Love is really a long journey

I stood in the same place, I didn't know what I had done wrong, why all the people around me came to deal with me, even Aunt Zhang betrayed me at this time, let Tang Tianqi misunderstand me.

I feel very tired, I don't know where Tang Tianqi has gone, and I don't have the energy to think about him, because my heart has been damaged by his distrust.

I walk alone, my heart seems to lose consciousness of pain, let me feel a little difficult to breathe, I think back to the time I have come all the way.

Falling together seems to be predestined, which makes me unable to dodge. Unknowingly, my face has been covered with lines of tears, I do not know how a person is to go back to do not complain.

I went in, looking at the silent room, everything became gray, like wrapped in a layer of dust, my pale face suddenly pulled out a smile.

It seems that he is mocking himself and living such a life.

I went to my bedroom and fell asleep on the bed. I closed my eyes and curled up to sleep. I was so tired.

I didn't eat dinner, so I fell asleep. I had nightmares all night. When I got up in the morning, I found that my pillow was wet and there were tears in the corner of my eyes. I didn't remember what I had nightmares, but the feeling of heartbreaking still reverberates in my body.

I struggled to sit up and help the broken hair in front of my forehead, but I found that my stomach seemed to be making a sound. I felt my stomach, and then I remembered that I didn't have dinner last night. Looking at the alarm clock, it was almost eleven o'clock.

I got out of bed with a bitter smile and poured myself a cup of boiled water. I wanted to wash my face and eat something. It's all this time. Even if I don't want to eat, the little life in my stomach still needs to eat.

I sit at the dining table, delivering things to my mouth, thinking about yesterday. Tang Tianqi has not come back since he left yesterday. He may be disappointed with me.

But I was no less disappointed in him than he was in me. He didn't know how much his distrust of me hurt me now. He only believed other people's one-sided words and decided on me. He didn't come back all night. I was wondering if he loved me.

But when I came back to my room after dinner, I saw the note Tang Tianqi left for me on the desk, "take care of yourself.".

It turned out that he came back last night, but how could he leave without saying a word, leaving me a note of such a sentence.

After that, I slowly felt Tang Tianqi's indifference to me. Although he said that he would come back to see me every day, he spent a lot of time in his study after he came back. He didn't know what he was doing, and even his attitude to me was extremely cold. Sometimes when I asked him, he threw a few words lightly.

Let me swallow what I want to say to him. I don't know how long I can hold on to such a life.

Most of the time I am alone in the room, I always think wildly, because Tang Tianqi's attitude to me is very sad, gradually I began to sleep, the body is getting weaker and weaker.

Even so, I'm still worried about the baby in my stomach. Although I don't want to drink it, I still insist on taking tocolysis pills every day for the sake of my child.

This morning, I got up very late. When I walked slowly through the living room to the kitchen, I overheard Aunt Zhang saying, "what, is Miss Mumu sick today? She seems to be serious. I'll go there now. " I heard that Gu Mu seems to have a history of mental illness. I also heard Aunt Zhang say that she accidentally saw the past diagnosis when she was helping Gu Mu go through the hospitalization procedures.

I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment. Gu Mu was mentally ill. I stopped and quickly walked into the kitchen.

In the kitchen, I took things and recalled what Aunt Zhang had just said on the phone over and over again. I immediately thought of Tang Tianqi. If Gu Mu was really mentally ill, Tang Tianqi would stay with her all the time. If she was ill, Tang Tianqi would be the most vulnerable.

At the bottom of my heart, I thought: even if Tang Tianqi doesn't pay much attention to me now, Gu Mu would not like to see me, but I must go to the hospital.

I know that now I'm disgusting. Since I heard the news, I can't just sit back and watch Tang Tianqi get hurt.

I went to the hospital in a hurry after eating something. However, when I ran in, I found Gu Mumu sitting on the bed and chatting with Tang Tianqi. I was silly at that time.

I stood in the middle of the ward, and I didn't know whether to go further or step back. I just stood like that. It turned out that what Aunt Zhang said was not true, and I fell into their trap again.

Tang Tianqi didn't know the reason. As soon as he saw me appear in Gu Mu Mu's ward again, he thought I would do something to Gu Mu. With a black face, he was disappointed with me again. He yelled at me: "what do you want to do when you don't stay at home?"

I was dumbfounded again. Listening to Tang Tianqi's tone, I seemed to have committed some serious crime. What did I do wrong.

Tang Tianqi's words hit me on the head like thunder from the blue. I can't stand it any more. I asked Tang Tianqi in a loud voice, "what have I done wrong, do you want to treat me with this attitude?"

However, Tang Tianqi did not take my words seriously, and once again scolded me: "I have been very tolerant of you, you do not do anything to let me down."

I think it's ridiculous, disappointed

"You said that I did something to disappoint you. You never trusted me. You put all the mistakes on my head without asking me. Did you listen to me seriously?"

I completely collapsed. Tang Tianqi's cold violence these two days seems to me to be killing me, which makes me sad. But now he says that I should not let him down.

This word of disappointment has been in my life for two days. I deeply realized the disappointment of distrust. The hero who thought it was my armor made me fall into the deepest abyss again and again, but now I let him down.

Tang Tianqi with a helpless expression said: "I told you very clearly, I don't want you to hurt Mumu, but you hurt her again and again, I have been tolerating you, think you will stop, but you?"

The quarrel between Tang Tianqi and me became more and more fierce. I cried and cried: "how do you treat me these days? Although you come back to see me every day, you don't even want to say a word to me. Do you know my mood these two days? Your cold violence is the most lethal force for me."

I sneered a few times and said, "you don't know that I've been drinking tocolysis pills these two days, and you don't know how Gu Mu Mu treats me. One day she fell down the stairs. I didn't push her. She showed me off with a bunch of flowers. You gave them to her. I just wanted to throw them away. I didn't expect that she fell down the stairs on purpose, Your own sister, do you know what kind of person she is? "

I said a lot about my grievances, but in Tang Tianqi's eyes, all the emotions I vent are just my own unreasonable making trouble. He can't understand my emotions. He just thinks that I have done so many wrong things and doesn't know how to repent. It's very troublesome here.

Tang Tianqi said helplessly: "although I'm very angry with your way of admiring, I still love you. I can forgive you, but you have to understand the seriousness of what you do."

I think it's enough. After so many things, one by one, it's because Tang Tianqi doesn't trust me. Up to now, he still doesn't trust me.

I cry heartbroken, emotional agitation under the sudden emergence of a moment in my mind, a blank after fainting.

Tang Tianqi see dizzy I suddenly worried, quickly ran to crazy shake me, this just realized that now is in the hospital, just loudly called the doctor.

After a nurse heard this, she rushed to the emergency room. Seeing that I fainted, she asked Tang Tianqi to take me to the emergency room. Then the nurse went to inform the doctor.

Tang Tianqi looked at my face like dirt, worried that something might happen to me, until the light in the emergency room came on, and he was pushed at the door by the doctor.

Tang Tianqi anxiously walked back and forth at the door. He regretted his speech impulse when he just spoke to me, but now it's too late to regret. My repressed emotion in these two days has reached the limit.

Today, he was enraged by Tang Tianqi. After a while of busy work, the doctor finally put out the light in the emergency room, and a doctor came out.

Face serious to Tang Tianqi said: "you are the patient's family?" Tang Tianqi nodded and agreed: "yes, doctor, I am his husband."

"How did you become a husband? I don't know that my wife is pregnant now. I can't be too emotional. The patient's mood has always been too low. Coupled with various factors, the physical injury this time is too severe. It may be difficult to have children in the future."

The doctor's words poked into Tang Tianqi's heart word by word. He never thought that things would become like this.

When I was sent to the ward, he was always in front of me, full of guilt. I slowly opened my eyes and woke up. Seeing Tang Tianqi in front of me, I moved and found that I felt very uncomfortable.

Seeing that I woke up, Tang Tianqi quickly asked, "indifference, how do you feel? You just fainted."

Fainted in the past, I immediately reached out to touch my stomach, but I felt that my stomach was empty, "where's my child, is it gone?"

I asked Tang Tianqi excitedly. Tang lowered his head and stopped talking. I looked at his face and knew that my child must be gone.