Love or not: abstinence ceo flirts with addiction

"To be honest, after I left you, I just went back to my old life. However, my heart still throbs whenever I think of you. When I see the familiar streets, I will think of you. When I see the familiar food, I will think of you. I even see that I have walked a few streets with someone else because of my back view similar to you. In my thoughts, I became crazy and lost my mind. In order to save my dying heart, I immediately returned to the country after graduation. It was a bit embarrassing to talk about it, but I had no experience in doing business with others. My money had been swindled out, and I had to deal with the industry's hidden rules when I went to a modeling company. However, after that, I felt much better. At least, I didn' t have to worry about my livelihood. "Lin jie said her past without any disguise. Her attitude was very calm, and she did not feel embarrassed because of the past failures. This meant that she really let go and really grew up.

Bei tang yu rubbed his cheeks in frustration.

However, he thought that he was the only victim because he hated lin jie's departure. He had never paid attention to her whereabouts and had never allowed anyone to talk about her in front of him. Then, he had forgotten her through many different kinds of women. It was only when he met xiao xue' er who was somewhat similar to her that he finally settled down for a period of time. Then, when he met xiao wei, he decided to spend his life with her. But now, no matter it was xiao xue' er or xiao wei, there was a shadow of lin jie on her body. One looked like her and the other had a stubborn personality that refused to bow to fate. So, he really ... Never forgot her.

But xiao wei ...

"Then why ... Why did you come to me? It's fine if you continue to hide. You' re living a good life anyway. He could not help but feel a little angry at her for telling the truth so late and for making it so cruel. When he falls in love with another woman, it makes him feel guilty about her.

..." You don' t know. We once had a child. "Lin jie's smile was somewhat bitter, and her gaze on bei tang yu became hopeful." He's almost five years old. He's a boy. He looks like you. "

"What ..." Bei tang yu felt like he was about to be shocked to death by the waves of' surprises'. What else did he not know? Why did he keep everything from him?" Could it be ... That's what you said ..."

"That's right, I' m sure you' re very clear about the reason why I came to you. Your bei tang yu family has a rare type of eel allergy. When you were five years old, your first attack occurred and your second attack occurred at the age of 22. If the treatment is not timely, your life might be in danger. "

"Where is the child? "Asked the king hastily.

"I' m sorry ... The child was given away in his life ..." Lin jie closed her eyes in pain." I have no choice. If I had a way, I would never do this ... So I had to come to you ..."

Lin jie finally burst into tears. She was so sad that she drank half a bottle of red wine on the table. However, she could not stop her tears from flowing down her face. The surging tears were not only wet her cheeks, but also the heart of bei tang yu. His heart was overflowing with emotions and he could not calm down. He had no idea how to deal with the situation.

Turns out he already has a son.

"Every time I think of this, it hurts like hell. I only use alcohol to numb myself. If I could, if I had a way, I would never give up on him. It was my own flesh and blood. I would never forget the pain ..." Lin jie covered her face and sobbed. Her weak shoulders trembled helplessly, as if the flowers were going to wither in the winter.

However, bei tang yu no longer had the strength to comfort her.

After the shock, she couldn' t help but get angry. It was all her fault. Why did she refuse to come back to him after she had a child? Since she knew that she couldn' t support the child, why did she give birth to the child? She brought him to this world and abandoned him so easily. Did she ever think that the child would hate them when he grew up? Would he never be happy because of this hatred?

His reason was gradually concealed by this anger, and the hatred of being abandoned and ignored made him roar," why don't you tell me why? ! ! Wouldn't it be nice to have me? Or have you never believed me in your heart? Do you think I'm too incompetent to support women and children? In that case, why did you fall in love with me in the first place? "

Seeing that there was going to be a conflict, lin jie suddenly stood up and said," let's talk in my room. There are many people here." "

After that, lin jie stood up and walked toward the elevator on the other side.

Bei tang yu suppressed his anger in his chest and kept silent. He snorted and quickly grabbed lin jie's arm and dragged her into the elevator. He then locked her in his arms, as if he was afraid that she would run away.

"What floor? "

"1208." Lin jie leaned against the elevator, closed her eyes to rest, suddenly said," in the past, your first two door number is 12. "

Hearing that she still remembered such a small detail, bei tang yu couldn' t help but be stunned. The anger in the north hall became even more uncontrollable. He pressed his right hand on lin jie's body and tightly held her jaw. His eyes were cold as he said," back then, you were so determined to leave. Now, why do you have to keep saying and thinking about it? Lin jie, is it really that happy for you to play with someone's feelings? "

Lin jie was shocked at his brutality and then smiled bitterly." You said that time will not wait for others. It seems that you have never laid a finger on me before." "

Bei tang yu's fingers suddenly loosened, and when he realized that he had been influenced by her again, he could not help but angrily push her aside." Don' t tell me before, I used to know better than you. "

Lin jie smiled miserably." Then what do you want me to say? Now? Yours is now without me, and I have nothing to say. The future? Do you and I have a future? "

The atmosphere in the elevator was a little stiff for a moment, and the two of them stared at each other resentfully.

The elevator dinged, creating a crack in the dull air. The two people who were about to suffocate were finally able to breathe.

Lin jie quickly walked out of the elevator and opened the door with a swipe of her card. She did not look back as if she was sure that the north hall would follow her.

As she had expected, bei tang yu followed her without hesitation.

Lin jie turned on the lights, the wide floor-to-ceiling windows open, white screen windows in the night with the wind dance.

Although he had deliberately cleaned the room, bei tang yu was still sensitive to the smell of alcohol emanating from the room.

It was so airy and smelly that she must have drunk a lot before.

Bei tang yu rubbed his brows.

"Sit down. "Lin jie pointed to the sofa and said that she was here to talk about things, but the two of them had no intention of continuing the conversation.

"What did you think when you had a child? Why did you give birth to him, and then why didn't you come to me? ' He asked weakly.

"I don' t know why, but I guess I was too young at that time. Lin jie poured a cup of tea and placed it in front of the north hall yu before sitting down." But I don' t regret it. If it weren' t for this child, we would probably never see each other again in this life. You wouldn' t know how much pain I felt when I left you. "

Lin jie tilted her head slightly and leaned against bei tang yu's shoulder.

Just as bei tang yu was about to turn away from her, he hurriedly said," don' t, just let me lean on you for a while, just like before." "

Hearing her suppressed cries, bei tangyu was a little stunned. In the past, they used to like to sit on the bench by the lake with each other when they were in school.

The good memories of the past hit the softest place in the north hall yu's heart. He couldn' t help but reach out and wrap his arms around lin jie's shoulders. She seemed to be thinner than he remembered, and he couldn' t help but feel heartache at the thought of the pain she had suffered.

He couldn't help but comfort her," don't cry ... You deserve better. "

This was no consolation, it was clearly a soft knife. Lin jie's originally suppressed crying suddenly became uncontrollable crying loudly:" bei tang yu, you are a bastard, do you know?" I sacrificed so much for you, you gave me what, only endless harm, I hate you! "

Crying and pounding his shoulders.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. "Bei tang yu suddenly pulled her into his arms. Lin jie had always been a strong woman and never wanted to shed tears in front of others. The last time she cried was seven years ago. It was also his birthday that day. She gave him her gift back then. It was their first time. After that, she hit his shoulder and said that it hurt to death. At that time, he hugged her tightly in his arms and apologized.

Time seemed to return to seven years ago, when they were deeply in love with each other. At that time, he felt extremely happy just hugging her and kissing her.

Lin jie tear-stained eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings, she said in a trembling voice:" yu, I love you, only love you, really, only love you alone." "

The reunion was supposed to be a match of fire, but bei tang yu felt bored, as if he could no longer find the same feeling as before, especially when he looked at lin jie's face, which was full of tears, he actually felt a little fake.

..." En ..." Lin jie deliberately let out a low breath.

Bei tang yu pushed her away and said," have a good rest. I'm leaving." "

Lin jie's eyes flickered as she suddenly stretched out her arms and hugged bei tang yu's waist." Don' t go. Accompany me ... I don' t want to be alone." "

"I' m sorry ..." He couldn' t apologize to xiao wei.after saying this, he left without hesitation.