Love in the wrong time

The evening was like a golden glow, and I looked around in a trance, for a long time, and sighed. She turned around and went home, but her mother-in-law did not pick up her phone. Ah luo did not answer the phone, and the father-in-law brought little tree to grandma's home. Looking at the empty house filled with anxiety, I was sitting on the sofa, patting my forehead and suddenly acting like a movie, from morning to evening, what happened frame by frame flashed through my mind: chen wen asked me to keep the black card; from his affectionate eyes jumped aunt; aunt told me about her mother-in-law's past; the way to the winter covered with sycamore leaves; the old-fashioned teahouse; Jeanne's whispers; chen's love story; and finally, Jeanne stopped at the corner of the street where Huang Ming disappeared.

It felt as if there was an invisible thread through which I connected them, but the source was unknown. I tried to figure out why, but it didn't work. The phone rang and shi fan called. The moment he opened his mouth, shi fan asked me where I was, and his tone sounded a little anxious. I replied weakly," at home. "

"Oh, it's good to be home. "

I could feel the weight of shi fan, I put my hand on the forehead gently hit the ground and said:" today I around a lot of things, my elders crisscross past, the boss and friends can not love." Even now I am still in shock, shi fan, you say how people can have so much love can not love it? "

"May, no matter what happens around you, everything happens with a causal relationship, not to mention that it's someone else's past, and you don't have to think too much about it. Just follow your heart and be right. Shi fan paused for a moment before continuing," cut down on your work and I've noticed you're becoming a workaholic during this time. Learn to turn down unnecessary work, not everything. I went to your house for lunch today, and your mom told me that you worked overtime all day long. I wish I could run to huacheng and quit your job. You never worked before, how could you stand working overtime every day? You take the small tree let alo accompany you to go out for a walk, you read the time of the dream to eat all the food of the world? How come you're getting bigger and you don't know what you want. "Listening to shi fan's ramblings, as if returning to the student age, as soon as I showed that I did not want to read a good book, he would immediately put down everything in his hands and tell me the importance of reading a good book. I also took me to eat all kinds of snacks all over the state, and gradually found that shi fan was very concerned about my attitude towards learning, so I often use this to scare him. Even my mother found out and reminded shi fan not to indulge my habit. He would always smile and say to my mother," as long as may is happy. "

My heart slightly shivers, yes, shi fan care about forever is I am not happy. He felt sorry again. Shi fan was not a workaholic. To him, after returning to china, he only had eyes for work. Life seemed to be far away from him. Because that's why he won't let me get into endless work.

Her eyes were slightly teary as she said," it's easy for you to say that I am. In the past few years, you threw yourself into the company and never returned to your life. Aren't you getting older and you don't know what you want? I asked him.

"I am not like you, work is my normal, may you belong to life, work is just your ornament. "

I stopped him and said," no, who was the one who told me in high school that only if I read my books well can I mediate in the workplace and engage in business in the future. "

Shi fan coughed twice. That it was too late for anything. "

Shi fan did not say anything else and remained silent for a moment. I calmed down and said," shi fan is lucky to have your encouragement, I can take a book." Think of the past days, every time can give me motivation, but ultimately is not going back. "Tears welled up in my eyes as I said these words, and I felt deeply hurt by shi fan, who had been single for a long time and had fallen into work. Even if I didn't mean to, I still hurt me.

"I wouldn't have done that if I had time to go back. You were my classmate the most meaningful thing in middle school. Today, after hearing so much about the past, may's heart was already filled. However, her stomach was empty. May, I ordered a shrimp porridge for you. It should be here. "

The moment shi fan finished speaking, the doorbell rang. I got up suspiciously and went to the door, confirming through the peephole that it was the delivery man. I was surprised and opened the door. The delivery man politely checked the information with me and handed it to me. He said," the customer who ordered the meal said that he must come at this time. He said the temperature of the porridge is just right. I nodded and said, thank you.

"I was at home alone today and was going to starve," he said to the phone. "

"I have eyes for thousands of miles. I know that you' re alone at home, and I know that you' re alone. You definitely don' t know how to cook, so I ordered a meal for you before I called. "

I opened the lid, gently sniffed a mouthful, the whole person's pores open, instantly clear and comfortable. I scooped up a mouthful of porridge, which was very sweet and soft. I smiled and said," thank you. I won't talk to you anymore. I'll eat first." "

"As long as you like it, I am at ease. Eat, I gotta go. "

Put down the phone, I held the porridge one by one to eat the instant tears" plop, plop" down, let tears wreak havoc, while wiping tears while eating. There was a sense of loneliness and loneliness in her heart, and she finally lay on the table and began to cry. As if she could not help herself, the more she cried, the more intense the indescribable pain in her heart became. I got up on the sofa and looked at the ceiling. My mind was blank and I just looked at it. She questioned why she had cried earlier, as if there was no source. She felt a little sentimental recently and sighed softly.

She dozed off and woke up in a daze. She found herself sleeping in the living room. She got up and walked to the room. There was no arlo on the bed. She knocked on her mother-in-law's door, but no one answered. When she opened the door, it was empty. I immediately took out my mobile phone, found last night in the wechat that alo told me: he, mother-in-law and youngest aunt went to the resort village of yuanshan play. Looking at the empty house suddenly a little lost and powerless to change something, she walked lazily back to her room and lay on the bed. In the middle of her sleep, she was woken up by the sound of a phone call. Chen wen answered the call. He asked me to go to his office, and I answered" okay."

After putting down the phone, she realized that she was lying on the bed. She woke up and washed the wrasse at the best speed. He picked up a loaf of bread and ate it while driving. When they arrived at the company parking lot, they picked up their handbags and headed straight for the twelfth floor. After taking a few deep breaths at the door of chen wen's office, he knocked on the door and pushed in. It was as if they were talking about something. Chen came up to me with an indescribable smile, reached out and touched my forehead and said," why are you sweating in this weather?" "

Hearing this, I instinctively touched my forehead and found myself sweating. I wiped my sweat and said," I overslept in the morning and just ran all the way to work. "

Chen leaned in and looked at me, then reached out to wipe my left face and said," no wonder the lotion on my face is not even smooth." "

I really regret oversleeping and in such a hurry, with my head down and my hands holding my face in embarrassment. Chen zhongqi's cold voice came from the other end." Assistant lin has been very casual at work these past few days. If you want to skip work, you can skip work. If you want to be late, you can be late." George has been too indulgent with you. I have to ask him to make a position for you. "

I have nothing to say, could it be that I unintentionally knew the secret of his love yesterday and gave me the upper hand? And then I think he's not going to put me down for his own good. Because yesterday I almost suffocated or he gave me a heart - saving pill to be safe.

I looked up and smiled brightly." Thank you, vice president chen, for your help. I will work hard with the duties assigned by George." "

Chen zhongqi held his forehead and looked at me disdainfully, saying," are you stupid? You don't understand what I'm saying." The stupidest person in the world is you. "

Chen narrowed his eyes and said in a slightly reproachful tone," ah qi, enough. Ah mei doesn't know anything." "

I asked eagerly," I don't know what? He turned his head away.

Chen wen smiled gently." I had a fight with him about work just now, and you bumped into a gun. It was inevitable that his tone was a little stiff. "

I calmed down a little, but still choked up and said," you are the boss, and I deserve to be the punching bag. Chen zhongqi's face turned dark and he stood by the french window without a word.

Chen wen walked back to his desk to write something, and the air instantly turned cold. Chen wen asked me to come to the office is not to let me fear here, I calm down and said:" chen dong, you asked me to come to the office is something to tell me?" "

Chen didn' t reply to me, but merely nodded slightly. I sat on a nearby sofa, looking down at the floor. Thinking about why chen zhongqi always said I was stupid, I would like to go up to him and ask why he said so to me. But he was a little timid, too afraid to begin to believe what he said was true. I looked up at the french window. He seemed to be standing in a bad mood. His profile, with his head held high, looked particularly lonely by the large french window. I looked at him coldly, this profile in a trance in my distant memory seems to have known each other.

At this time heard chen wen said:" may, take this information to the resort to the old customs of the planning department." "

I was shocked and patted my head to get my thoughts back. Chen said with a smile," what are you thinking? So fascinated. "

I got up to take the documents, shook my head slightly and said:" nothing, this information needs to be returned?" "

Chen wen said softly," just hand it over to old guan. I told him on the phone very clearly." "

I nodded and said," okay, I'll go out first. When I closed the door, I unconsciously glanced at the figure in the french window, who was still standing still.

I poured a cup of warm water from the pantry and quickly returned to my office, half leaning on the sofa, sipping it as if I would suffocate in the water. After a long time I looked out the window through the empty glass, and the sky suddenly realized it was time to go to the resort. In the bathroom mirror to see like a madman like me, hair loose collapse, take a closer look at the ear root of the moisturizer did not open. I can understand why chen wen looked at me with that strange look just now. I washed my face again, seriously braided a braid, patted the face to confirm the correct. Get the file and go to the resort.