Losing love and losing you

"In fact, I really hate you over the years. Even now, I still hate you in my heart. That's why I haven't really lived with you. I think you wasted more than 20 years of my youth. Now, how can I change the reality." Li Jinfeng finally spoke out her inner words. She hates Zhao Yutao, Hate him and walk away, hate his indifference.

"I know, so I haven't asked for anything. Now it's the greatest kindness for me. When the child grows up, he gets married and has children, and we are old. To tell the truth, we still have a few years to spend together. That's why I have this idea. I want to travel with you in my lifetime. Now I've realized it. I'm really happy "I'm very happy," Zhao Yutao said seriously.

"Cut, I don't feel anything. In fact, when I was with you at first, I didn't think about glory and wealth. I just wanted to spend my life with you. Because the person I love is not money, but after I really married you, I found that you can't be an ordinary person at all. You are very excellent, and you are doomed It won't be ordinary, "said Li Jinfeng.

"In fact, I originally thought the same as you, but as a man, after having a wife and children, my biggest wish is to hope that they will live better. He will never meet the current life. This is a common problem of every man, and I am no exception. But I lost too many things for these. If I can, I really want to go back to the way when we first got together , I'm happy without money, "said Zhao Yutao to the sun.

"It's impossible. Time will never return. We're old. We'll look after the children in the future. Now I just hope to try not to burden the children. I really don't want to think about the rest." Li Jinfeng changed the topic. It seems that she doesn't want to mention these things again.

"Let's go. Let's go on. The environment here is very good. The mood has become much more comfortable." Zhao Yutao knows Li Jinfeng and knows that she doesn't want to continue this topic now.

"Come on, let's go over there." Li Jinfeng said with a smile.

The two walked and stopped, chatting and joking from time to time. It seems that the chat just made two people's hearts come together again.

After playing in Hangzhou for a few days, I took a bus to Shanghai, Nanjing and so on, all the way north to Beijing.

The two counted the days and finally rushed back to Beijing before Guo Aimin's death. Although the recent trip made them very tired, they were really happy. Moreover, Li Jinfeng is much more cheerful than before and cares more about Zhao Yutao.

I stayed in Beijing for another week or so. This time, the two lived with Mr. and Mrs. Wang Yuting. Because Zhao Yutao knows that this time he may meet several people for the last time.

"Hey, son, do you have time tomorrow? Go to the airport to meet your mother and me. We'll go back tomorrow." that day, Zhao Yutao called Qiuqiu.

"You two are ready to come back. How are you playing? I'm afraid I'll disturb you. I haven't dared to ask," said the ball.

"I'll pick a good one to listen to. If I don't have time, I'll say I don't have time. I'm afraid to disturb us. I'm ok. I'm tired. I'm ready to go back and rest for a few days and start working on school." Zhao Yutao said angrily.

"There's nothing wrong with the school. Just come back and integrate. I've arranged the affairs of the teaching staff. When you come back, we'll see you when you have time. See what's missing. Let's hurry to find it." Qiu reported his work.

"Well, you did a good job, which saved me from going back to find it. By the way, how are you doing with the orphanage." Zhao Yutao suddenly thought of it. After talking to Guo Yuhang at the beginning. He called the ball. Then let the ball arrange it.

"Don't worry, Dad. Now that the venue has been built, we can officially start after the formalities come down. But I called yesterday and it will come down in these days. Then we will improve it. You can fix a time and we can officially receive the children," said the ball.

"Well, good son, it's very efficient. If your mother and I don't have an accident tomorrow, we'll get off the plane around 10 o'clock. If you don't have time, you can arrange someone to go there. You don't have to go there in person." Zhao Yutao asked.

"OK, I'll see what happens tomorrow. Pay attention to your safety and call me tomorrow," said the ball.

"OK, I'll hang up and talk about it tomorrow." then Zhao Yutao hung up the phone.

Because we're leaving tomorrow, we got together again today, which can be regarded as seeing off for two people.

This time at Wang Yuting's house, Guo Wen and Guo Wu came here directly.

Several people established contact through Zhao Yutao. Later, Wang Yuting and his wife helped solve the problems over Guo Wu.

Later, after Wang Yuting and his wife retired, several people contacted more frequently. These are friends, helping each other and taking care of each other.

"Sleepy or not, I got up early today. If you are sleepy, you can sleep for a while and go for more than two hours." Zhao Yutao looked at Li Jinfeng next to him on the plane and asked.

"It's OK. I'll have a rest when I get home. Otherwise, it's even worse if I can't sleep well. If you're tired, you can sleep for a while. Don't worry about me." Li Jinfeng said with concern.

"I'm fine, too. By the way, Jinfeng. I have an idea. I don't know if you can agree?" Zhao Yutao hesitated and suddenly said.

"What's the matter, you say." Li Jinfeng said carelessly.

"I want to go back and marry you!" Zhao Yutao was so quiet that he didn't stop talking. Li Jinfeng was confused by one sentence.

"Get married? Haven't we been married?" Li Jinfeng wondered what medicine Zhao Yutao sold in the gourd.

"Yes. We were married. But we divorced again. Now we only have a divorce certificate in our hands, and we haven't had a marriage certificate for so many years." Zhao Yutao said sadly.

"You mean to go back and remarry? It's not necessary. We're so old. It doesn't matter whether we get a certificate or not. There are so many things to do back. Don't get into that trouble." Li Jinfeng seems to resist.

"Although we don't need two small books to prove anything, I think it's better to get a certificate. In this way, we are also legal husband and wife, and we can be complete enough." Zhao Yutao insisted.

"Go back and talk about it. Your sudden remark makes me don't know what to say." Li Jinfeng hesitated. She doesn't know what she thinks.

"Well, I was thinking about discussing with you. Let's go back." Zhao Yutao said with some disappointment.