Love in the wrong time

When I got home, there was no one at home. I put down my luggage and immediately called arlo. He told me that I had gone on a business trip in the afternoon, and he felt an indescribable sense of loss. Looking at the sink filled with dishes and the stained floor, he sighed. Every time I come home from yuzhou, the hygiene must be terrible, it is hard to imagine my mother-in-law can stay at home in peace. Looking at the messy home, took a glass of water from the refrigerator to drink, the cold water slid down my throat, straight to the heart as if only in this way to temporarily relieve my resentment.

After drinking the water, I sat on the sofa next to the french window in a daze. The feeling of falling from yuzhou to huacheng was too obvious. I couldn't get used to this home in huacheng for a while. In yuzhou push open the door there will always be family waiting for you, and in huacheng will always be me waiting for others. In yuzhou I only relaxed and happy, and in huacheng in addition to trouble or trouble. My thoughts were in these two spaces, and my head was splitting.

The house without the little tree looked very cold, although the autumn afternoon sunlight streamed into the living room from the window. I am in this light and shadow, as if my heart is gray, how the sun can not shine in. I stretched out my hands to the direction of the sun shine, in the sun against the hands appear more pale and powerless. I stroked my face, thinking that sometimes I would rather be a senseless person, so I don't have to create a harmonious family atmosphere. She did not have to worry about who would feel that way and begged for forgiveness. When she thought of this, she frowned and sat down. It was not until the last rays of the sunset disappeared, and the darkness of the four sides carried in the living room the endless cold wind, that I realized that I had wasted an afternoon so much that I did not do much.

He stood up and clapped his hands as if to cheer himself up. I spent an hour cleaning the house inside and outside, looking at the clear, tidy home in a haze, there is an indescribable joy and relaxed in the heart of the spread. He took out his phone and took a video to luo, asking him to praise me. He gave me a red packet and a voice message: my wife worked hard, temporary business trip can not pick you up at the airport, take good care of yourself for me. Hearing ah luo's words, he laughed. This kind of laughter came from the bottom of his heart.

After thinking about it, I called my mother-in-law. I haven't called her in the past few days when I went back to yuzhou. When she found out that I had returned to flower city, she said faintly," be a good wife of the fang family. Why are you calling me?" Then he hung up the phone. Arlo's voice let me little by little restore the joy and happiness in this moment fell into the bottom of the abyss. The whole fang family seemed to live a peaceful life on the surface. Just in this calm, my heart has been in the hot water like ice water rolled several rolls. Thinking of this I breathe rapidly, gradually heavy up, as if a breath between the heavy and slow, like an invisible shackle hood head wrapped around my face, constraining myself, physical and mental exhaustion, finally fell on the floor.

It was not until the phone rang that I lazily picked up the phone from the floor, a look that grandma called. I don't want to take her calls. I don't want her to see through my mood swings. I put my hand on my forehead and sat up half against the sofa. After ten minutes the phone rang again, or grandma called, I sat up and took back the mood. Picking up the phone with a smile, she asked me to go to her aunt's house.

I took a shower and picked out a light green coat to wear, looking at myself in the mirror in the green background appear elegant and quiet. I took the specialties from yuzhou and went to grandma's house.

Grandma saw my face showed that kind of gentle as jade look said:" finally back, you have only returned to the state of rain a week, how I feel for half a month." "Then she took my hand and looked me up and down lovingly. And he touched my face.

My aunt came over and said kindly," mom, after the spring festival, let my parents come to huacheng for a few days and let her teach the nanny how to take care of ah mei. "

I waved and said," no, no. Just take care of grandma. I'm so young and I need someone to take care of me. "

Grandma smiled and said," ok, ok, let's do this. May should be like a princess." You've been wronged for years. Then he took me in his arms and gently patted me on the back, murmuring, I hope it's not too late.

Aunt took a big bag out of the room and put it next to grandma. Grandma looked at me with joy and said," I went shopping with your aunt the day before yesterday to buy clothes for the season, and I picked three clothes for you. I wonder if you like them. After that, he took out the bags next to him one by one, a black and red plaid dress and a bright yellow woolen coat and a professional suit. Grandma took the clothes and gestured at me as she said," my handsome granddaughter-in-law looks good in everything." I put the clothes aside and said," grandma, you buy me clothes every season. I have a job now and I can buy it myself. "

Grandma smiled and said:" my good may, don't feel bad, I like you dressed up beautiful." Moreover, a woman's appearance was pleasing to her own self, and a beautiful and decent dress was like a flower, which would nourish her heart. Then I put my clothes in the bag and looked around to see that my father-in-law was not at my aunt's house. My aunt poured me and my grandmother a cup of luoshen tea. I looked at my aunt and whispered," why isn't dad at your house? "

Grandma took my hand and said," an old friend from abroad came to huacheng to look for him. Yao sheng arranged for them to stay in the villa in the west of the city. We haven't seen each other for many years. It's quieter in the west of the city and we can reminisce about the past." "

I thought for a moment and said:" is my mother-in-law also in the west of the city to entertain guests, I just came home did not see her." "

Grandma straightened up, straightened her sleeves and said," she has no right to step into that house. There was a flash of anger in grandma's eyes, as if a layer of white mist had enveloped her, and she could not tell for a moment. Thinking of the cold tone of her mother-in-law answering the phone just now, she thought that something must have happened to them in the past few days when I went to yuzhou. I shook my head and had to change the subject:" grandma, yuanshan group will build food street in yuzhou, when I can often travel to yuzhou!" "

Grandma smiled and said," this is great news, so you can work and go home." The days ahead are getting better and better. "

I nodded and said," my work in yuanshan is getting smoother and smoother, but ..."

Grandma's face was a little distant, looked at the door and said:" su yu recently do not know what tricks are playing, often with the deputy mayor's wife." Ah luo had been following the deputy mayor to the grassroots level. She was really worrying. The last time I met her at the school anniversary, I told her that she had not restrained herself but was even worse. The day before yesterday, yao sheng went back to look for her and said that he was not at home. She only stopped because I had to make a big move. Now, she wanted to negotiate with me every day. She thought that the fang family was a vegetarian. I will talk to her for a few days, also let alo return to the family, just small tree in the rain state, you can plan to go out of the surrounding city for a walk. "

Thinking of their mother-in-law and daughter-in-law will be because of the matter of arlo and quarrel, my heart jumped, confused with a hint of worry, feel their relationship is deteriorating. Ah luo, who was caught in the middle, should be in a bad mood again. Thinking of this, he sighed.

Grandma patted my hand in silence for a moment and said," don't worry, there's always a grandmother. She took a sip of luo shen's flower tea and frowned." Fang qi, why is today's flower tea so bitter?" "

My aunt ran over and picked it up and took a sip, saying," because may also wants to drink it. I even put a lot of yellow icing sugar in it. I was afraid that it would sour her. It was sweet. How could it be bitter?" "My aunt put down her glass and said with a serious look," mom, are you thinking about something that's been going on in your heart so much that everything you drink is bitter, and you just said that the soup is bitter. May is by your side, don't let her worry about you. "

Grandma was slightly stunned and looked out of the window." I, an old woman, can' t even look at some things. The past is still the past, so it's important to take care of the people and things." She stroked the jade bracelet on my hand tenderly. She was slightly absorbed in her memories. Her aunt slowly poured another glass for her and said," mom, if there is something that su yu can' t see, giving her too much is in vain. Everything is the best arrangement for us. "

Grandma heard the smile, lovingly rubbed my hair, said:" like the angel of the united states on my side, how to pain too late." Why are you so upset? I look old. "

Grandma must have thought of youngest aunt lei again. I stood up and punched her on the shoulder. After a while, grandma came back to her senses and grabbed my hand and said," your father and aunt will go to england with me next tuesday. I want to see my old friends in england while I am still walking. "

Grandma so suddenly told me, I look surprised and confused, I looked at her in a daze, momentarily unable to speak. Grandma said softly," do you remember zheng xuan's grandfather? He asked me to go to england for a walk the other day as a revisit of his hometown." It's good to take a walk while you're here. "There are too many people and things in england to miss," said grandma, slowly. "

I straightened my face and said," how long will that take? "

Grandma patted my hand and said:" about two months, around the spring festival back, so this time you have to endure everything su yu." "

Then he pulled me into his arms, stroked my hair, and sighed.

After supper, I went home. Sitting alone on the sofa looking at the ceiling thinking about grandma's words suddenly panic, feel grandma this trip to england as if something is going to happen. She felt a sense of helplessness in her heart, so she got up and made herself a cup of black tea. She stroked the smoke and took a sip before feeling a little warm. After that, she spoke to her mother and ah luo on the phone, and her heart seemed to be missing again. She had no choice but to go back to her room and lie on the bed and turn on the tv to watch the most popular tv series. She was the female lead, perhaps because she was too tired, or because she hadn' t watched the series for so long. Perhaps, she was too tired to fall asleep in a daze for less than ten minutes.