Love is really a long journey

Put him down and I was ready to go. As a result, when I was about to turn around and leave, the drunk Tang Tianqi staggered up, put his arms around my waist from behind, lay on my shoulder and told me not to go.

I had no choice but to know what to do, but the sudden news also made me breathless. I slowly turned around and helped him stand up. Looking at his face flushed, I still couldn't bear to help him to bed.

"I'm not going. Lie down and don't move. I'll get you a towel." Hearing me say that I will not leave, Tang Tianqi is very obedient and doesn't pull me any more. He just looks at me like that.

I wiped his face and neck with a warm towel, then poured him a glass of boiled water and gave him a drink.

Tang Tianqi's eyes have never left my face. He just looked at me like that. He suddenly put his arms around my neck when he was half awake. Such a distance makes people feel trance.

Tang Tianqi's thick eyebrows and big eyelashes flickered and looked at me with an expression that made me unable to move his eyes. In his eyes, he looked sorry and helpless.

Slowly, he wanted me close to want to kiss me, but I don't face away. As soon as I think of Tang Tianqi and other women having children, my heart is broken. I don't know how I can avoid his kiss without hesitation.

I clearly know that Tang Tianqi is also very sad. At this time, he may need my comfort, but I can't get through it. I can't get over the barrier in my heart.

When such a thing happened to me, I realized that the reason why Gu Xinyi was so specific about Xu Yuan at the beginning was that only through personal experience can I feel the same.

Then I pushed Tang Tianqi's hands away and left by myself. Tang Tianqi's pupils become dim, he Lengleng Leng looked at me, did not do anything, because he also knew that let me accept such a thing for a time is really a bit difficult, Tang Tianqi closed his sleepy eyes, let me leave.

I don't know what I should do when I get out of the hotel. I can't understand my emotions, but I just walk forward without purpose. I don't want to go home now. I want to talk to someone about my upset mood, so I lost my mind and called Gu Xinyi.

The phone rang for a long time, but no one answered. I hung up and was very sad. After a while, my mobile phone rang. It was Gu Xinyi who saw the phone I sent back to me.

"Hello, Xinyi! Where are you? Can you come and accompany me? " Just after getting through the phone, Gu Xinyi helplessly asked her for help. When she heard my sad tone, she quickly asked me: "what's the matter with you? I hear your tone is very bad. What's the matter with you?"

Listening to Gu Xinyi's concern, the grievances in my heart poured into my heart again, which almost choked me up. I tried to control my impending outburst and said to her, "I'm very sad now, I want to complain to you."

"Send me your address, and I'll come to you." Gu Xinyi hung up and went out wearing a coat.

I squatted on the side of the road with myself in my arms, and Gu Xinyi came quickly. Looking at me in a mess, I ran over and squatted in front of me, grabbed my hand and cared about me: "how can you make yourself like this? Well, let's stop crying. Tell me about it." I saw all the sadness in Gu Xinyi's heart burst out.

I suddenly hugged Gu Xinyi and cried in a mess. It's really selfish to love someone. Sometimes I even want him to hide it. I only allow myself to collect it and don't want to share it with any woman.

Now I'm like the child who has been shared toys by others. I'm so sad that I don't know what to do. Tang Tianqi, who I love, actually has a close physical contact with other women and a child. I feel so sad when I think about it. It seems that I'm going to suffocate.

"Xinyi, I don't know what to do. Tang Tianqi has children with others. What do you think I should do? What do you think I should do?" I really don't know what to do. I can only ask Gu Xinyi.

Gu Xinyi was stunned and thought: Tang Tianqi and others have children. If it is just found out that they have children, it should be a month ago. A month ago, Tang Tianqi lost his memory. How can Tang Tianqi have a relationship with other women so quickly during this period?

Gu Xinyi quickly asked me: "do you know who that woman is? How can you say that she is Tang Tianqi's child? He has been with you all this time?"

"It's the child of Tang Tianqi and Danae. Danae told me that it was before Tang Tianqi's amnesia. When I think of her proud appearance, my heart aches as if it were dripping blood. I feel sick. What should I do if I die?"

I cried and told Gu Xinyi about my situation. Gu Xinyi patted me on the back and comforted me and said, "I know. I know how you feel. Don't make yourself miserable because of other women. This time you also follow your own heart, OK? You've been telling me. This time you have to follow your own heart to make a decision. "

Gu Xinyi is right. All the great principles can persuade others, but I can't convince myself. I really love Tang Tianqi, especially, but the more I love him, the more I can't accept that he has other women.

"No, Tang Tianqi can't have other women. I don't accept it. I absolutely don't accept it." I am crying to Gu Xinyi to vent my emotions. She has been patiently calming my out of control emotions and holding me in a chair.

I have been holding Gu Xinyi crying, crying slowly fell asleep, Gu Xinyi looked at such me, the heart is not taste, the same is a woman, she did not understand my heart sad.

Seeing that I had fallen asleep and sent me back home, xiaorou, who was waiting for me at home, saw that I was helped in by Gu Xinyi and ran to ask what was the matter.

Gu Xinyi breathlessly said: "first help your sister to help your mother to bed, I'll tell you." After xiaorou and Gu Xinyi settled me down, Gu Xinyi made a shush gesture to ask xiaorou not to make any noise, so I took xiaorou out.

Gu Xinyi plays with xiaorou for a while. She looks back when it's getting late. Xiaorou comes in and sees a tired face and traces of tears on my face. She is very distressed. After covering the quilt, she goes to get hot water to wash my face.

Has been taking good care of me, and then I went to wash my face and brush my teeth, dragged my little body into my bed and slept with me.

I slept so much that I didn't even know when xiaorou and I were sleeping together. The next morning, before I woke up, xiaorou had already got up to find Tang Tianqi.

Because I talked in my dream all the time last night and questioned why Tang Tianqi was with other women in my dream, xiaorou thought that Tang Tianqi didn't want us, so she rushed to find Tang Tianqi early in the morning.

When I woke up, the sun was shining high. The light of the sun came through the gap of the curtain. The strong light stabbed my eyes and forced me to open them.

My eyes hurt a little. I narrowed my eyes and went to the bathroom. Looking at my red and swollen eyes in the mirror, I suddenly found that my clothes were changed into pajamas. I can't remember who changed my clothes last night. I washed my face with cold water and went to xiaorou's room.

I vaguely remember that Gu Xinyi sent me back. I know xiaorou will worry about me. I don't know if she slept well last night. I don't want my emotions to affect xiaorou and make her unhappy.

When I opened the door, I found that xiaorou's bed was neat. I thought how xiaorou had cleaned up her room so early. After looking around the bathroom, I didn't see xiaorou. I ran out and asked my aunt if she had seen xiaorou.

"Xiaorou, she took care of you and slept with you all the time yesterday. She got up early this morning and went out. She told me that she didn't want to ask you to have more rest. She went to Tang Tianqi and asked you not to worry."

Hearing me calling, my aunt came to tell me that I was sad. I looked at the pajamas I was wearing and knew that Xiao Rou had changed them for me yesterday. My eyes were wet.

The villain who should be taken care of took care of me all night, and went to Tang Tianqi early in the morning. I couldn't figure out what was going on, so I went back to my room to clean up and planned to find xiaorou.

Tang Tianqi, who was woken up by the knock at the door in the early morning, frowned with a headache. He was upset because of the fact that Danae was pregnant with his child, and wanted to make rude remarks when he heard the knock at the door in the early morning.

Cold eyes opened the door, see the door staring xiaorou ran up the gas, do not know when to disappear, quickly asked: "xiaorou, how you come so early, hurry in." Then she let xiaorou in.

As soon as xiaorou saw Tang Tianqi, she thought of my sad look last night. She was so angry that she went to fight with Tang Tianqi and asked him with a cry: "Why are you with others? Don't you want me to be with my mother?"

Tang Tianqi listens to xiaorou's words and knows the reason why the kid came to him early in the morning. He is willing to be beaten by xiaorou in this way and looks at the kid's angry face with his loving eyes.

"I must let you stay with your mother. You don't know how miserable your mother was last night. She loves you so much. Why don't you love her well?" Xiaorou's words pierce Tang Tianqi's heart.

He picked up xiaorou and sat down to calm her down for a while. He knew that his heart was pulled together when xiaorou said that I was very sad last night. He didn't want to make me sad.

Tang Tianqi thought that he couldn't make us feel bad for each other. He came out from home to find me. He just met me on the way to find xiaorou.

As soon as Tang Tianqi saw it, he ran over and hugged me. I tried to break away from him, but his strength was too strong, and my struggle was useless.

Tang Tianqi hugged me tightly and said: "I don't want us to go on like this any more. I can't bear this feeling for a minute. I love you!"