Love or not: abstinence ceo flirts with addiction

Shen ningxi looked at his back and touched her forehead. She looked at the air conditioner in confusion. Was the air conditioner broken? Why is his lips so cold?

Quan zhendong walked into the bathroom with steady steps. He couldn't see any problems from behind.

However, the moment he closed the door, he collapsed. If he hadn' t leaned against the wall, he would have fallen.

Shen ningxi was worried and followed him.she knocked on the door and asked," what's wrong with you?" Is something wrong? "

Quan zhendong let out a deep breath and his breathing became extremely difficult. He swallowed hard and said with great difficulty," it's nothing ... I'm just a little tired. I want to take a little longer ... You can go to sleep first. "

Shen ningxi listened to his low voice, but it was still powerful. It didn' t look like he was sick, so her heart relaxed. She said," then you can wash. If you need anything, call me." "

Quan zhendong leaned against the wall and rested for a while. After recovering some strength, he slowly stood up and slowly moved to the bathtub.

Shen ningxi had already put the bath water in place and the temperature was just right.

He lifted his hand to unbutton his shirt, but his hands were shaking all the time. He did not unbutton any of them after a long time. He simply allowed himself to fall into the bathtub and let the warm water cover his entire body.

After lying in the hot water for a while, the horrible cramp in his abdomen finally healed. He took off his wet clothes one by one, but he saw that his body was covered with bruises of all sizes. The bruises were blue and purple, which were particularly scary. The most serious part was the one on his leg. It was left behind when it hit the corner of the table. It was already dark and there was even a faint trace of blood on it.

Those wounds looked ferocious, but they weren' t serious. The reason was because of the damage to the immune system caused by leukemia, and his body's ability to repair was reduced. He was especially vulnerable, but it wasn' t easy to recover. Even if he had just lightly knocked on the wound, it would become such a serious bruise. Perhaps a small cold would kill him.

He closed his eyes, not daring to look at the bruises. Because he felt death approaching. However, he didn' t want to die yet. He didn' t want to die at all. He couldn' t bear to part with shen ningxi.

Quan zhendong dawdled in the bathroom for a long time. When he came out, he even buttoned up all the buttons on his pajamas because he didn't want shen ningxi to see the horrible marks on his body. Fortunately, shen ningxi was already asleep.

Shen ningxi originally wanted to wait for quan zhendong to come out, but she was too tired and soon fell asleep.

Quan zhendong let out a sigh of relief and gently got into bed.

As if sensing his presence, shen ningxi yelled," zhendong ..." Quan zhendong lay down and gently pulled her into his arms." I'm here." "

Shen ningxi didn' t say anything else. She snuggled into his arms and fell asleep obediently.

Looking at the sleeping woman in his arms, quan zhendong slowly let out a breath. His tensed nerves relaxed slightly. He had already made up his mind. After returning, he would mainly do two things. One was to divorce chen hanxue and the other was to make a will stating that he would leave all his inheritance to shen ningxi.

It was already late at night, but he was no longer sleepy. He had thought that he could accompany her through every storm, but in the end, he was just passing through her life in a hurry.

She was only in her twenties, and she was still so young. Her life was still so long, yet he could only accompany her here.

He could no longer protect her, so he hoped that the money he had left her would make her live a better life, and then find a man who truly loved her and spend the rest of her life in peace.

"Xiaoxi ..." His fingers gently combed through her messy hair, his eyes filled with pain and affection.

However, shen ningxi, who was sleeping soundly, did not know that she was still sleeping soundly. Perhaps she had dreamed of something terrible, and her eyebrows suddenly tightened.

Quan zhendong quickly patted her back to comfort her and told her that he was by her side.

Shen ningxi leaned into his arms. Her face was full of dependence as she rubbed against his chest and continued to sleep.

Quan zhendong wrapped his arm around her shoulders and rested his chin on top of her head as he looked ahead confusedly. Shen ningxi was a very insecure person.she would be shocked if a wild cat jumped out from the side of the road. In the past, although he laughed at her for being timid, he would always stand beside her and protect her.

But in the future, I'm afraid I can't. She's a human being again.

"Live a good life ..." This was his last hope for her.

After staring at it for the entire night, the night sky outside the window gradually turned pale. Thinking of driving back to city a, he had to close his eyes and rest.

If parting was meant to be, it would be useless for him to ask for it. He could only wait for that moment to come.

The next day, when she heard that they were leaving, the old woman couldn' t bear to leave. She held shen ningxi's hand and kept saying," why did you leave?" How about a few more days? Don't hurry back! "

Shen ningxi didn' t say anything, but she tilted her head to one side and secretly wiped her tears.

Quan zhendong said," ah po, we also want to stay for two more days, but we can't. There are so many things over there. We have to hurry back." "

"On the first day of the new year? No, tomorrow? "Ah po thought it was very particular, what you were doing on the first day of the new year, and what you were doing all year. If you are busy, you mean busy all year. If you go on a long journey, you'll be out all year long. This was not a good sign. She would not allow anything.

Quan zhendong also wanted to stay for two more days, but he was afraid that his body wouldn't be able to handle it. If he had another attack, he would probably scare the two of them.

After thinking for a while, he said," ah po, I promise to see you next spring festival, okay?" "

Next spring festival? The promise was so far away that the old woman was naturally dissatisfied." Can't you just stay one more day?" Just to be with an old woman like me? Xixi, what do you think? "

She turned to ask shen ningxi.

Shen ningxi was already hesitating. Ah po was so sincere. She really couldn' t find a reason to refuse.

But quan zhendong refused," I really can't! "

He said firmly without any hesitation.

Shen ningxi's expression changed. A hint of sadness flashed across her heart. Could it be that he really couldn' t wait to leave her? So yesterday's tenderness was actually all her imagination?

Seeing that quan zhendong was so determined, the old woman knew that no matter what she said, it was useless. She could only say," the spring festival is too far away. Let's wait until the lotus blooms in front of the pond next year." "

Quan zhendong glanced at shen ningxi. When the lotus blooms in front of the pond next year, he didn't know if he had the energy or if shen ningxi would be willing to come with him.

"Good. "Said he, with a slight smile.

The old woman nodded in satisfaction and reluctantly let them go.

After getting into the car, neither shen ningxi nor quan zhendong spoke. One of them was seriously thinking about something, while the other seemed to be driving seriously.

The old woman said that they couldn' t travel far on the first day of the lunar new year, or else they would drift away for a year. She didn' t expect that this sentence would really come true. In the following year, their lives would become unsettled. There was a storm that quickly swept over them.

The center of the storm was chen hanxue.

That day, after learning about quan zhendong's condition, chen hanxue suffered a huge blow. She was completely disoriented and staggered out the door. Then, she fell into a bar and drank until the sky and the earth turned dark.

She thought of many things in her mind. The first thing she thought of was her first husband. Her husband was her mother, Mrs. Chen, who helped her pick him out. In the end, he had been in prison for less than three years.

She was divorced and had a child. Those days were really dark, and so was she, living a life of drunkenness every day.

One day, she met quan zhendong at home. At that time, he was dressed in a straight military uniform and walked with a strong air. He was exceptionally sunny and energetic. Unlike chen lidong, he was tall and straight. His entire body exuded a refined and handsome aura, and his features were really picturesque.

She thought, if this was in the ancient times, quan zhendong was the kind of elegant young master that all the women admired. So, like an ancient woman, she fell in love with quan zhendong and even married him at all costs.

She thought that what she had snatched from her was really hers.

However, quan zhendong used his actions to prove to her that everything could be forced, but not a man.

Quan zhendong did not love her. He did not love her in the past, nor did he love her now, nor would he love her in the future. But what else could he do? That year, quan zhendong was like a seed that had been planted in her heart. Now that the seed had sprouted and grown into a huge tree, how could it be easy to pull him out of her heart? She would never allow anyone to snatch quan zhendong away from her!

Want a divorce? Hehe, unless she dies!

So this is the taste of love, sour, astringent, and very painful!

After another cup of strong wine, she had no idea where she was at all. She was dizzy and confused.

A man sat beside her, grabbed her hand, and hooked it around her shoulder.

She narrowed her eyes, but could not see the man at all, so she waved her hand. Watch me ... Watch me ... Call my husband ... Teach you a lesson! ! ! "

As she spoke arrogantly, tears streamed down her cheeks. She knew that quan zhendong would never come. He would never come to her side.

At the thought of this, she couldn' t help but cry. Tears mixed with her eyeliner mascara flowed down, forming two thick black lines, which were scary and scary.

But the man was not scared away, but comfort:" it's okay, I have you." "

Chen hanxue was in a daze. This man in front of her gave her a strong sense of familiarity. It seemed that she had met someone before. Could it be that he was someone she knew? Thinking of this, her body unconsciously relaxed its resistance.

The man added," let me help you upstairs to rest. You can't go home like this. "

Chen hanxue only heard the word" go home," and the other words were automatically ignored because they couldn' t digest it.

She nodded, then nodded drunkenly and said," yeah, okay ... Go home ..."

A strange smile appeared on the man's face.