Losing love and losing you

Zhao Yutao stayed in the cemetery all morning. I don't know whether it was specially arranged by future generations or why. The tombs of several old people are together. Maybe they want to have a company in another world. After all, I fought with my mouth all my life when I was alive.

After the memorial ceremony here, Zhao Yutao and Li Jinfeng went to Wang Liying's cemetery again. Because after Wang Liying died, she was buried with Li Jinfeng's father in the Li family cemetery, which is a little far from here. So I went there last.

"Dad, mom, I'm sorry, I broke my promise. I didn't fulfill my original promise because of my fault. Jin Feng has suffered for so many years that I can't forgive me now. I know it's all my fault that I didn't cherish this feeling. But don't worry, I'll never leave this time. Even if Jin Feng can't forgive me, I will still Guard by her side. Until we get old. I'm sorry. "Zhao Yutao knelt in front of the tombstone and knocked his head heavily for three times, so that when he got up, there was a little blood on his forehead. We can see how hard he was.

This is his confession to himself and his guilt to Wang Liying and his wife. It is a remorse for being a husband but not taking good care of his wife, and a deep regret for being a father but not fulfilling his responsibilities.

The past can never be turned back, and there is no way to recover the wrong things. Making up for mistakes is missing after all. Although you can't live in pain, there are traces of pain after all, which can't be erased with anything.

After a round of sacrifice, Zhao Yutao only felt physically and mentally exhausted. Excessive sadness made his whole mental state not particularly good. After all, these are the best people for themselves. Now they have left themselves one by one.

On the way back, Li Jinfeng drove the car and asked Zhao Yutao to rest in the co pilot. Although she didn't say, she was also worried about Zhao Yutao's situation. She was afraid that Zhao Yutao couldn't solve this knot.

I hate him because I love him too much, and now I can't continue to love him. This is a particularly contradictory thing, and it is also a knot that Li Jinfeng doesn't understand, or doesn't know how to deal with each other's relationship.

You ask Li Jinfeng, love?

The answer must be love!

Hate?

hate someone to the core hatred marrow!

However, Li Jinfeng doesn't know how to deal with each other's relationship. She wants to alienate, but she can't do it for the sake of her children. Then compound, but she can't let go of the knot when Zhao Yutao and Qing'er are together.

So we always get along like this. Now if we introduce each other, we don't know how to talk about it. It seems that few people can do this. Say it's a friend. Not yet. Partners, they only had one child together. Of course, it's a joke.

Li Jinfeng drove straight home. She decided to let Zhao Yutao go back to live today. Of course, I still share a room with the children.

The reason why he came back was that he didn't trust his state. Li Jinfeng was afraid that he couldn't think of it alone. After so many years and so many things. Although Li Jinfeng knows that he can't do stupid things again, his heart knot still needs to be opened. At this time, he also needs someone around most.

Zhao Yutao is grateful, but he really doesn't want to talk. Only he knows that feeling. How to describe it? He feels like he has depression. He thinks in his heart, but he doesn't want to say more.

Li Jinfeng took him home and asked him to go straight to his room to sleep. He was really tired today. Not only to climb the mountain, but also to travel, which is a kind of consumption for him.

I went back to my room and went to bed after a while. After watching the time, it was time for the ball to finish school, although there was still a little time. Li Jinfeng decided to go to the market to buy vegetables first, and then directly pick up the children to cook. Zhao Yutao can eat when he wakes up.

When the ball saw that only Li Jinfeng picked him up from school, he was disappointed. The child was like this. His expression would be written on his face. However, when Li Jinfeng told the ball that his father was waiting for him at home, his excited appearance made Li Jinfeng feel a lot. The growth of children is really indispensable for both parents.

After a sleep, Zhao Yutao is much better. Now he is old and no longer as fragile as when he was young. He can think of many things. With the ball coming back, Zhao Yutao returned to normal.

Early the next morning, Zhao Yutao's phone rang. No one else, it's Liu Hong.

"Er Shuang, let me tell you something. Ke Zhentian has been sentenced," said Liu Hong.

"Those who should come will come. What's the result?" Zhao Yutao still cares about these things.

"The evidence is conclusive and he can't argue, but what you have investigated is only part of it. After in-depth investigation by relevant departments, Ke Zhentian not only evaded taxes here in recent years, but also had a criminal record before he came, so the amount is huge. All his property was sealed up, and then his wife took out all the money from his family to make up for the unpaid taxes in recent years, That's why Ke Zhentian didn't receive such heavy punishment. But whether he can come out in the second half of his life depends on his performance. "Liu Hong said.

"His wife is kind enough," said Zhao Yutao with emotion.

"Yes, his wife is infatuated with him, but if his wife knows what he has done for so many years, I don't know what she will think. Presumably no one will tell her. After all, Ke Zhentian has been punished," Liu Hong said.

"How do they live? As far as I know, his children are still studying abroad." Zhao Yutao has a soft heart.

"Don't worry about this. Your brother-in-law said that although his wife took out a lot of money, the skinny camel is bigger than the horse, and the mother and son are enough to live. However, if there is no progress, the quality of life will be very different. In other words, Ke Zhentian is powerful enough to secretly get so much money. Your brother-in-law doesn't know." Liu Hong was surprised.

"If it wasn't Ke Zhentian's negligence this time, I wouldn't be so easy to get rid of him. It's impossible to be able to wander around in the mall for so many years without some skills," Zhao Yutao said.

"By the way, sister Hong, how to deal with the Rose Hotel, whether it is public auction or private bidding." Zhao Yutao asked what he wanted to know most.

"Look at me, I forgot the most important thing. The public auction, but your brother-in-law said that although it is a public auction, it can be communicated in the early stage. If the price is OK, it can also be determined in private, but it is unlikely to clinch a deal. After all, there are a lot of things involved in this matter." Liu Hong said.

"As long as it's a public auction, but tell your brother-in-law, let's have a talk in private. It doesn't matter whether we succeed or not. At least we can't do nothing. My final idea is to win the Rose Hotel at the auction, so that we can see who is interested in this. Maybe it may be the strong enemy of Jinfeng and me in the future." Zhao Yutao's mind is not simple, An auction, he thought so long.