Love Addiction

Bad things are always one by one, never considered the ability of people to bear, but mercilessly heavy pressure on people's mind, a time can let people suffocate, the whole heart is full of despair, and in such a predicament, but in any case can not extricate themselves.

After leaving Ye youyou's home in a muddle, Zheng Ge stays at home decadent day by day. He doesn't go out and doesn't answer the phone. He doesn't eat all day long. His whole stomach is almost filled with wine. He's worried and suffering all day long. He thinks about it all the time, but he still can't find the answer.

Zheng Ge in the business trip these days, whenever midnight dream back or in the tired morning before going to bed, his mind will always appear Ye youyou's smiling face, and it is that face has been supporting him, so that he will not be tired and hard to beat down. In the process of his deep thinking, he slowly realized that when he put Ye youyou in the most important position in his heart, ye you Leisurely has become his spiritual pillar, which affects all his emotions at any time, making him happy or sad.

When he thought about it carefully, he didn't know where he was wrong. Even if he tried his best, he still couldn't get the person he wanted most. It seemed that all his efforts were in vain, and the feelings he paid were also a joke. He tried to break his head and couldn't understand it. He grabbed his hair in distress like a trapped animal, In the heart of the non-stop roar.

Zheng Ge hopes that through his own efforts, he can also have a successful career with Tang Jue, which can make him stand tall when competing with his sister-in-law, and can have enough confidence to defeat Tang Jue. Because of such a mind, he can't help but shift part of his life focus to his work, so that he accompanies Ye youyou The time around is pitiful. When ye youyou needs his help, he is always not around.

It has to be said that Zheng Ge completely abandoned her original good hand. For an ordinary woman like Ye Youyou, what she yearns for in her heart is often the ordinary life, but it's a pity that he didn't understand this, so that he made the wrong direction from the beginning. He spent all the time he should have spent with Ye youyou on his work and paid attention to what should be paid Things are put in the last place, so that the final result, and for this result, in fact, are inevitable.

When he didn't understand what ye youyou really wanted, even though he had made a lot of efforts, it didn't make any sense. However, he didn't understand this from the beginning. Therefore, he felt that he should get a good result, but the fact was contrary to what he thought It makes him have a big psychological gap.

Looking at the accumulated numbers on the bank card, Zheng Ge didn't know whether to cry or to laugh. On the one hand, because of Ye youyou's role, he has been working very hard and has made certain achievements. On the other hand, after he can't really get Ye Youyou, the money on the bank card is not so important. It seems that he has gone through the wind Floating just into a few numbers, not too much weight.

This day, the weather is a bit gloomy, and the cool wind is blowing. There is always a feeling before the storm. Zheng Ge is sitting in the yard drinking wine in his thin clothes. Even though he frowns because of the bitter wine, he does not put down the wine bottle. He lowers his head and silently pours himself, as if to shield all the surrounding things.

When a villager passes by Zheng GE's house, most of them take the initiative to say hello to him. However, Zheng Ge is just in a daze. Only when the gossip aunts mention Ye Youyou, does he wake up and listen to what the aunts say.

"Zheng Ge, you see, you are too old to worry about your own life every day. Look at you girl. She has several children. A few days ago, her man came after her. During this time, I think people are very close. They have dinner together and go to the market together. You can stop being amorous and find a woman to get married Don't delay yourself One of the aunts frowned and began to persuade him. She only talked about Zheng Ge out of kindness, so that he would not be busy in the end.

Although the village aunts are more gossipy, they are not bad hearted. What's more, most of them are watching Zheng Ge grow up. No matter how good Ye youyou is and how to get on well with them, they still haven't got close to Zheng Ge. So when they see Zheng GE's sad and gloomy appearance, they can't help but comfort him.

People who can see clearly are always bystanders. As long as they are not in it, everyone can guarantee their basic rationality. However, as long as they are deeply involved, they are confused. Every thing they do is confused, even they can't think clearly. This is particularly obvious in Zheng Ge. He is in this state at the moment, even those aunts can see Out of Ye youyou don't like him, but he still crazily holding hope, like a clown who can't help himself.

Hearing this, Zheng Ge immediately woke up as if he had been hit in the head, and then began to laugh bitterly. However, the sadness and despair in his voice became more and more obvious. Those aunts who were still ready to talk to each other quickly left. Because this kind of Zheng Ge could not help but feel scared. The sadness was more than the death of the heart After ye you admitted that ye youyou didn't like him, the emotion rising from the heart was enough to submerge him.At this time, he was soberly aware that he could not win Tang Jue, because ye youyou could not give him the chance to win. Ye youyou did not like him from the beginning to the end. Even if he liked him, he only liked his brother. He had never been involved in the love between men and women. He had always been delusional and always wanted to do more Try to see, but in the end can only be their own face, which makes his mouth not from a smile.

"Ha ha Give up. Don't stick to it any more. It's better to let go as soon as possible. It's better to let go as soon as possible. It's better to be a brother or sister or a friend with her than to become a stranger. " Zheng Ge covered his eyes with his hand and whispered in his mouth.