Love is really a long journey

By the time Lu Qingming brought the doctor back, Tian Xingjian had already died. I was guarding Tian Xingjian's body, which had lost its temperature. I grabbed his hand and whispered heartbroken.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, I hurt you, I can't protect you well, it will only drag you down..."

"I'm sorry to you Tian family..."

At this moment, my head inside a blank, like a magic barrier in general, standing beside Tian Xingjian, unconsciously whispering.

Seeing this, Lu Qingming's face was extremely complicated. He came forward to pull me apart, but I slapped him open.

"Leave me alone!"

At this moment, I hate myself to the bone. If I didn't provoke long Xingyu, if I didn't know Tian Xingjian, or even if I didn't live in this world, how could these things happen now!

Every time I think about it, my heart is like being stabbed by a poisoned knife, and I feel sharp pain.

I don't know how many days I've been guarding Tian Xingjian's body without food or drink. I just remember that in the end, Tian Xingjian's body was almost smelly. Under Fu nianshen's forced pull, I was forced to leave.

As soon as I left Tian Xingjian, I couldn't sleep, eat or drink for several days. Finally, my body couldn't support me any more. I was tired and in a coma.

When I woke up, I was lying in bed, with tubes inserted into my body, and many wounds were treated slightly.

Trance for a while, and then I suddenly woke up, directly from the bed to sit up, want to pull out the body of these infusion tube.

However, the moment I sat up, I felt a huge force coming from my upper body and pushed me back.

When I was pushed back to bed, before I could see who the man was, I struggled to cry and cried. My voice was almost ready to cry.

"What about Tian Xingjian? What about Tian Xingjian? Where is he? What have you done to him! "

Hearing what I said, Lu Qingming sighed. His voice was sad.

"Tian Xingjian, he... Has gone to his native place."

Hearing Lu Qingming's words, I was struck by lightning. Even now, I would not believe the fact that Tian Xingjian was dead. It took me a long time to ask.

"When did the funeral begin?"

"Three days ago." Lu Qingming truthfully replied: "it was cremation. At that time, you were still in a coma. It was not convenient for me to wake you up, so I had to make a decision without permission."

When I heard that Tian Xingjian's funeral was over, I was silent for a long time. A person who really treated me well, but I didn't even catch up with his funeral, which was very unpleasant for me.

Lu Qingming was silent with me for a long time. After a long time, he turned around and brought me a box with a picture of Tian Xingjian on it.

"This is his urn. Please put it away."

After taking the urn from Lu Qingming's hand, I gritted my teeth and held it in my arms, as if I could feel Tian Xingjian's embrace.

"Ah Jian, I'm sorry, your revenge... I'll help you get it back! I'll help you find the one who shot you, too! "

Suddenly, I thought of a thing, I am now the closest one has gone, and I in this world, the only remaining family, is my own woman xiaorou.

Thinking that I had been in a coma for such a long time, xiaorou was placed in the kindergarten and was not in my sight, I was not at ease, so I quickly begged Lu Qingming.

"Qingming, can I trouble you for one thing? Would you please get xiaorou to me quickly? I don't trust her when she's out alone! "

Hearing what I said, Lu Qingming didn't hesitate. After nodding, he went to pick up xiaorou for me.

However, what I don't know at this time is that worse things are still to come.

It's absolutely impossible for me to walk out of the news of Tian Xingjian's death. I try my best to control my emotion towards this matter. However, just when I'm almost in control, Lu Qingming comes back, but he is alone.

My smile was stiff on my face, my heart was beating wildly, and I had a bad feeling.

"Where's xiaorou?" My voice asked dryly.

Hearing my question, Lu Qingming was silent. Seeing this, I had a stronger premonition and growled at Lu Qingming.

"You tell me, where's xiaorou?"

Lu Qingming still refused to answer, but the expression on his face had already explained everything. Seeing this, I was paralyzed on the bed.

I don't need Lu Qingming to tell me more. Xiaorou, something happened to her!!

After a long time, I summoned up the courage to ask, "xiaorou, what's wrong with her?"

"Do you really want to know?" Lu Qingming didn't answer me immediately. After a long silence, he asked.

"Yes." I nodded heavily: "I must know!"

In the end, Lu Qingming couldn't resist my persistence. He sighed and said anxiously, "then you have to be psychologically prepared in advance."

"Well." I clenched my lips, the tip of my heart was trembling. Although I said I was ready, in fact, I was not prepared at all.

Of course, when I heard the answer from Lu Qingming's mouth, I still couldn't bear the impact. I felt dizzy and almost fainted.

"Xiaorou, she... Was brutally killed."

I feel my world is whirling, but I still can't help fainting and ask.

"How... Was she killed?"

Lu Qingming didn't seem to notice the difference when I spoke. After hearing this, he continued.

"When I arrived, it was too late. All I saw was a bloody corpse, and even my face was scratched..."

When I hear what Lu Qingming said, I feel suffocation. Xiaorou, she is the flesh that falls from me. When I hear that she has been killed, can my heart resist the pain?!

"Now that the police are putting the case on file for investigation, I believe they will be able to give you an account!" Lu Qingming comforted me and said, but his tone was a bit bottomless. I could hear that he was also a bit bottomless about whether the police station could catch the murderer or not.

And I, even more sad smile, can catch can catch, it's just talk, if the murderer of xiaorou is long Xingyu they, can they be brought to justice?

As soon as I read this, all my thoughts were burning in my heart. Recently, the successive attacks have exhausted my body and spirit. For me, the news of xiaorou's death is like the last straw to crush the donkey, which makes me completely lose the hope of living.

Because xiaorou can be said to be the only family I have left in the world. It can even be said that this is the only thought I have left in the world.

Now, however, the thought is broken.

......

Seven days, seven days in a row. In the past seven days, apart from eating step by step, my brain has never thought of anything superfluous, just like a broken computer, which can't work normally.

Not only that, but even the doctor Lu Qingming called for me, I refused him to come near me and give me treatment.

My mind began to break down, and I began to fall apart bit by bit. I refused treatment because I wanted to remember everything that happened recently, to remind myself that I should always remember these hatreds.

After the collapse, I am at a loss about what I want to do and what I can do. During this time, I have been thinking, it seems that my life has always been controlled in the hands of others, just like a marionette, never living for myself.

Thinking about it, I gradually became numb. I felt as if I had suffered a disaster, which I should take for granted. Until at last, my whole heart was filled with hatred. I began to accept all this and try to come out.

Because I know, continue to decadent, there is no effect, I now want to do, want to do, is revenge!

Take what everyone has taken away from me and double it!

So the first step I have to do is to cheer up.

I did this very quickly. Although I have refused the treatment from the doctor Lu Qingming brought me, my body has healed a lot. Although the scars on my body are ferocious, they don't affect my walking.

However, on this day, when I proposed to Lu Qingming that I would go back, he flatly refused.

"In the future, it's not that I said that you are in such a state now. I'm really worried about you. I'm worried that you will be stupid and do something impulsive."

Lu Qingming frowned, and he continued with some worry: "and now you can't go back. Now long Xingyu has spoken on the road. As long as you dare to go back, he will fight against you without hesitation. I'm worried about your safety, so no matter what you say... I can't let you go back!"

After listening to Lu Qingming's words, my heart has no fluctuation. I just turn back to the room without expression. Since he won't let me go back, I won't force him.

However, he does not let me go, but it does not mean that I will be like he thought, obediently hide here, muddle along for a lifetime.

That night, I took advantage of the dark, when Lu Qingming fell asleep, with his own things, quietly went out, but I just walked out of the door, the light suddenly lit up.

Under the light, Lu Qingming's figure has already stood in front of me. When he saw me, Lu Qingming sighed.

"Sure enough, I knew I couldn't persuade you."