Love is even colder than snow

Tang Su noticed Lu huaizuo's movements. Her movements tonight were particularly stiff and slow.

It took a lot of effort before she lowered her head.

Her eyelids drooped and she stared at Lu Huai's big, bony hand on his left.

Tang Su, 18, loves Lu Huai left to the bone.

Later, they had too much unhappiness, but after she lost her memory, she couldn't help falling in love with him.

During this time, she really wanted to take this hand and walk a long way all her life.

But now, she can't hold his hand anymore.

In fact, during her amnesia, she could vaguely feel that there had been a lot of unhappiness between her and Lu huaizuo.

Otherwise, they won't divorce.

But because she liked him so much, she still deceived herself and others. It was just a small fight between lovers, making an awkward gesture.

So she doesn't want to restore her memory and remember those bad past.

I always feel that as long as I don't remember the past, she can immerse herself in all the happiness and beauty for a long time.

Unable to remember the previous story, she can deceive herself and others and enjoy the beauty in front of her at will.

However, she recovered her memory. She remembered the painful and unforgettable past.

Between them, separated by mountains and rivers, separated by a boundless sea of blood, she can't do it and continues to deceive herself and others.

Not only that, after recovering her memory, she also felt that her amnesia was like a ridiculous fool.

Obviously, when she was about to die two years ago, she didn't want to see this man again. During the period of her amnesia, she was still coquettish in his arms. Even, she accepted his proposal and made a promise with him for generations.

Yes, she did that with him.

Even, she ridiculously wanted to have another child with him, add a brother and sister to Zhaozhao and Xiaoshen, and make the small family more lively.

Tang Su looked at Lu huaizuo. She retreated a little. Recalling the love between them during this period, she felt very sick.

What makes her feel more disgusting is that even if she has recovered her memory and remembered all his betrayal and distrust of her, she can't completely control her heart.

She could not help loving the man who trampled on her dignity countless times.

"Su Su..."

When Tang Su stepped back, she stumbled violently and almost fell to the ground. Lu huaizuo quickly stretched out his hand and wanted to hold her.

As soon as his hand touched her skin, she was electrocuted and shook off his hand.

"Don't touch me! Lu huaizuo, don't touch me! "

"Su Su..."

Seeing Tang Su's appearance, Lu huaizuo's heart was no longer half lucky. She really recovered her memory.

He knew that he could take advantage of her amnesia and circle her in his arms, but when she recovered her memory, she was sure to hate him to the bone.

But what to do!

He loves her too much. Even if she hates him to the bone, he doesn't want to let go of her hand.

"Lu huaizuo, just now, didn't you ask me if someone bullied me?"

"Lu huaizuo, you bullied me! You bullied me, Tang Su! "

Indeed, there are others in the world who have hurt Tang Su, but the harm they have inflicted on her is not as bad as Lu huaizuo.

Every time he treated her badly, he was punishing her heart, making her, a heart that had been alive and full of holes, unable to recover.

"Su Su, you... You have recovered your memory, haven't you?"

Although it had already been determined, Lu huaizuo still asked with a trembling voice.

"Yes, I have recovered my memory. Lu huaizuo, I remember everything! "

"It's funny. As I said, I don't want to see you again. I'm still entangled with you during my amnesia. I think I'm very funny!"

Lu huaizuo's kiss with Lin Niannian, his undisguised kindness to Lin Niannian, and he pushed her into hell again and again for Lin Niannian

Countless frames of pictures exploded in Tang Su's mind.

Make her more and more sick of herself.

I don't want to see the man in front of me more and more.

A splitting headache.

Tang Su wanted to completely draw a line with Lu huaizuo, but her head really hurt.

She couldn't help the pain. She wanted to hit the wall again.

However, before she rushed to the wall, more severe pain hit her. As soon as she was soft, she fell heavily to the ground.

"Su Su!"

Lu huaizuo tightly hooped Tang Su into his arms. He hugged her harder.

In his deep and bottomless eyes, the pain of bone etching and heart burning surged. Finally, it became a thick blood red, inch by inch, devouring his heart.

"Su Su, I won't let go."

"Even if you hate me, hate me, and don't want to see me again, I also want to stay by your side. Year after year, we will never be separated forever."

"Su Su, I love you. Don't want me. Please, don't want me..."

The night is sinking.

Lu huaizuo couldn't sleep.

Or he dare not sleep.

He took Tang Su to his halfway house, where he had proposed to her.

He thought, here, to save her heart.

Here, they carry too many beautiful memories. Maybe he can keep her with all his strength.

Lu huaizuo kept holding Tang Su's little hand. He sat by the bed and quietly looked at her sleeping face.

Her wound was medicated, but he cleaned it up again and put the wound medicine he brought from ye Wei.

She should be very uncomfortable now. Even if she fell asleep, her little face was still wrinkled, and her eyebrows were tightly locked, looking pale and fragile.

Seeing her, Lu huaizuo trembled with pain.

He could understand how hard she felt.

He was clearly the person she hated most in her life. She was only willing to never see him again, but she fell in love with him and did so many intimate things during her amnesia.

Her heart must be extremely regretful and struggling, and even, there is a strong self loathing.

He didn't want her to be sad, let alone she would dislike herself, but he still wanted to keep her.

He gently rubbed the ring on Tang Su's left ring finger and opened his mouth with a strong fear of gain and loss, "Su Su, you promised to marry me."

"I've put on the ring for you. I've caught you. You can't separate from me."

"Su Su, I'm willing to make up for my mistakes from generation to generation. I just beg you, don't don't want me, okay?"

"It hurts..."

"Su Su!"

Lu Huai left clenched Tang Su's hand, "Su Su, where do you hurt? Tell me, I'll help you, I won't let you hurt again. "

Where does it hurt?

The head hurts, the heart hurts more.

It seems that since she recovered her memory, the pain has been unable to be eliminated. It seems that the pain still wants to accompany her all her life.

Tang Su was awakened by extreme pain. As soon as she turned her face, she looked at Lu Huai's concerned eyes.

"Su Su, is your wound hurting again?"