Love and Debt

She knew she was so red from the sudden rise of her temperature because of Andrew's lustful eyes who were staring at her from head to toe.

Tonight, she would lose her virginity to the man she didn't love. In her heart, she felt like she was dying a thousand times. But she couldn't do anything about it.

She was beginning to envy her friends. She never envied them because they were rich, but today she felt what she was lacking. Her friends gave themselves to the men who swore to love and protect them. While she would give herself to the man who bought her out of pity and lust.

She was crying inside but she would never show it to Andrew.

She looked at him and waited for him to touch him. But he didn't get closer to her, he walked towards the table and grabbed the wine.

He poured the wine on the glass beside it and drank it, emptying the glass then poured another. He did it a couple of times. She just stood there, looking at his every move.

After he was satisfied, he looked at her and walked towards. Her heart suddenly pounded loudly. She felt like her chest was so tight and she couldn't breathe. She was trying hard to calm herself but when she saw him with a dark expression, she felt nervous.

Andrew knew she was starting to tense. He admired her for her courage and love for her family, though he could see that she was starting to hesitate. 

She was standing there wearing seductive pieces of clothing, looking at him with her hazelnut eyes. If she was some random girl, he would fuck her right after she undress in front of him.

He couldn't understand why he has a lot of control when it comes to her. They knew each other but they weren't that close. It was just a coincidence that they have common friends.

He doesn't want to hurt her. But when his father told her that she doesn't owe anything to him, and that her debt was already paid. He started to panic. He saw her eyes lit up and he knew she wanted to get away from him.

So he used her family to threaten her. He didn't fail but her eyes were full of hatred and disgust towards him. He suddenly felt that something pierced his heart when she said that she would never give him her heart. Not that he wanted it, but his pride was crushed by this woman's words.

He looked at her from head to toe. She was just a normal petite highschool girl, but her body was already from a woman. 

When he got closer to her, she didn't say a word. When he touched her cheek, she trembled, she was scared of him.

He wrapped his arm around her waist to pull her closer to him. He could smell the scent of her and she could feel the warmth of his body.

He slowly leaned forward to press his lips to hers. The kiss was slow and gentle. She was expecting that he would be aggressive, but he wasn't.

She could taste the bitterness of the wine when he slid his tongue to her mouth, searching and savoring the taste of her tongue. Her heart was still pounding loudly but she wasn't afraid of him anymore.

It was pounding because of the excitement she felt from his kisses. She felt his hand grab her bottom while she wrapped her arms around his neck. Her body really responded to him on its own.

He moved his lips from her mouth to her forehead, kissing it gently then to her cheeks. He nibbled her ear, making her moan softly. Then he brushed his lips to her neck down to her shoulders. She felt his tongue licked her on the shoulder and bite her gently, leaving a mark on her.

She felt a tingling sensation when she felt him bite and sucked her shoulder.

"Andrew!" She moaned.

His hand slowly put the strands of her bra after unhooking it from the back, removing it completely. He tossed it aside, exposing her full rounded breasts.

He backed away a little to look at her again from head to toe. He slowly brushed his hand to her collarbone down to her chest then to her breasts.

She gasped when he squeezed her breasts together, making a circular motion around her nipples with his fingers.

They were staring at each other, lusts on both of their faces. She couldn't deny it anymore. She's mad at him. She hates him but she wants him.

"If you want me to stop, tell me. I will stop. Say it now." He said.

She looked at him and she knew he was sincere. If she told him to stop, he would do it. But she didn't like the idea, she wanted more.

She bit her lips and closed her eyes. 'Shit! This is my chance to back out, I should tell him. I have to tell him to stop.' She thought inwardly.

To her surprise, the word that she was supposed to say came out differently.

"Don't stop! I want you!" She blurted, making her blushed.

He frowned. He couldn't understand her most of the time. He was actually giving her the freedom to choose. If she says no, he would willingly let her go.

"Nina, I will give you one last chance. If you want your freedom, it's now or never." He said.

He wanted her but he didn't want to force her. He still considers her different from the women he dated. 

She didn't say a word for a moment. She was thinking about what he said. If she stops him, she will be free. If not, she will be bound to him forever.

She took a deep breath, looked at him intensely into his eyes.

"Take me. It's now or never.." She said in a serious tone.