Love is even colder than snow

Bo Qing let go of the swing very slowly. He walked into Qin Muyan's room like a walking corpse.

Her room, which he had been taking care of all these years, was the same as when she first left.

It has a light aroma and a warm smell like sunshine.

It seems that she will come back every day.

Bo Qing sat rigidly by the pink princess's bed.

There are many pink puppets on the bed. There are several puppets. In fact, some are old.

One was a small gift he gave her when she first came to Bo's house.

She has always cherished it.

Thin Qing picked up a cloth doll on one side, and his eyes couldn't help getting wet.

Many memories that he didn't want to think about. In fact, the memories that had been wrapped in his dreams emerged in his mind like a tide.

When he first came to Bo's house, Qin Muyan was very timid, especially afraid of strangers and the dark.

Every night, she would hide in the quilt and cry secretly because she was afraid of the dark.

When she first came to a strange environment, she was particularly nervous. Even if Bo's mother was very kind to her, she was embarrassed to tell her that she was afraid of the dark.

It was not until one night that Bo Qing came to her room to find her something, pushed open the door she forgot to lock, and listened to her low sob that he found her little secret.

After that, he stayed outside her door every night until she was sure to fall asleep.

He said, little smoke, big brother is outside with you.

There's a big brother. No demons and ghosts dare to come and catch you.

Indeed, with him outside the door, the girl never cried helplessly under the quilt again.

Every time he went back to his room to rest, he would go to her room to make sure whether she was asleep.

The little girl is growing up. Her face is like a peach blossom. She looks unspeakably beautiful.

Her eyelashes as long as butterfly wings were no longer stained with tears, but the corners of her lips curved and raised, looking happy and satisfied.

From childhood to childhood, Qin Muyan really depended on him. She kissed him even more than Bo's mother.

He couldn't figure it out. He was clearly the person she relied on most. How could he become the person she avoided most in the end?

"Xiaoyan, don't be afraid of me, please, don't be afraid of me..."

No one answered him.

Bo Qing got up lonely. He was about to leave Qin Muyan's room. He suddenly noticed that there was a transparent glass bottle on an insignificant corner of her bookshelf. The glass bottle was full of small stars of various colors.

Looking at the glass bottle, Bo Qing suddenly remembered that once he came to her room and saw her writing something on a piece of Star paper.

Seeing him coming in, she quickly hid the star paper behind her, looking nervous.

He knew that the stars had her little secret on the paper.

He also knew that he should not explore other people's privacy, but at this moment, he especially wanted to know what kind of girl's thoughts she wrote on those star papers.

Thin Qing took the glass bottle, folded the stars inside and poured them all on the bed.

He took a random star and opened it.

"Brother, it's the best person I've ever seen."

Bo Qing smiled astringently. The best person, he is no longer the best big brother in her heart.

Even himself, he doesn't deserve it.

"I saved my brother in the earthquake, but he didn't recognize me. A little sad. It must be because I lost the pendant my brother gave me. He was angry and didn't want to talk to me. "

"I saw the pendant my eldest brother gave me, but Tang Xiaoxue said it was hers."

"Tang Xiaoxue told her brother that she saved him in the earthquake. He was very kind to her. I was a little sad."

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"I am eighteen years old. Today, I want to write down my little secret. I like big brother very much. "

"Big brother and Tang Xiaoxue went on a date. I'm very sad. But big brother is happy. "

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"Big brother and Tang Xiaoxue are getting engaged. I snivel. However, I still hope big brother can be happy. Big brother will be happy forever. "

"Tomorrow is the engagement banquet for big brother and Tang Xiaoxue. I will bless them, although I am really sad."

That is the last star of Qin Muyan's folding.

Because after the engagement banquet, he gave her to Shen Chi.

Thin Qing held the star paper in his hand.

It turned out that she liked him so much a long time ago.

She liked him, but never thought of destroying the relationship between him and Tang Xiaoxue. Even on the eve of his engagement, she said she would bless them.

So kind and simple Xiaoyan, who is wholeheartedly considering for him, how could he deliberately hook him and destroy their engagement banquet at his engagement banquet with Tang Xiaoxue!

At that time, he angered Tang Xiaoxue only because she jumped into the sea and committed suicide. He even forgot that she was his sister who had been spoiled for more than ten years.

She is the girl he promised to protect all his life.

"Xiao Yan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, brother, I'm sorry for you..."

"Big brother is wrong, Xiaoyan. Big brother is really wrong. Will you forgive big brother?"

"Big brother knows that you won't forgive big brother anymore. You don't want to forgive big brother. Big brother doesn't force you."

"Elder brother, just ask you to live well, okay?"

Thin Qing trembled and wanted to fold the star paper again and put it back into the glass bottle.

But his hands trembled so much that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't turn the stars into paper.

Just like, he and Qin Muyan will never return to the most innocent and happy time.

Thin Qing lowered his eyes and saw a pink star paper.

He seemed to be able to see the wrinkled distress on the girl's little face when she wrote these two lines on the star paper.

"I don't want to grow up. When I grow up, my eldest brother will marry Tang Xiaoxue. It's a very sad thing to grow up."

Thin Qing's eyes blurred for a moment.

Once, I always thought it was good to grow up.

When he grows up, he can stand tall and upright and support a clear sky for the people he cares about.

But at this moment, he just wanted to go back to his childhood and accompany his little girl, happy and happy, no more sadness.

"Xiaoyan, we don't grow up. If we don't grow up all our life, how good..."

Tang Su and Gu Shen waited outside the emergency room for nearly ten hours before the door of the emergency room was slowly opened.

Seeing he Siyu coming out first, Gu Shen hurriedly greeted him, "Mom, how's Xiaoyan now?"

He Siyu's eyes were red. She gently bit her lower lip and choked before she spoke.

Or the words of Ye Wei who came out later, "Xiaoyan is in a bad situation now."

"She has lost one kidney, and the remaining kidney has failed. If she can't change her kidney quickly, I'm afraid..."

Ye Wei sighed heavily. She didn't say anything later, but everyone knew it.

Qin Muyan can't live because he can't find a suitable kidney source to exchange her kidney.