Love in the wrong time

I tried to sit up, shi fan see quickly put down the cup in his hands, held me straight. He gave me a few sips of water and took a bowl of ice - sugar bird's nest from the thermos. Stewed crystal clear looked very appetizing and I had no appetite, because see shi fan hospitably served a bowl in front of me is full of anticipation, tried to drink a whole bowl. Shi fan said with a smile," doctor zheng said that you will really wake up at this time, and also said that you will be hungry let me prepare some of your favorite food, really the miracle doctor reincarnation." "

I nodded slightly and looked at him thoughtfully." How long have I been sleeping? Seeing him beside me, my heart felt much more at ease.

Shi fan closed the lid of the thermos and said," it's been 20 hours. I arrived yesterday afternoon and you fainted as soon as I arrived." Then I yawned, and I saw the haggard face of shi fan. He had been watching me for 20 hours and my heart tightened at the thought. I tried to hold back my tears and said softly," shi fan, you must be exhausted. I' m fine now. You should go back to the hotel and sleep." "

Shi fan shook his head." I'm not tired. I'll stay here with you." "

I smiled:" you see your beard has grown out, once handsome face has become haggard, also said not tired hurry back to the sprinkler to sleep." "

Shi fan touched his face and said with a smile," are you haggard?" "

I nodded and said," go and get some sleep. Come back in the evening and bring me some delicious food. "

Shi fan did not want to leave, ready to peel the apple for me to eat, I lifted the quilt want to get out of bed to push him away, because of a long bed, just under the leg twitch. I put my right hand on the edge of the bed and pushed him with my left hand and said," I'm fine now. I'll feel guilty if you don't go to sleep. I set my mind on going to see chen alone, and made an end of it with him.

Shi fan carried me to bed, massaged my feet, in my urging him to give up, picked up his coat ready to go out, before telling me, wait for chen zhongqi to bring me food.

I nodded and the moment the door was closed, I got up and walked to the window. The first snow of the flower city was floating on the ground, and the sky and the earth were a blur. Looking at the outside of the snow thoughts floating to the flower city forest park of that piece of green pines, the first snow of each year I and alo must go to the place, and now is a human. Thinking about what arlo was doing right now, wondering if he was staring at snow like me. Then he chun's face reflected in my mind, I patted my head so that I do not think about the past, think more useless.

When the phone rang, I walked slowly to the bedside table. When I saw that it was chen wen's, I didn't answer it. He probably made more than twenty calls. I drank a mouthful of water and caught a glimpse of the ring on my right ring finger. Chen wen put it on me that night at lijing mansion. I took it off and felt like it was a burning pain. I wrapped it in a tissue and put it on the bedside cabinet. I picked up the phone and gave chen zhongqi a call. I asked him to go to the twelfth floor of the yuanshan building to retrieve the file bag that was in the safe. I heard roddy's voice on the phone.

After putting down the phone, I called chen wen.in less than ten seconds, chen wen's voice came," may, where are you?" Why aren't you answering my phone? "

I sneered:" I just arrived in huacheng, 5 o 'clock we go to promise coffee shop." This is where I first met chen.

Chen wen said," may, you can' t drink coffee when you' re pregnant. I' ll ask uncle li to cook porridge for you. May, do you know what? I' ve been starving for the past few days to improve my knowledge of early pregnancy. I can' t wait to see you now. I have a lot to tell you. Where are you? I' ll pick you up right away." "

What? These few days, he had been busy getting engaged, and when he heard this, he couldn' t help but feel nauseous.chen wen said anxiously on the other end of the phone," may, where are you? I' ll pick you up." "

I patted my heart and said with a screen of breath," I still have things to do, you don't have to pick me up, we arrived at the promised coffee shop at 5 o 'clock on time." "

Chen:" may, you can't drink coffee at the beginning of pregnancy. Let's go to uncle li's place." "

I settled down and said," I just want coffee. "

Chen wen:" okay, okay, my good may, you can do whatever you want." I'll do whatever you want. "

I replied coldly," see you at five o 'clock. He hung up the phone.

The pain was so heavy that I couldn't speak and cried. She remembered that every time she ate with him, she would always be at uncle li's side. His female companion was faster than changing her clothes. Li yue was talking about him. The more she cried, the more sober she became. She suddenly stopped crying. He was not worth my tears. At this moment I just see what kind of man chen wen is.

I leaned against the bed in a daze for half an hour. I got up to the bathroom to wash my hair, change into the clothes shi fan prepared for me, take out the makeup box, the mirror of my face pale. I put a thick foundation and blush on my face, picked up my eyebrow pen, a pen slipped from my hand. Just as he was about to bend over to pick it up, chen zhongqi walked over and picked it up. He took it in his hand and handed me the file bag. I took the ring from the bedside table and put it in the file bag with my watch.

I took the eyebrow pen from chen zhongqi's hand, drew the eyebrows to the mirror, painted the lipstick, in the mirror has been a sweep of dim light, beautiful as painting. It was like wearing a mask, covering up my heart that had been torn apart by grief.

I smiled and said:" vice president chen, is this ok?" "

Chen zhongqi smiled calmly." What are you doing? "

I said softly," I have an appointment with chen at 5 o 'clock. Do I look good like this?" "

Chen zhongqi said in a cold voice," what's the use of seeing him now? He already has a fianc??e." "My heart was in a state of desolation:" at this time I saw him just trying to make a break with the past and give him back something that did not belong to me. "

Chen zhongqi picked up the file bag." Is this the thing? I can pass it on to you." "

I brushed past him and said angrily," I'll take care of my own business. Why do you care so much about my business and fall in love with roddy?" "

He looked at me solemnly." I just broke up with her. I'll be back in england tomorrow. "

Before I could open my mouth, chen zhongqi approached me and said," may I hug you?" My eyes were full of supplications, and I stretched out my hands, his arms warm as spring, and his breath fresh as a chrysanthemum.

He hugged me tightly and murmured," I love you. "

I suddenly pulled out from his arms, see chen zhongqi look sad and gentle, I turned around, picked up the file bag, chen zhongqi hugged me from the back:" may, don't be nervous I won't do anything to you, I just want to quietly hug you for a while." "

I was momentarily stunned and immediately understood his feelings for me, I said:" vice president chen why bother yourself." "

After a while, he said in a low voice," when I became a good friend with shi fan, you were the most he spoke to me every day. I have known you very well for four years and know all your likes and dislikes. Gradually, she liked the girl friend that shi fan mentioned, so that shi fan could feel it, so he didn' t share anything with me anymore. I went from england to your school to prove my true love for a girl I never met. In the school road I subconsciously found you from the crowd, you smiled at the students, that smile, like a white as jade white peony implanted in my heart, that kind of brilliance is my heart, the soul of the pull. In my heart, there is no girl in this world who can match you. Back in england, I often fantasize about you, even though I know you and I are two parallel lines. On your wedding day, I played tennis with shi fan all day long on the tennis court until we were exhausted until we were hoarse and broke until we were dragged home by ming dao. When I woke up, my heart cast a wall of iron. I accidentally know you work at yuanshan group, I found out why you are in yuanshan, an investigation just know all the secrets of chen wen. I'm desperate to go back to china and be there for you. He let out a long sigh." Seeing you sink deeper and deeper into chen wen's pit, I can' t help it. May, do you know how much my heart hurts? "

I shook my head and said," vice president chen, thank you for everything, and now I have no time to consider other things." Then he untied chen zhongqi's hands.

He was looking at me eagerly." May, have you ever liked me? "

I lowered my head." Thank you, vice president chen. Just as he was about to go out, chen zhongqi grabbed my hand and said," I'll go with you. I'm afraid that chen wen will lie to you alone." I shook my head and looked up to see his eyes filled with anxiety and fear. Let him be. When he met doctor zheng in the elevator, he smiled and said," that's right. It's snowing outside. Walking in the snow will be more enjoyable. Just don' t come back too late. I' ll check you again before going to bed late. If there's no problem, you can be discharged early in the morning. "

I said gratefully," thank you. It's good to have you. Dr zheng watched us leave.

Walking out of the hospital building, she thought that she must not let chen zhongqi follow her, so she found a reason to push him away." Vice president chen, I forgot the medicine the doctor gave me. Go and get it for me. I' ll wait for you in your car. I looked down and rubbed my hands together.

Chen zhongqi took off his coat and put it on me. Wait here for me. You're not going alone. After that, he opened the car's electronic lock and walked towards the inpatient department.

I tightened the coat on my body, the snow more and more big, looking at the white space in the heart of the grief gradually disappeared. I just feel very calm, very peaceful, hope that the snow will continue to fall. Shi fan's call came, I answered the phone at the same time from the hospital gate a blinding light shone on me, I instinctively with hands to block the eyes, fixed eyes to see roddy is driving towards me, I want to avoid, feel the whole person has been lifted up in the air, trying to catch nothing, fell heavily to the ground.

The snowflakes flying all over the sky, falling all over lin yanmei, the snow on the floor has been dyed red. Chen zhongqi tightly hugged lin yinmei, with his head against her head, trying to pass the temperature to lin yinmei, is ultimately futile.