Love, I don't deserve to have

The next morning, Mrs. Liang ran out again. When the two girls found out, the bedroom had been cleaned up and breakfast in the kitchen had been prepared. "No, I can't let Liang Ma go to the construction site!" Ren Xiaowei shook his head: "I'll find her!"

"I'll go too!" Cheng Lu wanted to follow and was pushed home by Ren Xiaowei: "your legs are bad. You experienced so many things yesterday. You have a good rest at home!"

Cheng Lu sat for a while and suddenly thought of song Xuan. She couldn't sit still. She slowly moved to the door of the community, took a taxi and ran straight to the nursing home.

The Dean also knew her and told her that Song Wei had died not long ago, but he couldn't get through when he called her.

"I'm really sorry. I had something to do at that time!" Cheng Lu quickly apologized. "What's the matter with song Xuan now?"

"The situation is very bad!" the Dean shook his head. "When he came, many wounds on his body festered. Although he tried his best to treat them, he still invaded his internal organs. Now his situation is like his father's, and his organs are gradually failing."

The dean said again: "if you say something bad, you should be mentally prepared!"

Tears rolled around in her eyes. Even if song Xuan hurt her badly, Cheng Lu still couldn't control her emotions when she heard the news.

"Can I see him?"

The Dean arranged for a nurse to take her into song Xuan's room.

The room was pale. Even song Xuan, who was lying in bed, had a white face.

"Song Xuan!" Cheng Lu clenched her heart and called him softly. Song Xuan was silent, and only her chest seemed to fluctuate slightly.

"He's in a severe coma now!" the nurse looked at the monitor and shook her head. "If there's anything, say it quickly!"

Looking at the face as thin as a piece of skin on it, I couldn't feel his temperature, and my tears couldn't help sliding down.

She gently pulled the skinny hand, like a piece of ice, which made her tremble.

"Song Xuan, I'm Xiao Lu. I came to see you!"

Song Xuan on the bed was motionless. Cheng Lu held that hand and tried to warm him with her body temperature, just as he tried so hard to protect herself when she was a child, but even she became cold.

"I'm sorry, I did it all to you!" she could no longer control her emotions, and her sobbing gradually became louder.

The hand she held seemed to move slightly. Cheng Lu quickly stopped sobbing and looked at Song Xuan nervously.

The closed eyes slowly opened a gap, and the gray eyes were turning hard, as if looking for Cheng Lu's shadow.

"I'm here!" Cheng Lu grabbed his hand more tightly: "you must cheer up and get better!"

Song Xuan's eyes finally tried to focus on her face. His fingers moved gently, as if he wanted to touch her face, but he didn't do anything in the end.

His mouth was dry and stuck together, his lips were wriggling hard, and a trace of blood beads could not help seeping from the corners of his mouth. The color was so light that people were palpitating.

He was talking, but his voice could only hiss. His eyes never left Cheng Lu's face. Two big muddy tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes and fell on the pillow.

"Xiao Lu, I'm sorry!" Cheng Lu saw what he wanted to say from his mouth and shook her head desperately. She was sorry for him. If it wasn't for her, he should have a bright future and a happy life. She hurt him!

"Xiao Lu, I'm sorry!" he was still repeating the mouth shape, gradually a faint smile appeared at the corners of his mouth, and the light in his eyes gradually faded.

"Brother Xuan, brother, brother, wake up!" Cheng Lu clenched his hand and shouted hard. The nurse rushed in, hurried to do the final rescue, and finally shook her head: "Miss Cheng, please be sorry!"

"Brother, brother!" looking at the gray face, her heart was like a knife. When the nurse was about to cover the white sheet, Cheng Lu leaned down and kissed him gently on the forehead.

From small to large, what song Xuan longed for most was to get Cheng Lu's kiss, but he didn't get it until he died. Now, Cheng Lu met his last wish and only wanted him to live well in the next life.

Sitting on the bench in the hospital, Cheng Lu still couldn't control herself. Tears kept sliding down and choked her chest like a big stone.

A packet of handkerchief paper was handed over. Cheng Lu looked at the man and nodded gratefully, but quickly lowered her head to avoid her embarrassment.

"Miss Cheng!" the other gentleman sat at a distance: "I'm sorry."

The voice is very familiar. Cheng Lu wiped away her tears and couldn't help but look at the man again. She straightened the board inch and looked at a person who seemed very kind. Is he Liang Yuan who called yesterday?

"Are you Mr. Liang?"

"Miss Cheng is really a smart man!" Liang Yuan smiled. "It's me."

"Thank you for coming to see my brother!" Cheng Lu stood up and bowed. Liang Yuan hurriedly dodged: "don't be so polite. Song Xuan and I have known each other for a long time. Unfortunately, such a good person, alas!"

A word poked Cheng Lu's sadness, and tears burst out again.

"Sorry, you must be sorry!" Liang Yuan quickly waved his hand: "I wanted to talk to you about investment, but I didn't expect such a thing. You should handle your brother's affairs first, and we'll talk again!"

"Thank you!"

"By the way, what can I do for you? This is my phone!" Liang Yuan took out a business card with a big title and the chairman of a financial management company. "I know several friends in the funeral industry. Do you want them to help?"

"Thank you so much!" Cheng Lu is worried about this. She lives in Liang Yu's house now. She can't do things for song Xuan at home. Moreover, she also wants to send song Xuan away. At least she will get some comfort in her heart.

"That's OK!" Liang yuanshuang quickly took out his mobile phone and began dialing: "don't worry about everything!"

Cheng Lu really doesn't know what to say. She is only grateful to Liang Yuan.

Liang Ma heard that song Xuan had passed away and asked Cheng Lu to take care of her affairs at home. "I watched Xiaoxuan grow up. He's not a bad child by nature. Unfortunately, he's not as good as a beast! I can't see him go so young. Lu, you can put the shed in our house!"

"Mom!" Cheng Lu immediately knelt down and was hugged by Liang Ma. The two women hugged their heads and cried bitterly.

The afterlife was very beautiful. When the old neighbors heard that song Xuan had left, they all came to offer condolences. They shook their heads and sighed.

With Liang Yuan's help, song Xuan was sent away satisfactorily.

In the past three days, everything seems to have calmed down. Even there is no movement on the construction site. Cheng Lu's heart has been hanging quietly to the ground. It seems that Liang Yuan is really sent by God to help her!