Love or not: abstinence ceo flirts with addiction

Quan zhendong's expression was unfriendly as he said," from now on, you don't have to worry about my matters anymore and you don't have to bother with following me. "

Chen hanxue sneered and said," actually, I am the one who is really cheap. I know that only that b * tch in your heart is still so ... So ..."

She's getting a little tongue-tied.

"Ha, what kind of man do you think I' m so good at? Why do I have to pester you? Quan zhendong, what do you think is good about you? You don't have a heart. I wouldn't even look at me. "

"Since you know it's like this, why don't we split up earlier so that we don't torture each other. "Consider the divorce," quan zhendong said. "

"You want to divorce me? Chen hanxue could hardly believe her ears. "

As he spoke, he started to get emotional again. Quan zhendong frowned," I'm not divorcing you. I'm asking for a divorce, okay? "

"No," chen hanxue rejected loudly." You can' t divorce me. I won' t let you go with that little demon. Don' t even think about it. Unless I die, it's never gonna happen. "

She spoke with determination, as if she was going to fight to the end.

Quan zhendong's back, which was originally straight, suddenly bent when he heard her words. He couldn't help but feel depressed.

He closed his eyes, and then said in a voice so sad that he could not extricate himself:" you don't have to die, I die, it's all right! "

Chen hanxue's lips trembled as she looked at quan zhendong in panic," w-what did you just say? "

Quan zhendong pulled out his medical record and handed it to chen hanxue," take a look. I just got it." "

The results of the bone marrow puncture are back. He's ... Diagnosed with leukemia.

Chen hanxue's hands trembled. For some reason, she was very unwilling to take the medical record. She felt that something bad was about to happen.

However, quan zhendong's hand was stretched out as the medical record stood naked in front of her.

No matter how unwilling she was, she still reached out and took the medical record over. After taking a few deep breaths, she found that she couldn' t even breathe. Her hands trembled and she opened the medical record. When the words' leukemia' were introduced into her eyes, her pupils shrank. She couldn' t wait to look at the second time. She quickly closed the medical record, her eyes flashing with fear." This ... This isn' t real ... How is this possible? "

"Ha, I hope that's not true, but ..." Quan zhendong closed his eyes with a bitter smile." I hope that in the last time of my life, I can live a little more freely. You will fulfill me, right? "

Chen hanxue was so shocked that she took a few steps back. Her exquisite makeup could not hide her haggard face at all. Even her lips were pale." You ... You would rather die than stay by my side? Quan zhendong, do you really hate me that much? "

..." I just want my freedom back. "

"Freedom? Where are you not free? I never ask about your business, what you want to do. There's ... There's only one thing I'm against, and that's you can't have another woman, is that too much? Chen hanxue cried as she spoke. The more she thought about it, the more aggrieved she felt. She sobbed so hard that she could hardly stop." It's fine if you find a good woman. What are you looking for? She's already sold you out and you' re still obsessed with her. She even went to secretly look at her ..."

"I' m sorry for this ... I' m sorry for you, and I' m even more sorry for xiao xi. So ... I' m suffering from this illness. It's a punishment from god." "But, even if you don't agree to me, I still want a divorce. This is my last wish. "

"No way! Chen hanxue bit her lip, tears welling up in her eyes." I won' t leave you. I can' t let you ... Leave you alone for the last part of the journey. I want to stay and take care of you." "

"Thank you," quan zhendong said sincerely, but he sighed as he continued," but this isn't what I want. You can say that I'm heartless or heartless. I just want to get rid of this life. "

..." You ..." Chen hanxue felt that she had been greatly hurt. She gritted her teeth and said fiercely," I hate you! "

Then he turned and ran away.

Quan zhendong did not look back at her. Perhaps this ending was a relief for everyone.

However, the moment he stood there, he suddenly felt a little confused. The world was so big that he did not think of home. He did not know where he was going next.

He sighed sadly and turned around to leave.

However, before she could take two steps, a powerful impact suddenly appeared on her back, and someone wrapped his arms and legs around her.

He had a shock but he jumped.

To look back and see who it was, the man who hugged him from behind suddenly shouted," don't look back, don't look back. "

He froze there immediately.

He didn' t need to look back, but he knew from the sound that shen ningxi was holding him.

Quan zhendong did not dare to move, nor did he dare to turn around. He stood stiffly with his back straight.

The night wind was getting stronger and stronger.

His heart thumped wildly, and he couldn' t believe that the person who had been thinking of day and night would appear by his side like this.

The despair that she had just learned of her illness was swept away, and the corners of her mouth couldn' t help but curl up in a silly smile.

The person you love is right beside you. There is nothing happier than this. Even if he dies in the next second, he won't feel sorry.

This winter was not as cold as she had expected.

Shen ningxi hugged quan zhendong's waist tightly from behind. Even though her hands were red from the cold, she refused to let go. Her face pressed against his back. She suddenly felt that the man had lost a lot of weight. Even if he was wearing a thick winter coat, she could still see that he was skinny.

He had bought his own coat for him and could still remember the happy look on his face when he received the gift.

However, the clothes that fit her well in the past were now empty ... The tip of her nose suddenly turned sour, and her warm tears started to wet her eyes.

He must have been unhappy to hear such harsh words.

He was so stubborn that he wouldn' t let go even if the pain was so painful.

But wasn' t she the same as him?

When lying on the bed, she tossed and turned, thinking about him constantly in her heart. She scolded herself for not being able to stand up to him while thinking about him.

Unable to sleep, she stood up and looked out at the night sky. However, she realized that he was standing downstairs and had no time to think about anything. She ran down in her slippers, afraid that she would never see him again.

The body is cold, the heart is hot, the tears are cold, the blood is hot.

She hid behind him, sobbing.

Hearing her cry, quan zhendong moved a little. Then, he wrapped his arms around her waist and used his hands to warm her hands. Even though his hands weren't warm at all.

In a low voice, he seemed to be afraid of scaring away the butterflies who were resting on the flowers. With great care, he asked," what's wrong with you?" "

In front of her, he had never put on airs and had a cold expression. He did not even dare to speak loudly. He was no longer the powerful director of customs, but an ordinary man in love.

Shen ningxi did not say anything but slowly pulled her hand out of quan zhendong's hand.

Quan zhendong unconsciously exerted his strength. He wanted to hold her hand, but he wanted to hold on to this moment.

Shen ningxi paused for a moment.

However, in the end, she pulled her hand back and said," don' t look back, but I immediately turned around and left."

The temperature behind him suddenly disappeared. Quan zhendong took a deep breath in his heart. He didn't turn around but shouted," wait a minute!" "

Behind her, there was no sound of footsteps stepping on the snow. Shen ningxi seemed to have stopped.

"Xiaoxi, what are you thinking? Why are you here? Why didn't you say anything when you came? Without saying anything and leaving again? Xiao xi, you ..." He could hardly continue, probably because the wind was too strong and it was too cold, freezing his throat.

"I' m sorry ... I don' t have anything to say ..." She sobbed as she tried to run away.

"You don't, but I do! "

Shen ningxi stopped.

"I have a lot to say to you," quan zhendong took a deep breath and quickly finished his sentence." Do you remember last year's day? We're supposed to do nothing, not listen to anything, just live for the two of us? "

Of course, shen ningxi remembered. She thought that she would never forget that day for the rest of her life.

Quan zhendong slowly turned around and looked at shen ningxi's back. He said hopefully," can we do the same today?" Consider it ... Consider it a new year gift from you. "

He didn' t tell her about his illness because he didn' t want shen ningxi to worry, and he didn' t want her to stay by his side because of sympathy.

They have left too much regret between them, to the end, always seize some good.

Time seemed to be at a standstill. The waiting time was extremely slow, and every second was exceptionally long.

When quan zhendong almost thought that shen ningxi would reject him, she slowly turned around and smiled at him. Her red lips moved slightly," sure." "

Quan zhendong laughed as well. He walked steadily towards her and opened his arms.

Shen ningxi tilted her head and looked at him before throwing herself into his arms with a laugh. The two of them embraced each other in the snowy sky, forming a unique landscape.

Quan zhendong accompanied shen ningxi back to the ward to pack her things. While quan zhendong was not paying attention, shen ningxi sent a message to xiao wei telling her that she and quan zhendong were going to a place far away. She asked her to take care of yu tong.

The two of them got into the car. Quan zhendong took out his phone and shook it. He then removed the battery and threw it in the back seat of the car.

Shen ningxi turned off the phone with a smile and threw the phone away like him.

Shen ningxi asked," where are we going?" Are you still going to that place you went to last year? "

Last year, they spent their time in a house on the outskirts of quan zhendong. Only the two of them were quiet and beautiful.

Quan zhendong couldn't hide the smile on his face. He smiled and said," no, let's go to the same place. "

"The same place? What old place? "

"Our home. "