Love is even colder than snow

She thought that what was in the box would be little children's toys and so on. Unexpectedly, it turned out to be a delicate and small book.

What was written in that book were Xiao Shen's last words.

"Mom, I know I'm seriously ill. One day, I'll die, but I still have a lot to say to my mother, so I'll write down what I want to say to my mother in this book."

"Mom, the happiest thing in my life is to be your son. You are the best mother in the world."

"Mom, I'm sorry. Xiaoshen is not good at work and always gets sick. I know you have suffered a lot for Xiaoshen. Xiaoshen loves you very much."

"Mom, Xiaoshen is not good. She always drags her mother down, but if she has the next life, Xiaoshen will be your baby."

"In the next life, Xiaoshen should be a healthy child. Xiaoshen should strive to become a little man, become very strong and strong, and shelter his mother from the wind and rain."

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In fact, ordinary children, three and a half years old, few can read and write.

But because Xiao Shen was too early witted, and he had a good teacher, Jing Mo, he could know some simple Chinese characters very early. After leaving the dungeon, he became more intelligent and learned many Chinese characters by himself.

If he can't write Chinese characters, he uses Pinyin instead. He is already a little man with some knowledge.

Xiao Shen wrote a lot in this book. Some of them let Tang Su eat well, take good care of her body, and some made her happy. Don't be sad for him, just like a little adult.

But most of all, Xiao Shen repeatedly stressed that Tang Su didn't like the bad guy anymore.

Tang Su knows that Lu huaizuo is the villain in Xiaoshen's works.

"Mom, that bad man is not worth your sorrow for him, let alone your tears for him."

"Mom, forget the bad guy. My mother is so good that she will find the best man in the world!"

"Mom, when you find the happiness that really belongs to you, you should bring your new father to my grave to see me. Oh, I'll check it for my mother."

"Mom, only when you forget the bad guy, fortunately, Xiaoshen is below, can you be at ease."

"Mom, you should be happy!"

Tang Su holds Xiaoshen's notebook, and her vision gradually becomes blurred. Her Xiaoshen hopes that she can be happy!

She doesn't have many days, but even if she can only live one day, she will not live up to Xiaoshen's expectations. She should be happy and try to smile!

In that way, when we meet again underground, she can say to Xiaoshen, Xiaoshen, mom didn't let you down.

As for Xiaoshen, she doesn't want her to continue to like Lu huaizuo

It seems that unconsciously, there is no such love.

Once, she thought that Lu huaizuo was her life and justice in heaven and earth, but after being suspected and hurt again and again, she realized that there is no real life in this world!

That infatuation is not worth it!

Zuo, I don't love you anymore. I really don't want to love you. Even if my life is only day and night, I won't love you again, let alone never forget you.

Tang Sugang was about to close Xiaoshen's notebook. She suddenly found that there were a few lines on the cover behind his notebook.

"Uncle Mo, I miss you so much. Where the hell have you been? Why don't you come to see me and my mother? "

"Uncle Mo, I really want to hear you sing" little star "for me again."

"When I die, can you go to my grave and sing me little star again?"

Tang Su hurriedly put Xiaoshen's notebook back into the box. She couldn't control it anymore. She covered her mouth and choked.

She has found Jingmo, but he is no longer the uncle Mo who gently holds Xiaoshen in his arms and sings "little star" to him again and again to coax him to sleep.

Once Jingmo was really good to Xiaoshen, even more patient than she was to Xiaoshen.

Xiaoshen has a special love for little star. She dislikes the childishness of this song and is unwilling to sing it to him. Jing Mo takes the trouble to sing little star for him.

Jingmo's voice is really beautiful, deep and pleasant. It's better than the most beautiful cello music in the world. His voice has never changed, but such a beautiful voice can now speak the most heartless words in the world.

Tang Su knew that she was only insulting herself to find Jingmo now, but she still wanted to complete Xiaoshen's last wish. Even if she lost another finger, she also asked him to go to Xiaoshen's grave and sing "little star" for him.

Having made up her mind, Tang Su changed her clothes, took her handbag and went to Jing's building to find Jing mo.

As soon as he opened the door of the small apartment, Tang Su saw Lu huaizuo standing outside.

Lu Huai's left chin was covered with light cyan beard residue. On his lower eyelid, there were thick black circles under his eyes, as if he hadn't slept for days and nights.

But even so, it still does not damage his handsome face, which is known as the once-in-a-thousand-year God face. He just needs to stop here at will. He is still noble, pure and proud, unparalleled in the world.

"Lu huaizuo, what are you doing here?!"

Lu Huai took a step to the left. He grabbed Tang Su's small hand, "Tang Su, I'm sorry, I..."

"Oh!"

Tang Su smiled with a cold and desolate smile. His voice continued, "Tang Su, I can't ignore the life and death of reading, so in that case, I can only choose reading!"

Tang Su slowly raised her face. The wound on her forehead had scabbed. Under the shelter of broken bangs, she didn't see so clearly, but at this time, her face was still sad and fierce.

"I can't ignore Lin Niannian's life and death... So, does my little deep deserve to die?!"

Lu Huai left a rare concession, "Tang Su, I'm sorry..."

Sorry again

Tang Su felt very funny. Her little life, a living life, fell from a cliff, was swallowed by wild animals and died in despair!

Her little deep pain and despair in exchange for his understatement of sorry?!

Who cares!

"Get out!" Tang Su's eyes were scarlet. She suddenly pushed Lu huaizuo away, "Lu huaizuo, get out of here! I don't want to see you again in my life! "

Once, there were many, many words that wanted to question him. For example, why did you kill our Xiaoshen? For example, is our flesh and blood less important than a Lin Niannian, such as

But now, Tang Su found that the words she wanted to question him were invincible and ridiculous.

She and Xiaoshen, together, are not as important as Lin Niannian's hair in his heart!

Lu Huai was wronged. He didn't stop Tang Su anymore. He just looked at the direction Tang Su left like an old monk.

Without being entangled by Lu huaizuo, Tang Su went smoothly to the underground garage of Jing's building.

Coincidentally, as soon as she entered the garage, she saw Jingmo's car, and now he happens to be in the car.