Love or not: abstinence ceo flirts with addiction

"Your relationship with that person is the greatest help to you in continuing this mission. If you carry out it yourself, you will definitely be able to accomplish half the effort and the risk will be much smaller. If it were someone else, it would not be easy to gain that person's trust. You spent three years to gain that person's trust. Could it have taken six years this time ..."

"No ... Me and that person ... At first ..."

The past was complicated and complicated. For a moment, he was a little confused. He could not tell whether he was in reality or in a dream. The pain of being pricked by a needle came back.

He had thought that he had completely forgotten the past after experiencing such a huge event like yu qingwei. He did not expect that when he heard the news of that person again, he would still feel a little touched.

Wang feixiao didn' t pay attention to his soliloquy, but continued," that person is coming to city a soon. You know her best. If you still want to catch her personally, you should immediately return to the army and discuss the strategy of the battle." "

..."" Wang feixiao always knew how to beat him down at the fastest speed. He almost couldn' t hold on any longer. Not only did that person return to the country, he even wanted to go directly to city a?

She actually dared to come back?

Gritting his teeth, he tried to remain sober for the last moment." No, I already have a wife. "

"Fuck you, it's the deadline at seven tomorrow night! "After that, wang feixiao hung up the phone again.

Chen lidong rubbed his cheeks in pain. The two phone calls shook out all the memories that were about to be dusted off, and the past events became vivid.

"Hello, my name is yang jieran. Thank you for saving me. By the way, what's your name? "

Chen lidong. "

"Hehe, you don' t seem to like talking? "

...""

"Why don't you look at me? "

...""

"Is it because I am too ugly? "

"No ..." It was precisely because you were too beautiful.

...

"Why are you here? He looked coldly at her wandering figure downstairs.

"I ... I missed you a little, so I came. Why didn't you come to see me when you got back from the army? "

...""

"Chen lidong ... I have something to tell you ..."

...""

..." I realized that I might have fallen in love with you ..."

...""

'You must not refuse! This is the first time I've ever confessed to anyone. "

...""

"Hehe, if you don' t say anything, I' ll take it as a yes." She quickly planted a kiss on his face." This is an affectionate kiss. From now on, we' re boyfriend and girlfriend. "

...

"Why are you involved with the french money laundering organization? You were used by them, weren't you? "

She smiled bitterly." If I said no ... Would you catch me? "

..." No ..."

"Chen lidong, I won' t forget you because ... I really love you ... Whether you believe it or not ..."

He closed his eyes tightly and tried hard to shake those memories out of his mind. One of them was a soldier and the other a thief. They were destined to never get together.

If they really got together one day, it would only be in the opposite position, holding a sword and fighting each other.

He took three deep breaths and paced back and forth anxiously. Tomorrow night, seven o 'clock was the deadline. He must give an explanation to wang feixiao.

This time, he had been hesitating and struggling longer than the last time. Finally, he made up his mind.

A criminal could be caught by anyone. As long as he could catch him, it didn' t matter if he personally caught him.

The most important thing now was how to save xiao wei. He really couldn' t stand to watch her leave him again. He didn' t want to try anymore.

After the same time, he quickly walked towards mei yuqing's office.

Mei yuqing looked up at him, not expecting him to come back. After a while, she said," I thought you were gone. "

Chen lidong's expression was obviously tinged with anxiety as his fingers unconsciously tapped on the table.

Mei yuqing glanced at it, then asked indifferently," have you encountered something troublesome?" It's hard to solve. "

Chen lidong retracted his hand and said," it's okay. By the way, you haven't told me what that person's name is yet. "

"Her name is ..." Mei yuqing paused on purpose. "

"What is her name? "

"Yang jieran, her name is yang jieran. "

"Yang jieran? You said ... That man's name was yang jieran? Chen's face was plainly incredulous.

Yang jieran, how could that be? She was an international financial criminal, how could she be a psychologist?

There must be a mistake. Maybe it's the same name.

His adam's apple moved as he thought to himself.

"Yes, why, do you know her? Mei yuqing pushed the glasses on the bridge of her nose and said," if that's the case, that would be great. She would definitely make a move if her acquaintances came forward. Yu qingwei's illness might be saved. "

Hearing mei yuqing mention yu qingwei, chen lidong tightened his grip on the table. Didn' t he always think of a way to save yu qingwei? Why did she hesitate after knowing that it was yang jianran?

His mood was very complicated, and his well-organized thoughts were also disordered. Perhaps, he just didn' t expect to meet yang jieran again under such circumstances. He had always thought that they should fight each other.

"Are you sure she has treated cases similar to yu qingwei? He looked up at mei yuqing with a curious look in his eyes.

Even mei yuqing, who knew that she could read people's hearts at a glance, couldn' t understand what he was thinking at the moment, but her intuition told her that the relationship between yang jieran and chen li dong was definitely different.

She leaned over and clasped her hands on the table. This was a sign of a person who was not confident. She could only confirm what she was going to say by clenching her hands tightly.

"Actually, this is just a rumor. You should know that in the field of psychology, the patient's privacy is absolutely protected. It is impossible for anyone to reveal it. The cases that can be used as cases are all virtual or long ago. Mei yuqing paused." But it's better to have hope than not. Don' t you really want to give it a try?" "

"She can save yu qingwei? This temptation to chen lidong was too great. He even dreamed about how he could save yu qingwei. However, his reason and sense of mission as a soldier told him that he couldn' t. Yang jianran was a criminal. He had to personally catch her and send her to the international court of justice. This was the right choice.

Moreover, if a person like yang jianran knew that he had a request from her, he would definitely fire him. Mei yuqing also said that she didn' t care about money at all. Perhaps what she needed was something even more rare, or even military secrets.

If yang jianran really offered such a condition, he ... Would never agree to it.he couldn' t betray the country and the people.

There was a conflict between reason and emotion once again. A year ago, he was able to maintain his rationality and abandon his emotions because he knew that he was not deeply involved. However, now that that that that person was yu qingwei, he couldn' t bear to give up.

After more than ten years of military service, the word" mission" had long been deeply engraved in his marrow. Defending the country and protecting the people was his biggest mission. Could it be that he had to give up his mission for yu qingwei now?

Or ... Did he give up yu qingwei for his mission?

He knitted his brows in pain, and there was a fierce struggle in his heart.

Mei yuqing said indifferently," I can' t promise you that. I can only say that this is an opportunity. It all depends on your own will. "

Chen lidong had never thought that the choice between two and one would be so difficult. He wiped his face and slowly got up." I got it. I' ll think about it carefully." "

"Well ..." Mei yuqing hesitated for a moment, then said," you have at most three months ... Maybe not even three months, maybe even tomorrow. You ... Better make a decision quickly. "

..." I know ..."

"The earlier you make a decision, the less risk you will have. Don't delay until the end ... Even you regret it ..."

"Let me think about it again ..."

After coming out of mei yuqing's office, chen lidong went out of the icu again and looked at yu qingwei, who was lying inside with infatuated eyes.

She fell asleep quietly. She could not feel the hustle and bustle of the outside world at all. She hid in her own little world and lived comfortably every day. He did not know if this life was what yu qingwei wanted.

Although, she was already so tired of this dirty and dark world.

"Xiao wei ... It's cloudy today. It's raining outside. It's dark ..."

"Do you like sunny days or cloudy days? "

"Whether it's sunny or cloudy, wake up and take a look, okay? "

He sighed deeply. He would talk to her like this every day for a while, but she had always listened quietly and never responded.

She could not feel the frustration of the outside world, so naturally, she could not feel his sadness and happiness.

This feeling of loneliness filled his heart. He thought that as long as xiao wei could stay, he would be satisfied. However, when he found out that she could only live for three months, he was not willing to let her spend the last time of her life on the hospital bed. He wanted her to wake up and take a look at this beautiful world. He wanted to feel the warmth of the sun, even the cold of the snow.

"Little wei ... Tell me ... What should I do? "

"I love you ..." He wanted to kiss her deeply through the glass, but tears of guilt covered his face.

At this moment, a hand gently placed on his shoulder. Chen lidong paused and immediately turned his head.

Mrs. Chen was standing behind him.

He wiped his tears and then said in a hoarse voice," mom, are you here to see xiao wei? "

This seemed to be Mrs. Chen's first time visiting yu qingwei.

A hint of awkwardness flashed across Mrs. Chen's face. She glanced at yu qingwei's bed and asked casually," how is she? Is she any better? "

"The doctor said that the situation ... Is more optimistic than before. It's just the possibility of waking up ..." At this point, he couldn' t continue. The smiling and dancing yu qingwei seemed to only exist in his memory. The way she lay there was so quiet that he almost forgot the smile on her lips.

"Sigh ..." Madam chen sighed and looked at chen lidong's thin face. She couldn' t help but shed two tears." If I had known this would happen, I wouldn' t have agreed to you two being together. "

Chen lidong didn' t say anything.who knew about fate?

"Li dong ..." Mrs. Chen hesitated. After all, yu qingwei was still lying inside. If she really wanted to see her in front of her, she couldn' t say anything.

"What? Chen lidong narrowed his eyes, and his deep eyes quickly flashed by something. He had a feeling that madam chen must not be here just to take a look at yu qingwei.