Love or not: abstinence ceo flirts with addiction

At this moment, shen ningxi was watching a movie in her room, trying to figure out her acting skills. She was a sophomore in b university's acting department.

She was about to get up to open the door when she heard the knock, but she immediately sat down again.

The only person who would come to her house at this time was zhendong. She can't open the door for him.

Shen ningxi turned up the tv set by a dozen decibels.

She stared at the television, her mind slowly blanking out, and she no longer had the time to learn acting skills.

After a while, the sound of knocking on the door suddenly changed drastically, and then suddenly disappeared.

Shen ningxi turned off the tv and carefully listened to the commotion outside. It was so quiet outside that she began to suspect that at least the sounds she heard were her hallucinations.

Shen ningxi paced around the room anxiously.

After a dozen rounds, the emotions that almost drove her crazy eased slightly.

She lay awake on the bed with her eyes open. In fact, she knew very well that if she did not go out to take a look, she was destined to be unable to sleep tonight.

She sat up and walked to the window barefooted. She secretly lifted the curtain and looked down. The dim lights were hidden, and quan zhendong's car seemed to be gone.

The remorse is a little less, but the grief is multiplied.

When quan zhendong had chosen to marry someone else, she had made up her mind to bury this relationship deep in her heart and wait for time to let her forget it.

However, after two years, they met unexpectedly on the street, and the time fermented miss was on the verge of breaking out.

Tears welled up in her eyes. She did not forget that he had already become someone else's husband. She upbraided herself for the sentiment, but could not overcome or lessen it. Every time she tried to escape, quan zhendong had a way to make her love him more than ever.

If only she could be a little more selfish. So what if he snatched quan zhendong away? After all, he loved her.

However, she was not a bad woman. The occasional entanglement had already caused her to blame herself. How could she really do that?

She walked to the living room, turned on the lights, and then slowly walked towards the door.

She tried her best not to meet him, even though her thoughts were overflowing.

She only wanted to stand at the door and take a look. Perhaps, there was still his breath there.

She turned the doorknob and opened the door. Then, she met a pair of deep eyes. She looked so lost that he could see everything.

Before she could react, he had already pulled her into his arms. The cold aura on her body made her shiver again and again.

He hugged her tightly as if he wanted to rub her into his body.

He buried his head deep in her hair.

"Didn't you say I could come and see you when I really, really missed you? "Three points of affection, three points of yearning, three points of joy, and a hint of complaint.

Shen ningxi felt that her throat was a little hoarse and her eyes were slightly red.

"I mean, you can only come to see me when you really, really miss me. "

Quan zhendong tightened his arm," I miss you very, very much right now. "

When he saw yu qingwei today, he immediately thought of shen ningxi.

I heard that when I fall in love with someone, I feel like everyone is like her.

Shen ningxi took a deep breath and suppressed her surging thoughts. She said in a cold tone," you can go back." "

As she spoke, she pushed him away. Quan zhendong hugged her even harder.

"I was beaten out. Look at my head. "

Shen ningxi quickly broke free from his embrace. Looking at the bandage on his forehead that was still bleeding, she couldn' t help but gasp." Did she hit him? "

In city a, chen hanxue was the only one who dared to hit quan zhendong.

Could it be that she already knew?

Quan zhendong kissed her self-reproach eyes and comforted her," she did it, but it wasn't because of you. "

Shen ningxi looked at him anxiously.

"I feel dizzy after standing so long. I want to sit down for a while. "

Shen ningxi's hair was a little unnatural. She felt a sense of remorse rise in her heart. It was all her fault for hesitating for so long just now. He was injured but still stood outside for so long.

"Well ... Then come in. "

A faint smile appeared on quan zhendong's lips. Unfortunately, shen ningxi, who was holding him with her head lowered, did not see it.

Shen ningxi helped quan zhendong to the sofa in the living room. Looking at the wound on his forehead, she felt her heart ache.

Her persistence softened and she asked gently," how is it? Does it hurt? "

Quan zhendong was about to say that it didn't hurt, but when he looked up, he saw two white legs.

Shen ningxi was wearing only one of his shirts.although it was as long as her knees, the scenery between her legs was always faintly seen.his nose felt hot and he almost spat out blood in front of her.

He hadn' t seen her for more than a month.

For some reason, the words on her lips became," it hurts, my head feels dizzy. Can you rub it for me?" "

Shen ningxi did not doubt it and obediently sat beside him. Quan zhendong took the opportunity to lie on the sofa. Under his head was shen ningxi's leg.

Shen ningxi blushed, but she still mustered the courage to gently massage his temples.

Quan zhendong grunted. He then closed his eyes to enjoy the sweet and soft jade that he had finally obtained.

The two of them quietly enjoyed this rare and warm time.

Quan zhendong remembered that when they were together in the past, he used to rest on her lap like this. At that time, she was very shy and could blush even when holding hands for a long time. So, when he was resting on her leg, she was so nervous that her entire body tensed up. Her leg was as hard as a log, and he couldn't bear to leave.

Such a good time is gone forever, can only sigh that at that time only road is ordinary.

Suddenly, he felt a little sad. He suddenly turned around and buried his entire head in her arms.

Shen ningxi was shocked. She gently pushed quan zhendong's shoulder." Zhendong, what's wrong with you, zhendong? "

Quan zhendong let out a shallow snore. It wasn't easy for him to come in, but he didn't want to be chased out.

Shen ningxi stiffened. After confirming that quan zhendong was really asleep, she relaxed.

She stretched out her finger and gently stroked quan zhendong's eyebrows. He was only 28 years old, and there was a slight wrinkle at the corner of his eyes.

I remember him saying to her," what should I do? I am eight years older than you. You are only twenty-two when I am thirty." You're in your prime, and I'm gone. You don't want to kick an old man like me. "

She playfully flicked his finger and joked," then find someone older than you." "

However, she did not expect that a joke at that time would turn into a prophecy.

She wore very little, and after sitting for a while she felt cold.

She pushed quan zhendong away." Zhendong, get up. Don't sleep here. Go to bed." "

Quan zhendong opened his eyes in a daze and sat up. Shen ningxi led her to the bedroom.

After taking off his coat and shoes, shen ningxi covered him with a blanket and wanted to leave.

However, as soon as she turned around, someone grabbed her arm. As soon as quan zhendong exerted more force, she was pulled down by him.

Quan zhendong closed his eyes and rubbed the tip of his nose against her cheek. He sighed and said," do you still want to push me away?" Don't you really miss me at all? "

She understood that he was pretending to be asleep just now, but she could not bear to blame him.

She looked at him with her bright eyes and whispered in his ear," no. "

Her eyes were full of almond blossoms.

Hearing this, quan zhendong's heart skipped a beat, as if he was about to lose control of himself in the next second.

"Not what. "

She reached out to caress his cheek and said gently," no ... I don' t miss you." "

Her eyes were so bright that they seemed to contain starlight all over the sky.

She had thought that the feeling of suffering would be a little better when she was missing him, but she had not expected that she would be even more eager for his embrace.

She bit her lip and looked at him with some grievance. It was all his fault. If that person was not him, why would she need to be so capable?

Hearing her sudden confession, quan zhendong's lips curved into a sweet smile. His heart was filled with excitement as he whispered in a hoarse voice beside her ear," xiao ning, give it to me." "

"But your body ..." Her eyes were filled with worry.

"I will let you know whether my body works or not. "

Not allowing her to reject him, his overbearing lips kissed him forcefully, and the two of them were tightly pressed together without any gaps.

Shen ningxi tightened her grip on the bedsheet under her body nervously. All the cells in her body exerted their strength at that moment, and her body was as hard as a stone.

In the silence, she seemed to hear quan zhendong's laughter. Then, he whispered in her ear," relax." "

However, she did not know how to relax. As long as he touched her, she would be extremely nervous.

She opened her eyes wide and looked at the handsome man in front of her. He was also looking at her, his eyes filled with deep love and intense love.

Her heart sank and she couldn' t love him. She couldn' t let go of him, so it was probably the truest portrayal of her mood right now.

She half-closed her eyes, reached out and gently hooked her arm around his neck, then leaned forward and kissed his lips.

She told herself not to think of anything as long as she remembered that they were in love. It doesn't matter if you fall into the abyss in the next second. Quan zhendong was stunned for a moment before kissing her even more passionately.

He unbuttoned her shirt with a slight shiver, and his breath grew stronger

It was late at night and she finally fell asleep.

Quan zhendong hugged her tightly. His body was obviously tired, but he didn't want to sleep at all.

He did not know when she would be lying in his arms next time.

It wasn' t that shen ningxi wanted to leave him that he didn' t know. If it wasn' t for that person, how could she let go of her pride and accept herself again?

He had been worried that perhaps one day that person would no longer need her and she would no longer need him.

He didn' t know how he could keep her by his side. Love? But his love is so ridiculous.

But if he let her go, he couldn' t do anything.

He did not know how he would survive in this life without her.

The sky outside the window gradually turned white, and he was about to leave ...

Chen lidong sent yu qingwei to the school as usual, but this time, before the school yu qingwei let him put her down, said he would walk over.

Chen lidong understood that she must be afraid of the school students to see, so in the vicinity of the bridge put her down.

Just as she was about to turn around and return, her phone rang. Zhou Qun said he'd like to have dinner with him tonight.

Chen lidong thought of what they said about driving the auction companies and was about to speak when he looked up and saw a boy riding a bicycle talking to yu qingwei all the time, as if he wanted to drive her.

Yu qingwei kept waving her hands and refusing, even turning back to look at herself secretly.

He could not help but snort coldly.

Zhou Qun, who was on the other end of the line, got a shock and asked," what's wrong? What's wrong?" "