Love Me Oh Dear Prince

so miss Natalie you're moving from the servants quarters to the room next to mine.. prince Elliot said after my dad left,...also your dressing code is going to change, you will be dressed more fancier but you will still be my secret slave if you know what I mean...

I listened to his rambling praying that he would finish soon so that I could go and cry the tears chocking my throat,I mean I was never allowed to even visit my mom's grave and now he's marrying me?my own father betrayed me when he started gambling and now he's sold me to this cruel prince.i mean women throw themselves to him only to be hurt and used like trash and now me and him are having a trial marriage,I can feel in my gut that he only views women as slaves and sėx toys.

Dear I hope to never fall for him,if only I knew that this prayer wasn't gonna stand,my traitorous heart would betray me and love him after getting to know him.....

After his words grumpy was called to go collect my things and move them to the room with privacy and after my merger belongings were delivered I threw myself on the bed and cried myself to sleep.

All my pent up frustrations and tears from the previous months came forth and I wept an ocean...I slept after a fashion hopefully tomorrow will be much more endurable.