Losing love and losing you

When Wang Qiang was sent away, the people went into the house. Zhao Yutao went directly into the kitchen and cooked a few dishes, because Wang Qiang took all the dishes he had done before. This time they were all family members, so they didn't cook so many dishes. Just enough to eat, or they would be wasted.

After eating and chatting for a while, Rong Jianguo and his wife took the lead in leaving. After all, it was a little late, and Ma Hongbin and Lin Fu told Zhao Yutao to leave together. Finally, Zhao Yutao and Li Jinfeng were left.

"Jinfeng, I'm so sorry. My family should be in a hurry now." Zhao Yutao and Li Jinfeng sent them off and chatted at the door.

"It doesn't matter. I told my mother this morning to find a job. If I go back late, I'll find it. I'm used to it. My mother is used to it." Li Jinfeng said disapprovingly.

From childhood to childhood, Li Jinfeng was as naughty as boys. And she likes playing with boys. She thinks the things girls play are too weak and not fun. She has a brother, three years older than him. She is twenty-one this year. Since childhood, Li Jinfeng plays behind her brother's ass. She goes wherever her brother goes.

Her brother's name is Li Jinbiao. He has practiced martial arts with his father since childhood. He is very strong. He especially likes this sister and protects her from childhood. As long as someone bullies her sister, he always rushes directly regardless. Moreover, he is agile. Few children of his age can beat him, so Li Jinfeng just mentions his brother's name outside, Basically no one dared to bully her.

Li Jinfeng is a miserable child. Originally, the conditions at home were very good. My father was the dispatcher of the freight company, and the salary was very high. My mother was a primary school teacher, and the salary was OK. There are only my brother and my two children at home, and my life is particularly moist, but a sudden change has made earth shaking changes in my family.

When Li Jinfeng was ten years old, his father was found to have liver cancer. At that time, cancer was directly sentenced to death. At first, it was better. His father continued to work for the family without telling his unit. He just wanted to leave something at home after he left. Determined to give up treatment, his body is getting worse and worse. Li Jinbiao and Li Jinfeng resolutely let his father go to the hospital, but his father never laughs.

Later, Li Jinfeng knelt in front of his father for four hours. His father was soft hearted and went to the hospital for treatment. It is better to take money to continue life than to treat, because there is no way to treat. The high medical expenses made the family's savings empty little by little. Later, he sold his house and borrowed a lot of money like relatives and friends. But in the end, he couldn't let his father live a few more years. Her father left them when she was fourteen.

My father left, but life still needs to continue. In order to live and pay off the debt, my mother taught during the day and went to pick up waste products after work. Li Jinbiao also chose not to study as an apprentice to help his mother share the pressure. Li Jinfeng also wanted to drop out of school, but her mother didn't agree. Even if she was tired, she couldn't let Li Jinfeng drop out of school again.

But accidents followed. When my mother was picking up waste products, she was hit by a car, resulting in a disability in her leg. Although the other party paid some money, she spent all her money on seeing a doctor, but the disability can never disappear. Because of this, my mother couldn't teach in school. It was like a bolt from the blue for the family. The only source of income was gone. This time, Li Jinfeng decided not to go to school. Her mother had no choice but to agree. That night, the mother and daughter held each other and cried for a long time. The mother blamed herself and became a burden on the family. She wanted to die, but she couldn't leave her two children.

After dropping out of school, Li Jinfeng looked for jobs one by one, but because she was young, no one wanted to be an apprentice and no girl could do it, so she made a living by picking up waste products every day like her mother. After Li Jinbiao's study, he can take some money home every month, which is the best news for the family.

At the beginning, his father's apprentices occasionally came to see them, bought some daily necessities, and threw some money for them to live. But over time, the number of visits has been reduced. After all, people also have families and need to support themselves.

Just recently, Li Jinfeng finally turned 18. When she reached the age of legal adult, she could find a job this time. But after looking for several companies, she found that she had no diploma, no technology, and could say nothing. After touching the wall several times, her heart was dying.

This morning, I accidentally found the recruitment information in front of Zhao Yutao's door. For her, it was like timely rain. She felt it was an opportunity, so she waited at the door all the time. Huangtian lived up to her heart, and Zhao Yutao took her in.

After a day together, Li Jinfeng felt that God had given her a great surprise. Zhao Yutao was not only handsome, but also young and capable. The people around her were also very good to themselves, and they deliberately made up for them. Although she was a little moved in her heart, she didn't just say to see each other, and the situation at home was very bad, She was afraid that Zhao Yutao would dislike herself in the future.

"Jinfeng, let me take you back. It's too late. You're not safe alone. I'm not at ease." Zhao Yutao looked at Li Jinfeng and said.

"No, I'm used to it. I used to walk at night before I came to you. I have a lot of courage." Li Jinfeng said disapprovingly. In fact, she was afraid that Zhao Yutao would go to her house to see her own situation and dislike herself.

In those years, she sold the house for her father's treatment. Later, her mother changed a watch for a small house. The house was small, only more than ten square meters, just enough for three people to sleep. Except that the Kang was a very narrow aisle, the kitchen was outside.

Li Jinfeng also likes Zhao Yutao, so she especially cares about Zhao Yutao's ideas. She just met today. She doesn't want to burden Zhao Yutao because of her own situation. She has low self-esteem. She doesn't want to lose anything. She has lost too many things.

"It used to be before, but now there's me? You won't be alone in the future." Zhao Yutao said it smoothly, but as soon as he said it, he felt something wrong. It seemed a little ambiguous. However, the words had already been said, and it was impossible to take them back, so he pretended to be calm and looked at Li Jinfeng.

"Hey, don't be so ambiguous. If you don't know, you think I have something to do with you. It's not good to be misunderstood. I'm just your waiter." Li Jinfeng was very happy after listening to his words, but he pretended not to think so.

"Do you want something else? For example..."

"Well, well, will you send me or not? It's dawn after grinding for a while." Li Jinfeng stopped Zhao Yutao's words without waiting for Zhao Yutao to finish. She knew what Zhao Yutao was going to say. She was afraid that after Zhao Yutao said it, she couldn't bear to refuse.

"Well, well, where's your house? I'll lock the door and let's go." I finally summoned up my courage and wanted to speak my heart, but Li Jinfeng forked over. It's embarrassing.

"My home is in the north city. Just follow me." Li Jinfeng also saw Zhao Yutao's idea, but he pretended not to see it. If he didn't say it, maybe the two people could spend more time together, but if she said it, she was afraid that Zhao Yutao would leave herself after knowing his situation, so she couldn't even be a friend.