Love, I don't deserve to have

Cheng Lu closed her eyes without any resistance. Song Xuan was about to take off her pants, but she softened down first. He became angry and pushed Cheng Lu out of bed.

"There's another manly smell on your body. Who wants to touch you!"

The car accident not only took him a way, but also made him lose his ability to be a man.

Cheng Lu breathed a sigh of relief. She had just stepped out of song Xuan's room, but song Xuan pulled her back and hugged her from behind.

"Lulu, don't leave me. I can't live without you."

Cheng Lu's body was stiff and she didn't adapt to song Xuan's intimacy.

"I know I made you suffer a lot. You paid off a lot of gambling debts for me, and I took it out on you. But you have to believe me. In fact, I love you very much, I just can't control my mood for the moment." Song Xuan turned Cheng Lu's body to face him.

"Lulu, you know, if I don't love you, I won't lose a leg for you, and I won't come back to you in the middle of the night. Do you know how hard it is for me to see you with other men just now?"

In fact, it was Li Tingchen's appearance that stimulated song Xuan and gave him a sense of crisis. If Cheng Lu really can't stand the temptation to follow Li Tingchen, isn't he missing a servant who can make money and give him flowers?

"I, I just happened to meet him." hearing song Xuan mention Li Tingchen, Cheng Lu's heart missed a beat. She didn't dare to let song Xuan know her relationship with Li Tingchen.

"I believe you. But you want you to swear, swear never to leave me!"

"I... I swear I won't leave you."

Cheng Lu is used to obeying song Xuan in everything. He can do whatever he says.

Song Xuan was still dissatisfied. "No, you have to swear a poison oath. If you dare to leave me, you will not die well and come to no good end!"

Cheng Lu's eyes trembled and looked at Song Xuan deeply.

"Lulu, I don't mean to curse you. I just don't feel safe. If you don't leave me, these vows won't work on you." Song Xuan just wants Cheng Lu to take a poison oath.

Cheng Lu had to follow his words again.

Song Xuan grabbed her white greasy little hand and made a pair of affectionate money, "Lulu, I usually treat you like that. Don't you blame me?"

Cheng Lu shook her head.

She doesn't dare to blame, and she has no right to blame.

Song Xuan reminded her all the time that he became what he is now because of her. She has no confidence to blame song Xuan.

"Great, I knew you would understand me. I promise you, I will change my temper and pick an auspicious day later. I will get married with you."

As long as she gets married, it's not so easy for her to go with other men.

Cheng Lu was startled and married? She always thought it was far away from her.

Song Xuan didn't allow her to object. Seeing that she didn't look right, she immediately looked bad. "You said to go to college to complete your dream, and I let you read it. When are you going to marry me? Do you really have other men and start to dislike me?"

What Cheng Lu could say has always been Song Xuan has the final say, she has no room to speak.

But she had to worry about her future life. She had to find a job quickly.

Cheng Lu didn't give up looking for a job related to her major, but when those companies saw that she didn't even have a bachelor's diploma, she didn't even want to take a look at her resume.

Cheng Lu had to lower her requirements. She was willing to do anything as long as she could work in a construction company. Finally, she applied for the front desk of a construction company. Her appearance condition is good, and the company is not large, so she easily passed the interview.

It's just that the salary is not high. The probation period is only more than 2000 yuan, and the formal employment is only more than 3000 yuan. However, Cheng Lu has been very satisfied. At least she has a serious job and has the opportunity to contact work related to her major.

If she can keep calm, Cheng Lu is satisfied, but life hits her again.