Love goes east, marriage goes west

Yan Qingze suddenly remembered the scene of their marriage certificate.

That day, he finished writing in a few seconds. She sat next to him for a long time without writing.

So, he urged her to write quickly, but also rushed at her very bad tunnel. She sacrificed herself. If she didn't get married, wouldn't she give her that night in vain?!

She listened to him, so she held back her tears and handed in the information.

At the moment, it seems that he has changed his position.

She urged him to fill in the information and divorce.

It was he who didn't want to get married at first. Although he went happily, he actually hated it.

Now, he is also unwilling to divorce.

Yan Qingze smiled bitterly, then picked up his pen and began to write.

Perhaps, he is not suitable for her, so he will set her free and let her be with the people she likes, although he feels terrible.

They submitted the form. After reading it, the staff asked, "neither of you has divided your property?"

Yan Qingze thought of the apartment and said to Su Shijin, "Xiaojin, our apartment..."

Su Shijin shook her head and directly interrupted him: "no, I don't want it."

She decided to leave China tomorrow. What else would she do with her apartment?

And there are all their memories. Since she decided to put everything down, why should she see the hurt?

The second half of Yan Qingze's words stuck in his throat. He had to nod for a long time before he said the word "en".

No division of property, no grievances, no children, such a divorce is handled quickly.

However, in ten minutes, the staff had entered the information, and then printed out two books.

She handed over the book and rushed to the second humanitarian: "you two, it's done."

When Yan Qingze saw the three clear characters "divorce certificate" on it, he only felt his eyes tingle.

He slowly picked up one of them. For a while, he didn't know what he could do.

The staff reminded at the exit: "you two, it has been handled, and there are still things to be handled later, so please make way..."

Su Shijin suddenly reacted. She picked up another book and got up.

"Miss, you forgot your bag..." the staff shouted behind her.

Su Shijin realized this and quickly turned back to pick up her bag and mobile phone.

Yan Qingze saw Su Shijin walking behind him, so he deliberately slowed down and waited for her to come up and stand side by side with him.

However, he walked slowly, but she was even slower. They always went one after another until they left the civil affairs hall.

It was a little cold outside. Su Shijin subconsciously pulled up the collar of the sweater.

Yan Qingze saw it, stopped and said softly to her, "Xiao Jin, cold?"

Su Shijin didn't expect him to talk to her. She smiled at him: "it's all right."

Then he pointed to the parking lot: "anyway, the parking lot is next to it. It's okay to blow downwind."

Yan Qingze nodded and wanted to hold her hand, but found that there was a divorce certificate in his other one, which seemed to remind them of their relationship all the time.

He is no longer qualified to hold her hand.

Yan Qingze stood there and looked at Su Shijin going to the parking lot. He panicked and said, "Xiaojin, I'll take you home?"

Su Shijin didn't know why he was so attentive all of a sudden. Was it because she wanted to make up for something?

In fact, he didn't have to do anything at all. The short two months she spent with him was the confession of her secret love for ten years.

She had it. Although she lost it, it doesn't seem to be so regretful.

"It's all right. I'll drive myself." Su Shijin quickened her pace.

Yan Qingze looked at Su Shijin, who had come to her car and was about to open the door. He felt as if he was about to lose the most important thing in his life.

He was so flustered that he called her name out loud: "Xiao Jin!"

Su Shijin turned and looked at him.

Yan Qingze strode over, moved in his heart, stretched out his arm and held Su Shijin in his arms.

Su Shijin's body was stiff and she didn't know why.

However, this is her greedy embrace day and night. How can she be willing to leave?

So he didn't let go, she didn't move, so quietly in his arms.

In his breath, there was the smell of Su Shijin. Yan Qingze suddenly felt that this seemed to be what he wanted.

He wants to be with her.

However, he still has the divorce certificate in his hand. There are too many problems between them. It seems that they can't be repaired.

He tightened his arm, exerted himself, exerted himself again, as if to insert her into bone and blood.

His chest fluctuated and his heart beat disorderly. The most serious thing was that he found his nose sour and his eyes hot.

Until there was a chill on his cheek, Yan Qingze found that he was crying.

Tears seemed to be unstoppable. He didn't want to be embarrassed in front of her and didn't want her to have any psychological burden. Therefore, he didn't let her go, but just held her until he adjusted his mood until the tears were dry.

Because Yan Qingze worked too hard, Su Shijin gradually felt a little stuffy in her breathing. However, she tried to hold back, just for such a short gathering.

Until she felt that she was out of breath and almost fainted, she pushed Yan Qingze slightly and called his name: "brother Qingze."

Yan Qingze's back stiffened violently.

Her name is no longer Qingze, but brother Qingze.

I remember she said that he was called Qingze before because they were married, so they couldn't be the same as before.

And now

He was no longer willing to let go, but could only slowly loosen his arm and look at the people close at hand.

Su Shijin looked up at him. Her beautiful facial features, no matter how she looked, were what she liked.

But from today on, from this moment on, she will learn to put it down.

She should learn to forget him, forget those likes and feelings, forget all of them, and go to the life without him in the future.

For the rest of her life, she should be able to get used to it.

So she looked up at him and tried to raise a smile: "brother Qingze, I'm leaving. I wish you happiness!"

Yan Qingze choked in his throat for a long time before he could send out a normal tone: "Xiao Jin, are we still the same as we used to be from now on? I'm still your brother and you're still my sister. "

Brother? younger sister?

No, she won't.

Since you let go, don't want everything.

Su Shijin shook her head: "no, brother Qingze, this is the last time I call you. In the future, we may not meet again."

Yan Qingze panicked: "why?"

It suddenly occurred to him that he was so angry with her yesterday.

Before this moment, he regretted it, but he didn't want to apologize. However, when he heard Su Shijin's words, he suddenly opened his mouth: "are you angry with what I said yesterday? I'm just angry, Xiao Jin. I didn't mean that. I'm sorry. "

Su Shijin heard Yan Qingze say sorry to herself for the first time.

In retrospect, he didn't seem to have been sorry for her in the past.

In addition to yesterday, she was really for him, and he misunderstood her and said a lot of hurtful words.

She shook her head and smiled at him, "it doesn't matter. It's all over."

Then she thought of something and continued, "but you have to change your temper. Look at brother Chen and the mat. How can you coax girls!"

"But when you were with Jiang Xiyu, I saw you take care of her, but I didn't see how you coaxed her. We got married. When we met her in the hospital, you took me in your arms and left without catching up. Do you know you'll suffer? "

"Sometimes when a girl falls in love, she needs such care. Even if you care in your heart, you never say it or show it. How can the other party know? "

Su Shijin said here and smiled: "however, I may be worried blindly. You are so excellent. Even if you coax girls a little worse, there will still be no problem."

She looked at him and said word by word, "I believe you will be happy in the future!"

Then, no matter what Yan Qingze said, Su Shijin opened the door and sat on it.

Then she closed the door, started the car and drove away.

She didn't burst into tears until she drove away.

She said it generously just now, but only she knew how to delay every word from her own mouth.

She cried as she drove.

For fear that Yan Qingze would catch up, Su Shijin picked a secluded path, then found an open community and drove in.

She drove to an unlocked parking space, stopped the car and cried on the steering wheel.

No one will be so generous, a long-term obsession, a long-term love, just had a bud, so they were cut off by themselves!

However, not their own, after all, how not.

She should go. Just now, it was the last time she saw him.

And the hug just now was their last contact.

From then on, she will know other new people in a world without him. Perhaps, she will meet people who are excited, she will fall in love and get married, and even have their babies.

And she has loved him secretly since she was young. She will be dusty in a corner of her memory. After many years, even if it is revealed, she may not have the injury at the moment.

Perhaps, when she gets old, she will see him on a street in London. They are not what they were, and there are others around them.

Then, they smiled at each other gently and said hello: "Hi, long time no see."

At most, I would sit down for coffee and talk about my children and grandchildren, and then turn around and disappear into the sea of people.

Finally, there are only two tombstones thousands of miles apart, quietly telling future generations their joys and sorrows.

This may be the end