Love Addiction

After half a month of depression, Gu Qingxiu was busy in the company, the hospital and the home. Gu Qingxiu lost weight a few times, but nothing changed. Tang Jue was still decadent, and ye Ziyu was so silent that he almost stopped talking.

On that night, Gu Qingxiu dragged his tired body to open the door and walked in. Tang Jue was lying on the ground in his thin shirt. The light moonlight sprinkled on Tang Jue, which made people think that he was dead.

At this time, Gu Qingxiu couldn't help it any longer. Then he rushed to Tang Jue, grabbed Tang Jue's collar and yelled, "when are you going to be decadent? Are you going to drink to death? Can you live so long? Have you ever thought that you still have two children, one is just full moon, just in need of care, and the other is lying in the hospital with a broken bone, which needs your father's care very much. What about you? What have you done? You only know decadence, only know how to drink, you really let me look down on you

Tang Jue, who was yelled at by Gu Qingxiu like a walking corpse, didn't respond at all. He didn't even lift his eyes, but he could see the tears from the corner of his eyes. If such a man like a mountain didn't hurt to the depth, he would not have shed tears in any case. However, his heart was sad Still increasing.

Tang Jue's current state is very similar to that of his grandfather Tang when he died. The only difference is that he had Ye youyou with him at that time, but now he has no more. He even has no desire to speak. It seems that the world has nothing to do with him, and he no longer cares about anything. Even the two lovely children have that attitude.

"Are you dead? Why don't you say something? You said you were very sad, and you said that you could not restrain your heartache Gu Qingxiu is more annoyed and flustered when he looks at Tang Jue, because he really doesn't know how to help Tang Jue out of the shadow of pain, so he looks at Tang Jue more by stages.

"You know what? How sad I was when my grandfather died, but I also survived, because I knew that youyou would always be with me, and then we would raise our two children together, and she would create a happy home with me. However, now, there is nothing left, and everything disappears with you. " Tang Jue in silence for a long time after the mouth said, hoarse fierce, completely unimaginable before his beautiful voice.

Tang Jue slowly said, but also tried to get up from the ground, he did not want to get up to leave, but toward the side of the table with wine, body shaking, eyes can not accurately locate the things in front of him, he is now in a state of half drunk and half awake, but his clear words also prove that his consciousness is still awake It's self deceiving. I don't want to wake up.

"I just want to be happy. Why is it so difficult? I have paid so much effort, why can't I get it? When Mimi was born, I thought it would be a new beginning, and everything would develop in a good direction. You and I could live a happy and happy life from now on. Ha ha, however, God is against me. He doesn't want me to live well. He just wants to torture me all the time. "

Tang Jue picked up the bottle and poured it on himself, as if the alcohol content of the wine was boiled water. He didn't even frown. Indeed, no matter how bitter or spicy the wine was, there was no way to compare it with the loss of Ye youyou. If the wine was not drunk, everyone would be drunk. He deceived himself and wanted to intoxicate himself with wine, but his consciousness was more sober, In fact, he could not deceive himself. The empty room was enough to pull him into the cold and dark abyss.

"Brother, I know, I know you are in pain, but you have to continue to live. You are not only yourself, but also Ziyu and Mimi. They need you. They have lost their mother now. Do you want them to lose their father? I beg you not to be so cruel to them. You should do your duty. I don't want you to be decadent all the time Gu Qingxiu frowned and said, his heart was also pulled into a piece, eyebrow heart is a poke a stab pain.

Even though Gu Qingxiu called Tang Jue "elder brother" for the first time, no one showed a happy smile because of this address. Instead, he regarded it as a common appellation. If he used to call it "brother", Tang Jue would be happy for a long time, but unfortunately he didn't call it out at the right time.

When Gu Qingxiu mentions the two children, Tang Jue's face appears a trace of struggle. After all, these two children are the crystallization of their love. He and ye youyou love the two children, but the pain in his heart makes him unable to care about the situation of the two children for a moment. He only looks at the dark red liquid in the wine bottle with solemn eyes, and does not know his heart for a moment Something came to mind.

Wine bottles were thrown everywhere. If you walk a little, you will kick a few. Gu Qingxiu frowned and carefully went to the wall and turned on the lights. All of a sudden, the whole house became bright. Unfortunately, earth shaking changes have taken place in the house. The house used to be full of laughter and laughter, but now it is quiet and only the sound of breathing is left.When Gu Ying got the news of the accident and death in Ye Youyou, his whole body collapsed. He was old enough. If he had not been stimulated, he might have lived a few more years in safety. However, everything was unpredictable. After he fell ill, a series of senile diseases were found, so he had to be treated in the hospital.

In addition to Gu Ying's backbone, the departure of the housekeeper also made the orderly house a mess. In the end, only a few people who took care of Mimi and were responsible for the daily cleaning were left behind. This also made the villa a lot empty. It seemed that there was nothing left. The house was like a big tree that collapsed suddenly, and there was nothing left in an instant How not to let people sad, change too fast, so fast that they are unable to bear, so that the pressure of pain in the bottom of my heart.