to pay. It's ridiculous. I actually said so righteously. "Qing'er smiled at herself.

"So from that day on, I tried to get close to you and want you to replace Ke Zhentian. Seriously, if it wasn't for my future, I really didn't want to do that. How could a little girl in my twenties be a worse old man than him. But I did."

"And your arrival, let me see new hope. You are rich and powerful, handsome, the most important thing is that you are young. If I climb your high branch, I will be much better than Ke Zhentian. Don't worry about the future."

"And you took the initiative to let Ke Zhentian contact me and let me come to accompany you. I think the opportunity has come. Although I know you want to use me, after all, your feelings will not change so fast. You were indifferent to me the first second, and fell in love with me the next second. Any woman would not believe it. But I am still very happy. After all, I have the opportunity to contact you."

"Ke Zhentian told me a lot and I promised, but don't worry. I didn't tell him anything about you these two days. I just said you were understanding the hotel and studying the scheme. Because I suddenly found out yesterday that I really fell in love with you. Isn't it a surprise that I fell in love with you so much. Even if I know that the possibility of you and me is almost zero, I still want to work hard Look, at least I'll let you know, otherwise I'm afraid I won't have a chance. "Qing'er smiled, smiling very sweet. You know, saying I love you was like saying good morning. I didn't lose heart at all.

But this time it was different. She said it with her heart, because she really fell in love with her, and perhaps she was afraid of what she said becoming a reality. If you don't say it, you won't have a chance.

"Why did you tell me so much? I don't believe it. It's just because you fell in love with me. And your words today have to impress me. Because you are much more mature than I thought." Zhao Yutao couldn't help asking after listening to Qing'er for a long time.

"You may not believe it. I really say this because of your respect for me and your honesty. Maybe there are reasons why I like you." Qing'er showed a harmless smile.

"Is that really all? I don't understand. Is honesty and respect so rare in your eyes?" Zhao Yutao really doesn't understand. This is the most basic etiquette at ordinary times. Why do you value it so much in Qing'er's heart.

"Hehe. Of course you don't feel anything when you often get it. Do you know me? I haven't really been respected since I was young." Qing'er showed a painful expression. This is something Zhao Yutao has never seen again. He knows that the reason why Qing'er has today must be what she has experienced. Otherwise, he believed that no girl would choose this road for no reason.

"Do you want to hear my story?" Qing'er looked at Zhao Yutao with tears in her eyes.

"Well, if you say it, you'll be happier. I'd like to be your audience." Zhao Yutao also wants to know what makes a beautiful girl, and if she has talent, embark on this road of no return.

"Thank you. I'm really happy today." Qing'er wiped her tears. Instead of speaking in a hurry, he went to the tea table and started the tea ceremony. Maybe I want to calm my mood.

Zhao Yutao is not in a hurry. Now that he has reached this point today, he is not afraid, because he can see it. Qing'er won't do anything to herself. Or qinger won't betray herself.

He doesn't know why he is so determined. It seems to be just an intuition, which makes him believe so much.