Love Letter From The Future

605 – 7. Jealousy is my strength (105)

Numerous memories infiltrate between the folds of the brain. All of the permeating images were related to parting.

Did you say ‘wondok(怨毒)’?

The deep-seated resentment was nothing short of poison. The head and chest are dyed in black light and burned, and the hatred and murderous intent increases day by day.

All of this was the man’s feelings. It was also a duty to bear as a survivor.

He was a man who had witnessed countless deaths.

It wasn’t just important people. How many corpses were degraded to mere chunks of meat, unable to at least maintain their dignity.

This is unreasonable.

The man must have thought so. No, that’s what I was thinking.

The emotions she felt when she lost her loved ones came through. Like a river pouring through a crack in a collapsed dam, waves of pain sweep away my reason.

Yeah, looking back, there was a time like this.

It was after I received a letter from the future. Sometimes it was hard to hold back the anger and murderous intent that welled up in my heart, and sometimes the flames even burned my brain.

I’ve heard explanations about this.

‘It’s because the assimilation rate is too high.’

Perhaps the man had no doubt that I couldn’t handle her old feelings. At first, the commentary was taken with a bit of a twist, but at last I truly understood it.

It was a mind like a blade that had been forged during her years of not knowing how many years. Each jumbled memory was like a razor blade.

Can a human being sane with a razor blade slammed into a blood vessel in the brain?

No. It would have been the same throughout the entire continent.

Except for one, the man she had to endure all those wounds somehow.

But I had no choice.

The more I accept the man’s memories, the wider the range of skills I can handle and the stronger the power.

It was good even if it was just a temporary runaway. Then my body became a rag, and it was good that I never got up again.

If only I could kill that monster!

A tooth that had been clenched to the limit complained of pain. Blood welled up from the intestines and poured out into the inside of my mouth, but I didn’t stop even though I was bleeding.

Suddenly, a voice filled with relief tickles my ears. It was a plea moistened with tears and blood.

“De, I finally saved it… ….”

Two images overlap on the retina.

A girl leaning against a tree with her back against a burning grove, weeping.

A silver-haired woman staring at me with bloodshot eyes while she is stuck on the ground.

The boundary between me and the man’s memories is blurring. Scenes of the past, present, and future are mixed and invade the lens.

“…… My precious person.”

A meteor connects the sky and the earth.

The body, wrapped in a silver aura like flame, received a force that exceeded gravitational acceleration and was thrust down. A tail of fire followed, and the vampire raised her hand and immediately clashed.

A roaring sound, the exploding ground, and fragments of blood-red magic form a beautiful harmony.

The first is competition.

The vampire hurriedly put up a bloody shield and took a couple of steps backwards with a surprised look on her face. Blue eyes stained with bewilderment were looking at me.

A look in his eyes that made it hard to believe that he was on the same level with someone like me.

As it should be. My body, which hit the air once more, was fired once again with an exclamation.

Kang, Kang, Kang!

Seven blades of sword light explode as soon as they land, and the golden sword that reaches its climax blocks all resistance.

The three stems cut off the swinging arm. Another three lines subdue the remaining right arm, and finally one stem goes to the left shoulder.

Kagak, the blade dug into the left shoulder with a noise like metal rubbing. It stuck, but it was shallow. The vampire’s kick hit my pit right away.

“Keuk…… !”

I gasped and gasped, but the only one who moaned was the vampire.

It was because my body, which had been hit in the pit of the stomach, pulled the woman’s legs as if hugging them.

An application of moon flipping, ‘inserting hell’.

Squeeze your muscles as if twisting your body. The body of a woman rises in the air with only the strength of her body in the empty air, and then plunges back to the ground.

Wood groaned and the sound of her leg bones being crushed.

A cry of astonishment erupted from the vampire’s mouth along with drops of blood.

“This, no way…… !”

Koo-ung!

Crude earth trembles, rising dust, and cracks were appearing all over the already sunken ground. Of course, the vampire hadn’t been quiet for a while.

Pak.

My right arm just bursts out. Flesh turned into a handful of blood scatters like flowers.

Like sparks.

Another image flashes through my mind.

A familiar yet unfamiliar woman had collapsed. Dark blue hair and light green eyes, my teacher.

Unlike her usual, her mature body, what did I do in front of her.

She got down on her knees.

“…… It’s first.”

“Sorry, sorry… sorry. Master.”

Crying, shaking her hands.

I am powerless. The painful memories pierce my heart like an awl.

“I am too late… Buy, buy and sell. Master too…….”

Why do I have to shed tears?

I am angry. Pain. My heart is twisted and my lungs are hot. The benevolent teacher’s smile was even more heartbreaking.

These are the people I loved.

I can’t protect even one, why?

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Nevertheless, the master laughed without a hint of resentment.

“…… You are an ugly great disciple.”

Boom!

With a strong shock, the vision returns to the present. My body was already dancing a dance of blood and death, regardless of my consciousness.

As the vampire plunged down, her left arm caught the sword protruding from the shock and struck again.

A definite feeling was transmitted to my hand. It felt like the tip of a knife was digging into my stomach, albeit slightly.

But it was shallow. It was because the vampire had grabbed my sword with both of her hands before that.

The woman laughs.

“It’s a pity, I wouldn’t have known if her right arm was intact… Kid, no now… ….”

Noise.

All kinds of memories are jumbled together, causing noise in the eardrum.

“…… Should I call it? It is awakening very smoothly.”

A trembling voice is squeezed out of the lungs filled with blood and evil.

“Yes, you… ….”

I killed someone dear to me.

I wanted to say that, but the language was unrefined as if something had blocked me. Even if the blood flowed out and the airway was blocked.

I had no choice but to pull out the hatchet in anger.

There was no time for the vampire to pull out the sword.

Boom!

Like a hammer and chisel, blood gushed out as the hatchet struck the sword handle. From the vampire’s mouth and from my severed shoulder blade.

Then the vampire smiled white.

“Puch, heuk…ぅぅ… Are you trying to kill me?”

Yes.

I muttered inwardly as if spitting out, and struck the sword with the hatchet several times.

Boom, bang, bang!

Every time that happens, drops of blood are scattered and the ground is dented by several inches. The blade cuts through the woman’s palms and pierces them deeply.’

The vampire’s laughter mingled with the sound of vomiting blood.

“Aha, kuh… cool, cool… Ahahahaha! This, this was the price you had to pay… Kek, Kek… Ahahahaha!”

I don’t really like that smiling face.

Thump, I threw the hatchet down with all my might. The muscles that squeezed the strength beyond the limit trembled and could not support the handle. My baby bottle bounces off into the sky and turns pink.

But the goal was achieved.

Fu-uk, and the blade completely penetrated the abdomen. My hand grabs the shoulder of the woman who spews blood like a fountain, and I squeeze her all out and throw it away.

There was no sound.

The world was quiet despite a heinous and brutal incident in which a blade penetrated from the abdomen to the lower part of the body. There was only the splashing of blood and the sound of a woman’s body getting stuck somewhere.

I was also not safe.

Stumble, and as soon as she stumbles, her body falls to her knees at will. Her vision was blurry because she had lost so much blood. Reason like dust suddenly asked himself.

Why don’t you die?

No matter how high an expert you are, there must be limits. I wasn’t dying.

On the contrary, I could feel the bubbling and boiling sensation at the cut site. A sensation separate from phantom pain.

Anyway, it didn’t matter.

My goal was to kill that monster.

It was fine to sacrifice anything for that.

I kill.

I have to.

As determination or insanity took over me, my body stood on the ground again. A step steeped in hatred and intent to kill is one step, two steps.

The moment he was about to kick the ground and get shot.

Hook.

“…… It’s first.”

The voice tickled my ears with warmth. A small, slender arm was pulling me.

I should be able to easily shake it off.

I have to do that, huh.

My strength went out of my body. The arms that hugged me even more strongly as I was about to fall down.

That tone was clearly mixed with crying.

“Stop, stop… Go, hardship… You have suffered a lot.”

My consciousness fades away.

This was not my share to settle.

A man who was crying in the Great Forest.

His memories flood again. So, I wasn’t the one who made fun of my lips at will.

“Master… ….”

Following the teacher’s guidance, the man quietly laid his body on the lap. Clear tears dripped and wet the man’s face.

Like warm rain water.

Even the great witch who looked down on her man couldn’t understand herself.

It was a somewhat confused expression, but it seemed that there was no way to control the mouth that moved freely.

Just like me.

Even that was only for a moment.

It might have been instinct. In the ‘boundary’ where the past, future and present are mixed, the great mage decided to make the best choice.

I decided to leave my body to an unfamiliar personality.

The woman smiled as she remembered that day.

“…… Have you been at peace?”

It was an unexpected reunion of priests.