Love in the wrong time

I leaned against the glass window, half squinting at the car's people come and go, some doze, close their eyes, some chat, more are playing with the phone, the car has a couple of random hugs and kisses. Occasionally, beggars stoop and pass through the carriages. As the train enters the station, the passengers who are standing search the whole carriage with keen eyes. The train passed one station after another, and the carriage was always crowded. I used the corner of my eye to look at chen wen beside me. He was frowning and texting. I turned my head to stare at the floor of the train in a daze, my heart suddenly" thump" a moment, the moment arlo appeared in my mind, thinking about what he is doing now? He took out his phone and made two calls, but no one answered. After a while, he replied with a wechat message," I' m busy. I' ll call you tonight."

She put down her phone and felt upset. She stood up and leaned against the stainless steel pipe. Staring blankly out of the window of the car, she suddenly wanted to know how the wind outside moved the branches.

At the end of the station, looking at the sparse crowd on the platform, she wondered if she had arrived in the wilderness. I had to follow chen out of the subway, he told me this is Dongcheng District outskirts of the sun lake scenic area, a listen to this name I looked around, because anping temple is in this scenic area.

Chen wen grabbed my hand and asked with concern," what are you looking for?" "

Instead of returning to him, I went to a crowded place and found a sign under a big elm tree. I saw anping temple located in the southernmost part of the scenic area, three kilometers away. I pointed in the direction of anping temple with a questioning tone said:" shall we go to anping temple?" "

My grandmother brought me to anping temple the year I married arlo. Five years did not come the whole scenic area changes very big, if not for the distance from time to time to hear the" dangdangdang, dang" bell will not believe that this is anping temple.

He looked at the sign and said," it's a little far away, can you? "

I nodded and walked to anping temple, my hand also let chen wen hold. I don't know why chen wen did anything intimate to me today. I don't dislike it at all. I hope that's because I've decided to leave yuanshan.

Anping temple is in the deepest part of the scenic spot, along the stone road, along the road, there are water carrying monks, there are endless pilgrims, they carry baskets, baskets filled with fruit and food fragrance they go straight ahead, looking very pious. The temple reflected in the green trees, the apricot yellow walls, the green ridge of the temple, green towering trees surrounded it, solemn and mysterious.

Along the way, I told chen about the first time to anping temple scene, he listened very quietly. The road of anping temple is paved with stones and winding. I walk very hard, walk a bit, take a rest. When I came to anping temple, a sudden bitterness came from the tip of my heart. I covered my heart and took a few deep breaths. I was very surprised by the feeling, but I couldn't find the source.

Chen wen pulled my hand, ten fingers clasped me, his palm temperature instantly reached the tip of my heart, put down the bitterness. We picked up the steps and went into the temple, looked up at the temple of the towering trees, winter sun scattered all over the sky, as if in the pure peach blossoms. The sound of the buddha hovers in my ears, listening to the sound of the wooden fish near and far away has a sense of peace that has never been felt before.

The array of buddhist trumpets sounded melodious and friendly. I just stood there, feeling the peace of the moment in silence. Chen wen let go of my hand and turned to answer the phone. I went straight into the hall of the mahatma, the eyes of the three great buddhas, I kneel on the mat with hands together devoutly kowtow twelve times. Take out the inner world and tell it to buddha without any waves. It was as if my endless troubles had disappeared with the wisps of smoke on the censer. I stared at the smoke on the censer to find out how it disappeared. I couldn't catch it. The bell rang and my thoughts came back.

Three more kowtows to get up out of the hall, chen wen saw the rapid end of the phone. I walked to the left of the corridor, the two sides of the corridor carved with exquisite flowers, lifelike, interesting. At the end of the corridor there was a door, and I went in, and saw an old man peeling chestnuts for a little novice monk at a stone table under the ginkgo tree. When the little monk saw me, he immediately stood up, clasping his hands together and bowing to us as he read: Amitabha.

Chen and I bowed with our hands folded. Amitabha. The old hermit had a kind face, a kindly manner, and a kindly, kindly grandmother, who sat us down on a stone bench and peeled a chestnut and handed it to me first, saying, I have just cooked it, and it is the season of chestnuts. "

I took it and put it in my hand and looked around and said," where is this? Why is it so quiet? "

The old hermit said with a smile," this is the abbot's building." "

Oh it is the place where the abbot lives, no wonder so quiet, I whispered:" then we sit here will disturb the abbot." "

The old hermit peeled another chestnut and handed it to chen wen, saying," it was fate that came here. Very few pilgrims would step in here. The abbot had no lunch break at this time and was in the zen room talking buddhist dharma to the familiar pilgrim. You can sit here for a while, take a break and go out. I looked in the direction of the zen room and turned to her and nodded.

She took a large handful of chestnuts to chen wen, chen literature, she carefully flayed the shell, peeled and handed to me and the little monk. As I ate, I looked at the ginkgo tree beside me. The ginkgo tree in the early winter was like a samurai in gold armor, standing in the blue sky. The warm wind swayed the leaves, and the leaves rustled like wind bells. The big leaves rustled down against the warm afternoon sun, reflecting a little golden color.

I looked up to say: beautiful. Before she could speak, she choked on the chestnut and couldn' t help but cough. Chen wen stood up and bent his body, letting my chest against his right arm, my body slightly forward. His left hand rested on my back, and the old hermit and the little novice sat beside me, clasping their hands together and chanting: Amitabha.

After a while, finally, the old hermit gave me a cup of warm water, drink more comfortable. As he had coughed too loudly just now, he felt the sound of the door opening in the zen room next to him, which must have disturbed the abbot's meditation. Chen and I stood up and said goodbye to the old man.

She handed us two bottles of water and a small bag of chestnuts and watched us leave. Back in the corridor, chen held my hand and asked with concern," did you catch a cold?" "

I smiled a little and said:" no, just looked at the ginkgo tree too focused to forget the mouth is eating chestnuts, accidentally choked." It's all right now, I want to take a walk in the scenic area! "

Chen wen took my hand out of anping temple, to the left, he said there is a small valley, there is a lake at the foot of the mountain, is the sun lake. This scenic spot is also named because of it, I wondered in my heart that anping temple is more famous than sun lake, why this scenic spot is not called anping temple scenic spot.

I was childish at the idea and shook my head and smiled.

The shore of the lake was filled with people fishing, sketching, and playing chess. From afar, this scene in winter is as beautiful as oil painting!

Looking at the calm lake water like a mirror, the lake water in the sunlight flashing a variety of colors, blue white yellow green, colorful, magnificent.

Looking at such a beautiful scene, she wanted to sit quietly on a stone chair by the lake, so she could stay in a daze for the whole afternoon without feeling bored. We sat down on a stone chair on the west side of the sun lake. Chen pointed to a small canyon nearby and seemed to be lost in thought. He held my hand and said," I couldn't believe it the day I found out. I suddenly felt abandoned by the world. That kind of despair made me unable to accept the normal life, just want to escape far away. Get on my harley, it just got here and it ran out of gas, so I just walked into the canyon. After staying inside for two days, guo zhixun finally found me in the harley car and dragged me back to real life. I didn't think that after all these years, the person who came with me was you. This should be the best god can make up for me. "Then he held me in his arms and told me how he had survived those two days and how guo zhi had found him. When it comes to feeling, he will hold my wrist tightly. There is a slight bruise on my wrist. I could feel the despair and helplessness of chen wen at that time. The mother who called for nearly twenty years was not his biological son, and his birth was due to benefit. The more he thought about it, the tighter he hugged her.

We just quietly embrace each other in the lake, until the sunset to hear each other's stomach" coo" voice, we look at each other and smile. Chen pointed to the building not far away and said," there is a restaurant where the fish is not bad." "

Then he got up and pulled me to the restaurant. When I got to the restaurant, I felt hungry. We went up to the third floor to find a window seat, chen wen ordered the sun lake unique grass fish, a fish four eat (fish head soup Shanghai smoked fish douyu steamed fish sashimi). She didn' t know if it was because she was hungry or what was so special about the fish in sun lake, but she felt that it was different from the fish in the city. It was not only delicious, but also chewy. After eating a few mouthfuls, chen wen stopped and focused on picking fish for me. He looked exactly like I was picking fish for a small tree.

He kept picking, and I ate quietly, no one but my brother and shi fan would pick the fish for me, and there was a warm feeling in my heart, eating more and more. Looking at the empty plate, I smiled and said," I ate all of it. What do you do? "

He took a sip of water and said," if you're full, it means I'm full too. I'm not hungry at all. It's a pleasure to watch you eat. "I thought to myself that I was the legendary" beautiful food. Feeling the heat on his face, he took a sip of water and got up to go to the cashier.