Love Him Secretly Then

No one loves me

The title on the blackboard seems a little bit difficult, but fortunately, she finished the sentence, although the steps are a little messy.

The teacher nodded and asked her to sit down. Then she gave song Siqiao a faint look and wiped out the title on the blackboard and changed it.

"Song Siqiao, you can do it."

Song Siqiao: "ha ha, ha ha, ha ha, teacher, I will not."

"Get out and stand!"

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Ding Enron's call came on Friday night, when Su Ruan rarely brought her mobile phone. The study group had just disbanded, and she and Zhao Moyan were ready to go home.

Cell phone that end came her with some bleak voice, "Su soft, my stepfather died."

Autumn, the style of the evening outside the cool, Su soft across the receiver listening to the sound of sobbing Enron, "he finally died, I look forward to so many years, should be happy right!"

Su Ruan discussed with her mother and asked her mother to take three days off for her. For the first time, she went out alone to Enron's city.

She arrived late at night, did not tell Enron, according to the memory of her address left a taxi.

The driver didn't think she was a local person. He joked with her in a local dialect, "little girl, go out to visit relatives or meet people?"

Su soft lips, polite smile, "find a good friend, she is here."

Seeing that she didn't want to chat very much, the driver didn't care, hummed a little song and sent her to the destination happily.

From the car down, Su soft looking at the front of the tube building suddenly confused.

Enron didn't tell her her building number.

Finally, she was picked up safely.

When receiving Su Ruan's phone call, Enron was surprised, "are you downstairs?"

When she ran down, her face was still wet with tears, and she rushed into Su Ruan's arms.

"Thank you, thank you, Su Ruan. No one in the world loves me except you and grandma Wu."

She sobbed. Su Ruan patted her on the back and said nothing.

When she had enough crying, they went upstairs together.

Looking at the strong man smoking and shirtless standing on both sides of the corridor, Su Ruan pinches a sweat for Enron. It's hard to imagine how she is

Living in such an environment.

The room is very clean and tidy. There are few furniture in the living room. There is only a single sofa and a glass coffee table.

Looking around for a week, Su Ruan didn't see Enron's mother, so she understood her almost desperate cry.

At night, the two girls stayed up almost all night, and their hearts were full of worries.

Like sleeping half awake, Su Ruan was awakened by Enron's cry.

"Why? Why? "

"Ma, don't go! Don't go Turn on the desk lamp.

Fingertips touch Enron's forehead, the top is full of sweat, the pillow below has been wet with tears.

Su Ruan stood up, went to the bathroom and twisted a towel to dry the sweat on Enron's forehead.

She knew that Enron's heart was full of extreme self-confidence and inferiority.

There is a saying that is true, lucky people are cured by childhood all their lives, and unfortunate people are cured by childhood all their lives.

Her beast like stepfather died. No one could make her cry so hopelessly except her mother. She was like a kitten abandoned by the roadside and no one wanted. She curled up in the middle of the night and licked her wound.

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The knock on the door rings, Su Ruan wakes up, squints her bleary eyes and glances at the bedroom, but she is not there.

I think I went out to buy breakfast.

When opening the door, Su Ruan and the people at the door looked at each other for a moment.

Jiang Sulin didn't seem to expect Su Ruan to be here. She had no time to take back her angry expression and was embarrassed for a moment

"What happened to xiaoruan?" She came in. "Where's Enron?"

Su Ruan closed the door behind her and shook her head. "I didn't see her when I woke up."

As for Jiang Sulin, Su Ruan told the truth that she didn't like Jiang Sulin. She said that she didn't like Jiang Sulin. In fact, it was pleasant to hear, but it was disgusting to say that she didn't like Jiang Sulin.

Su Ruan hates that she knows Enron is bullied by that beast, but she tells Enron that the unfortunate thing has not happened, so you should forgive him. He is your father.

Disgusted, she regards Enron as a chess piece that can provide for her in the future, and gives her a piece of sugar from time to time, so that Enron always holds hope for her.

Disgust her to see a new man is more important than Enron!

Hate her, let Enron cry so desperate.

Jiang Sulin sat down on the sofa. Her face had been completely changed. She was so kind with a smile, "Xiao Ruan, how's your mother?"

Su soft nodded, no expression, "very good."

She can't see Su Ruan's expression, so she continues to chat with Su Ruan.

It's also not good to hang her here. Su Ruan returns to her words with her mobile phone and reports to Enron secretly.

"Where are you? Your mother is at home now! "

"What is she doing here?"

"I don't know."

"Wait, I'll be there in a minute."

Not long after putting down the mobile phone, Enron came in from the door with breakfast in his hand.

Put down the key, went to the kitchen and poured the porridge into the bowl, as if I didn't see Jiang Sulin.

Jiang Sulin is a little chatty. Seeing her coming out with a bowl, she thought she would give the rice to herself. Unexpectedly, she put it directly in front of Su Ruan and urged her, "eat quickly, and go out with me later."

Su Ruan tries to be a qualified air. Oh, she lowers her head and drinks porridge silently. Jiang Sulin said, "where are you going? I told you to come to your father's funeral with me later

Enron sneered, "how, found the next family, do not need me, even the mother are lazy to pretend to be it?"

Jiang Sulin choked and turned pale. "Enron, is that what you think of me?"

Chi, Enron drank porridge, bitter in his mouth, but his face did not change at all, "isn't it?"

She put down her chopsticks and said, "for the last time, my father died. When he died, there was no funeral, only a broken coffin. When he was lying in the broken coffin, his wife was racking her brains to choose which man to replace him!"

Looking at Enron's red eyes, Su's soft palm gently put on her leg, giving her a little strength.

Jiang Sulin's face was pale without a trace of blood, "what do you know?"

"More than you think."

She was tired after so many years, so why didn't she pretend to be tired after so many years.

Jiang Sulin stood up awkwardly, "Mom doesn't want to force you, you really don't want to go, but a month later, mom's wedding, I hope you can come, Enron, we are the only family, right?"

The only relative, Enron laughs out loud, why can't she feel guilty when she says this sentence.

"You have a nephew in Uncle Li's family. Mom looks good. Then..."

Enron Temple suddenly straight jump, picked up the table is still filled with porridge bowl suddenly fell to the ground, desperate roar, "get out!"

Jiang Sulin was startled by her, stepped back and left in a hurry.

Walking to the door, I saw a slender man in a long windbreaker. Before I could see more, I left in a hurry.

Looking at Enron squatting on the ground, Su Ruan didn't know what to do. For the first time, she felt so useless.

With Enron squatting on the ground for a while, Enron got up, as if nothing had happened, patted her head, "I'm ok, go to eat your meal."

Su soft heart way, clearly she to comfort Enron, but how seems to become Enron to comfort her.

Su Ruan cleans the floor. After cleaning, she sees Enron sitting in front of the tea table with a bottle of beer in her hand.

Sweep to the beer box beside the sofa, Su soft didn't say a word, she wanted to drink it.

Dong Dong Dong

The door was knocked, Enron did not look back, Su soft looked at, is not her mother?

Worried that Enron would be stimulated again, Su Ruan went to the door and opened a small gap.

Through the gap, she saw a black windbreaker and a pair of straight long legs.

Did not see what his face looked like, he heard: "Hello, Ding Enron live here?"

Sound is good, Su soft nods, gap opened a few big, "you look for Enron to have something to do?"

The man laughed gently, "there's something wrong. Can I go in?" Su soft is still hesitating, the door has been safely pulled from the inside, "come in."

When the man came in, Enron had calmed down, but the bottle in his hand didn't stop.

"Chang Jisheng, is she not a good girl after drinking?"

Chang Jisheng chuckled, picked up a bottle of unopened wine from her side, and sat down beside her casually, "no way."

Su Ruan probably knows the identity of this man.

The one who is safe in the bottom of my heart.

Su Ruan felt that she would make room for them and went to the kitchen to cook the soup for Enron.

Sobering soup takes a long time to cook. Su Ruan closes the kitchen door and sits quietly on a small bench.

It's been a day since she touched her cell phone. Su Ruan hasn't called her mother to tell her about Enron.

The mobile phone is still in the off state. Yesterday, the mobile phone in the car was out of power and turned off. When it was charged, she forgot to turn it on again.

As soon as the phone is turned on, the mobile phone is ringing all the time.

The first thing I saw was the countless phone calls my mother made to her, and then the wechat sent by Lu He.

Before she could read Lu he's wechat, Su Ruan immediately called her mother back.

There's almost a second to pick up. The phone just rings.

Su Mu's tone is a little urgent, "how can I call you for so long and turn it off? Is there something wrong?"

Su Ruan quickly explained, "it's OK, mom. The mobile phone has no power. It's just turned on. Don't worry. I'm with Enron now. It's OK."

Su Mu breathed a sigh of relief, "how is Enron now?"

Su soft was silent for a moment, "Mom, do you really think there will be children in the world whose parents don't love them?"

Su's mother probably didn't expect that she would ask this question. She stopped for several seconds and seemed to be thinking about how to answer her question.

Su Mu said, "the world is so big that there are all kinds of strange things. Some people love themselves more than others. Xiao Ruan, you will feel the coldness of the world on the road of growing up. There are many difficulties in life, but remember, mom will always be your harbor."

"You tell Enron that as long as she doesn't mind, our family is her family."

Su Ruan puts her mobile phone in her heart, which is warm in her heart.

The sobering soup in the pot is bubbling. When the fire is turned off, Su Ruan doesn't go out immediately. The sound of Enron's mumbling and Chang Jisheng's patient voice are looming outside. Su Ruan thinks that maybe this man can let Enron get rid of his troubles for a while

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Click on wechat to see what Lu He sent her.

LH: picture, picture.

LH: "when I'll be back, I'll see if I need to send you notes for a few days."

Open his notes to see eye, his writing some grass, very casual.

Su xiaoruan: "asked for three days off, tomorrow will go back."

Su xiaoruan: "thank you for your notes." There will come back soon. It seems that there are still some grievances.

LH: "the message I sent you yesterday."

Su soft smile, back: "the phone has no power, just turned on, sorry."

LH: "Oh."

Su Ruan feels inexplicably that this sound is very arrogant.

LH: "what would you like for breakfast the day after tomorrow?"

Su xiaoruan: "well, Nuomici."

Su Ruan likes to eat these soft and glutinous foods since she was a child.

On the other side of the mobile phone, Lu He raised his eyes slightly. What she likes to eat is very similar to her.

Enron poured down a mouthful of beer, and his vision was already a little blurred.

When she was a child, she never touched alcohol. Since she came out to make a living alone, she forced herself to learn how to drink.

She has measured her drinking capacity. Every time she drinks, she will pay special attention to it and not let herself cross the boundary. But today, she seems to be out of control and just wants to get drunk thoroughly.

Confused eyes moved to Chang Jisheng, smiling slightly silly, "Chang Jisheng, Chang Jisheng, your name is really nice."

She always calls his teacher Chang obediently. The first time she calls her own name, it sounds very nice.

Chang Jisheng said with a smile, "well, your name is just as good."

She seems to be a little proud, Jiaojiao quietly came up, eyes shining, "that's, this name is my father gave me."

The proud expression changed into loneliness, like a child abandoned by others, "but he died so early that I can hardly remember his appearance."

Chang Jisheng touched her head. "He should remember you, probably always looking at you somewhere, and then he was proud of you in his heart and said," my daughter is wonderful. "

Enron glared, "really?"

Chang Jisheng had the feeling of coaxing a child for the first time and nodded, "really."

Enron instantly happy, raised the bottle, "Chang Jisheng, we drink!"

The two wine bottles touched lightly. Chang Jisheng saw that she poured down the remaining half bottle of wine in the wine bottle at one go. His eyebrows wrinkled and he reached out to take off the wine bottle in her hand. "You can't drink any more."

Enron is not happy again, "I can drink, I drink very well, really, you don't know, when I came out in the first year, I was a little girl running errands in a company. As a result, the boss asked who can drink that day, and the company had a party."

Enron contented clapped his hands, "that day no one spoke, I raised my hand, that night I drank stomach bleeding alone, drank the man lying on the table."

Chang Jisheng looked at the wine bottle under the table, and she was really good at drinking.

She is calm and even a little proud, but Chang Jisheng's heart is twisted together.

This girl, tough and admirable.

Under the camphor tree outside the classroom, one eye can last ten thousand years. He thinks that he is not a meddler, even cold-blooded.

But with a look in her eyes, he unconsciously followed his brain, came out of the classroom and extended his hand to her.

He still remembers the look in his eyes, such as a lost lamb, or an ignorant deer, with a little inferiority, but deep in the heart

Indestructible tenacity.

She came up suddenly, hugged his waist, put her chin on his shoulder, and breathed hot air in his ears.

"Chang Jisheng, can you love me? No one loves me."

His heart pricked like a needle, she said, Chang Jisheng, no one loves me.