Love, I don't deserve to have

When he woke up, Li Tingchen just felt like falling into a bottomless abyss. He kept falling down. If he moved a little, he would feel dizzy and sick. He couldn't help grasping the bed board under the tight body. It was hard, unlike the bed at home. After a long delay, he slowly opened his eyes. What he saw was a gray wall, and the skin had fallen off in some places.

"Water!" the dry throat made him moan, but it was quiet all around and there was nothing.

I sat up slowly with hard support. For a moment, I just felt that the whole room was spinning, my ears were buzzing, and sweat came out.

Leaning against the wall and resting for a long time, he opened his eyes again. The room was small. There was nothing except a bed and a toilet. Moreover, the room had no windows except an iron door.

The whole person was so thirsty that he was about to smoke. Li Tingchen didn't care about anything. He swayed to the toilet and twisted the water tap, which was a burst of fierce irrigation.

Such small movements made him almost use up all his strength, lean on the toilet, gasp heavily, his stomach was cold, and his mind recovered a lot.

His body is striped patient clothes, but it's not very like a hospital here. His head hurts. He can't help touching it and wrapping it with thick gauze. Does he always feel top heavy.

Where is this?

After some strength, he came to the door and listened. There was a strange sound outside, like ghosts crying and wolves howling.

You're dead?

Li Tingchen immediately smiled bitterly. Did he still drink water and bandage his wound when he died? Here, like a place, he never thought he would come in.

mental hospital!

Footsteps sounded outside, very heavy, and the other party must be not small.

There was a sound of opening the iron door. Li Tingchen hurried back to bed and lay down again, squinting at the movement by the door.

A fat woman in a white coat came in with a small iron box in her hand and brought in a strange smell of potion.

The woman came to his bed, reached out and touched his forehead, then took out a syringe from a small iron box, filled it with liquid medicine, and came to pick up his pants.

Li Tingchen took a deep breath and gave the woman a hard kick with all his strength.

The woman was unprepared. She was kicked to the opposite wall and didn't howl for a long time.

Li Tingchen dared not neglect, jumped up and ran out.

He guessed right. This is really a neurological hospital.

That day, the security guard and the chair knocked Li Tingchen unconscious. A group of people quickly broke his hands and pulled Li Jingyang out to the hospital. It took a long time to save him.

The first thing li Jingyang did when he woke up was to find someone to kill Li Tingchen.

"Just a scandal. Do you really want to make yourself notorious?" Li Wan sneered: "killing him is cheap for him."

"This bastard!" Li Jingyang coughed violently, and his neck hurt as if it were about to break. "Oh, it hurts so much, in laws, come and help me see what's wrong with my neck!"

Li Wan looked disgusted, but when she thought about it, she squeezed a smile and lifted his clothes: "the injury is really serious. It's estimated that if he didn't faint, he could break your neck!"

Li Jingyang yelled again, and then she was wronged and spoiled Li Wan: "it's also for you that I came to this point. You have to avenge me!"

"Don't worry!" Li Wan smiled: "I will let him survive, not die. When you are well, you can visit his tragedy!"

Li Tingchen was sent to the neurology hospital.

Kicking away the nurse, Li Tingchen rushed out of the ward and ran wildly along the corridor. The iron doors on both sides of the ward were closed, and a small window was installed on it. Some patients put their faces on the window, squeezed out of shape and screamed like hell on earth.

"Catch him, catch him!" the kicked nurse struggled out, covered her abdomen and screamed. Two male nurses immediately appeared at the end of the corridor, just like two meat walls, blocking the whole corridor.

Li Tingchen bit his teeth and rushed out, but at this time, he was seriously injured and weak. It was all right to hit others. He stumbled but fell to the ground. Before he could struggle again, a big meat mountain pressed down and almost didn't smash him into meat cakes.

"Let go of me, let go of me!" Li Tingchen felt deep despair for the first time. He finally understood why Cheng Lu had such a deep sense of fear. At that time, he thought he was protecting Cheng Lu, but he didn't expect that he had been pushing her to a dead end!

Two male nurses picked him up and threw him back into the ward. They fell so hard that he had seven meat and eight vegetables. Before he could slow down, the female nurse came and pinched his cheek, stuffed all the pills with strange smell into his mouth, and then poured a glass of water into it.

Li Tingchen was choked and coughed, but the female nurse covered his mouth until he couldn't help muttering a few times. The female nurse let him go and snorted coldly: "be honest later!" then she turned around and went out, and the iron door was locked again.

Li Tingchen was unable to lie on the hospital bed, and the small room smelled damp and smelly. In the past, he had never thought he would fall to such a point. Li Jingyang's move was more painful than his death.

Death, for a moment, he really thought of death. In the current situation, only death is the only way to get rid of it.

He slowly propped up and looked around. Wooden bed, musty quilt and toilet. What did he want to die with?

He turned on the tap, drenched the quilt, took a deep breath, bit his teeth and buried his face.

But it was so easy to die without the help of outsiders. Finally, he loosened his quilt and sat down on the ground panting heavily.

When I hit the wall, I felt palpitations as soon as I took two steps. Like having a heart attack, my body could not help shaking. How can I still have the strength to hit the wall.

His mind gradually became blurred. Li Tingchen looked at the bed and wanted to walk over, but he still didn't hold on. He fell there and fell asleep.

There were no windows in the room, only an incandescent lamp was on day and night. Li Tingchen didn't know that he had been here for several days. He only knew that the fat female nurse came in from time to time and put a few pills in his mouth. Soon he fell asleep powerlessly.

There were few sober days. Li Tingchen was either asleep or unconscious. Even if he was sober, he lay there motionless. Despair was deeply enveloping him. He felt that he had really given up struggling.

The iron gate was heavily patted several times, and then the fat nurse's face showed: "someone came to see you!"

Someone came to see him? Who knows he's here?

Is that Xiao Lu? Li Tingchen felt a little disappointed at the bottom of his heart. He struggled to sit up and touched his face, but where his fingers touched, he was stunned. His chin was furry. What has he become now?