Love, I don't deserve to have

But this is no longer the question whether Cheng Lu wants to see or not, but whether Li Tingchen listens or not. Soon there was a quick knock on the door. Cheng Lu frowned angrily. Her experience on Zhongqing road just now made her really don't want to see anyone, especially Li Tingchen.

She suddenly felt that his care was so boring. He was already Ye Xuan's husband. She didn't need this kind of lover's care, and she didn't want to get involved in other people's families and bear the curse of junior three.

The knock on the door continued, and Li Tingchen's voice sounded anxiously: "Liang Yu, open the door, hurry up!"

Liang Yu looked at her. He had always been very distressed for Cheng Lu. He saw everything she had experienced since childhood. His wish was to take care of her all his life, but?

Liang Yu shook his head with a bitter smile. Maybe the gap between them is too big.

"Xiao Lu?" Liang Ma listened to the cry outside the door and said with some worry, "why don't you say a few words to him to make him feel at ease?"

Cheng Lu didn't want Li Tingchen to make a noise at the door anymore. She sighed slightly across the door: "ah Chen, I'm fine. You go!"

"Xiao Lu!" Li Tingchen's voice immediately became gentle: "let me see you. I want to see you safe with my own eyes. I'll leave immediately!"

Cheng Lu sniffed lightly. Is there any meaning in this meeting?

"I said I would never see you again!" Cheng Lu said coldly, "don't force me again!"

"Xiao Lu!" the outside was silent, and the inside and outside suddenly became as silent as death. Finally, Cheng Lu took a breath, smiled bitterly at everyone and walked back to the bedroom.

That night, Ren Xiaowei didn't come in to sleep. Cheng Lu sat in a corner of the balcony with her knees in her arms and looked at the cold sky outside. The moon didn't know where to hide. Several lonely stars flashed a faint light, and the cold bit by bit swallowed her heart and body.

Where should she go?

At daybreak, Cheng Lu curled up there and was about to fall asleep. Suddenly, she was awakened by a violent sound of smashing the door. She frowned slightly and listened to the cry outside: "Cheng Lu, come out!"

Li Tingchen again.

Cheng Lu closed her eyes wearily. She was really tired.

But Li Tingchen rushed in regardless, grabbed Cheng Lu in the corner and shook her to pieces: "say, what's your relationship with him and where did you go last night!"

Cheng Lu looked at Li Tingchen's angry face powerlessly. The violence in her eyes frightened her. She struggled hard, "you, let me go!"

"Mr. Li!" Liang Yu rushed over and wanted to open Li Tingchen, but he threw him hard and almost hit the wall.

Cheng Lu was gripped by him, her arm was painful, her head was shaking dizzily, and her throat was filled with nausea and wanted to vomit.

She pleaded softly, "Mr. Li, would you please let me go?"

"Mr. Li?" Li Tingchen looked at her in amazement. His expression was changing rapidly: "you call me Mr. Li?"

Cheng Lu couldn't wave her hand: "please let me go!"

Li Tingchen sneered and let go of her, stepped back and stared at her eyes, like two sharp swords stabbing into the bottom of her heart, as if to find out what she was thinking, but what he saw was just ignorance, blankness or indifference.

Li Tingchen was disheartened. She knew she loved her so much, but from the beginning she was avoiding her feelings and let him out more than once.

This time, thinking of the news, Li Tingchen smiled. He should wake up.

"OK, I'll let you go!" Li Tingchen smiled so brightly, his thin face was like a poppy in bloom, hidden with poison: "from now on, you and I have nothing to do!"

Li Tingchen left, so absolutely.

Looking at his back, Cheng Lu's heart seems to be placed on the chopping board. Someone is cutting and chopping with a knife, but she can only watch while she has no strength to struggle.

"Xiao Lu?" seeing that her lips were pale and her cheeks were red like fire, Mrs. Liang couldn't help feeling her forehead and exclaimed immediately: "child, you have a fever!"

Cheng Lu wanted to laugh and tell everyone not to worry about her, but it was dark and soft on the ground.

When she woke up again, she was already lying in the hospital with a hanging needle in her hand. Ren Xiaowei sat by the bed and turned over her cell phone bored.

Her lips were dry. She couldn't help moaning and struggled to get up and drink some water. Ren Xiaowei quickly put down her mobile phone: "sister Lu, don't move. Do you want to drink water?"

The water cup came to her mouth. Cheng Lu gulped and drank up a glass of water. Then she sighed slightly: "Xiao Wei, I'll trouble you again."

"It's all a family!" Ren Xiaowei seemed to realize something. His little face blushed and quickly turned off the topic: "you've been in a coma for almost a day. Are you hungry? I'll heat up the meal my aunt just sent you."

Cheng Lu shook her head. She couldn't eat anything.

"I didn't eat yesterday. If I don't eat today, how can I recover!" Ren Xiaowei scolded and went out with a lunch box.

Cheng Lu was lying there, her head was still a little dizzy, and her whole body was boring. She was uncomfortable anyway.

She turned to change her position and listened to the piercing siren in her ear, followed by a noisy howl.

Cheng Lu was stunned and found that Ren Xiaowei didn't take his mobile phone and was playing a video.

She didn't have the habit of looking at other people's mobile phones, but the voice was too sharp. She picked up her mobile phone and wanted to turn it off, but she listened to a very familiar voice. Isn't this voice her own?

Subconsciously, it was the scene that Wan Yong arrived on the bus last night. She rushed into Wan Yong's arms and cried, and WAN Yong hugged her so tightly.

Cheng Lu's face turned red at that time. It turned out that she was so rude last night.

"Xiao Lu!" Ren Xiaowei brought in the meal. Cheng Lu quickly put down her mobile phone and smiled awkwardly: "I'm too noisy to turn it off."

Ren Xiaowei nodded, carefully packed rice for her, dialed the dishes, and helped her up.

Cheng Lu waved her hand: "I really have no appetite. It will be uncomfortable to eat. Will you talk with me?"

Ren Xiaowei covered the meal and sat down again. His black eyes stared at Cheng Lu, but he couldn't help glancing at her mobile phone and looking at her expression. Obviously, she had seen the video, and it seemed that she had any ideas.

Cheng Lu slightly frowned and opened her mouth. She wanted to say something, but she found that she couldn't say anything.

Explain? She and WAN Yong are innocent, but the explanation is more likely to be misunderstood.

But no explanation? Looking at Ren Xiaowei's expression, I'm afraid they have already misunderstood.

Hesitated for a while, "Xiao Wei, this is not what you think, me?"

Before saying anything, a tall man walked quickly into the ward with a firm and generous face and a smile: "Cheng Lu, I heard you were ill. I came to see you."

I really want to talk about Cao Cao. Cao Cao will arrive. Cheng Lu opens her mouth and can't say anything.