Love, I don't deserve to have

She quickly poured out all the sweet soup in the bowl. It seemed that the sweet soup had brought her bad luck, not Li Tingchen. On the other side, others are frantically looking for Cheng Lu. "How could I just let her go! I really am!" Mu lichen regretted it all in his heart.

He kept staring at his cell phone and waited anxiously for his friends to call him, but he still didn't find Cheng Lu.

Ren Xiaowei and Liang Yu couldn't find her. They went to the place Cheng Lu might normally go, but they still didn't see her.

"Should Xiaolu go far away? With her character, I think she will go far away. What should I do?" Ren Xiaowei said anxiously.

"Xiao Lu doesn't have anything with her. She shouldn't be far away. Don't worry, don't worry. We'll find her. Many people will look for her again!" Liang Yu comforted Ren Xiaowei, although he was also very worried.

Shen Jun followed him to find Cheng Lu again. As soon as he heard that Cheng Lu was gone, the man almost jumped up!

"What?! it's gone? Does this damn Li Tingchen have to kill Xiao Lu? He won't listen to me this morning! I'm really angry!" Shen Jun muttered angrily.

But he didn't complain too much, so he immediately followed him to find Cheng Lu. He drove round and round outside. Sometimes he got off and asked passers-by if he saw Cheng Lu, but there was no clue.

It was getting dark and everyone began to get very nervous.

Everyone knows Cheng Lu's mental state. Once she receives any stimulation, the result is unimaginable. If she had a seizure at home, she would be easily hurt if she went outside without acquaintances.

But fortunately, Cheng Lu was just wandering in the street outside. No one thought she had any problems, but thought she should be lovelorn.

Cheng Lu really wants to leave here and go to other places, so she keeps running, running, trying to find a station or something that can take her away from this place.

But sometimes things are so strange that the more you want to find it, the less you can find it. It may also be because Cheng Lu's mental state is not good, so she can't find it all the time.

She walked on and on until she came to a bridge.

She stood on the bridge and looked down under the bridge. She saw a river like the sea. It was spectacular. She couldn't help stopping.

"If I jump down here, what will happen? Will I die? If I can't die, can I lose my memory like Ye Xuan? Can I only remember Li Tingchen? If I jump down so high, will I die?" Cheng Lu looked at the bridge, looked at the river and thought in her heart.

"Why? Can't you think of it? What unhappy things have you met? Talk to my brother?" suddenly a voice rang in Cheng Lu's ear.

But Cheng Lu was not surprised. At this time, she always unconsciously ignored all the voices she didn't want to hear. Or a voice that has nothing to do with her. So Cheng Lu ignored her.

"Yo? I care about you kindly, but you still ignore me and look so cold. You are too ignorant of good or bad!" the voice began to speak again.

But Cheng Lu still ignores him and always looks at the river. Although the river is not the sea, it is windy and still has waves. Cheng Lu was ecstatic.

The owner of the voice finally couldn't bear it. He turned Cheng Lu around and said to her, "what are you looking at? What's good? Look at me!"

Cheng Lu was forced to focus on the owner of the strange voice.

"Who are you?" Cheng Lu finally calmed down after a long silence.

Hearing Cheng Lu's words, the man smiled. "So you can talk! Ah, I thought you were dumb and deaf! You always ignored me!" he scolded.

"You just think I am, then why do you ignore me?" Cheng Lu didn't respond, but said to him blandly.

She doesn't want to say anything more. Let others think what they like. Over the years, she has also understood that if others must think so, no matter what you explain, it is useless.

"You! You are really! I care about you. Seeing that you are in a bad mood, I stopped to ask you what's the matter. You have this attitude towards me! You......" the man said a little angrily.

Now, Cheng Lu didn't even bother to ask him who he was. He just didn't turn his head and continued to look at the sometimes calm and sometimes turbulent river. It seems that this river is her greatest calm.

"What's so beautiful about this? Is it water? Haven't you seen water yet?" the stranger continued.

Cheng Lu is really a little annoyed. Who is this person! Why bother her so much!

She did not speak, but looked at him with disgust and went straight ahead. She wants to find a place where no one knows her.

But the man didn't just walk away, but followed Cheng Lu closely. Shouted, "Hey! Hey! Where are you going? You don't look at the water! Don't go!"

"Who the hell are you? What are you doing?" Cheng Lu was really impatient. She turned around and asked him rudely.

"You've seen me, have you forgotten? One day at Li Tingchen's door, remember? You go to find Li Tingchen." the man said.

"Li Tingchen's door? I'll go to find Li Tingchen, oh! It seems that there is such a thing." Cheng Lu thought for a moment, vaguely like this scene.

"What? Do you remember? Remember the day I talked to you?" the man continued to remind.

"Oh! Oh! I remember. I was going to find Li Tingchen to go to the hospital that day. He said you were going to talk about business! I remember!" Cheng Lu said. The reason why she remembers is that this person looks a little similar to Mu lichen.

"Ha ha, you finally remember. It seems that your brain hasn't broken! I'll say goodbye to mu. Hello!" the man said with a smile and stretched out his hand to shake hands with Cheng Lu.

Cheng Lu looked at him so happy and lively. She felt better all of a sudden. She stretched out her hand and said to him, "my name is Cheng Lu. Maybe you already know."

"Cheng Lu! Good name, I don't know. That guy Li Tingchen won't tell me anything. What are you doing here?"