Love or not: abstinence ceo flirts with addiction

He did not know how much effort he had put in to control his desire to jump up and press her down when she quietly got out of bed. Only then could he resist the urge to pull her into his arms and beg her to stay when she opened the door. Only then could he suppress the crazy thought of running back to her after she got in the car.

However, he knew that he couldn' t stop her or else he would really force her into a desperate situation. How could he bear to? Therefore, he had no choice but to suffer alone and live a life worse than death.

He stood in the window for a whole night, staring at the direction of xiao wei's departure without moving an inch until the yellow sun began to rise in the sky.he finally realized that xiao wei really wouldn' t come back.xiao wei really made up her mind to leave him.

Endure the tears of the whole night so turbulent down, in the sun under the scattered sad color.

After getting into the car, xiao wei looked back at the window on the second floor as if she had sensed something, but she couldn' t see anything clearly.

She turned around gloomily and said to ye wen an, who was driving in front of her," I' m really afraid that if you don' t see the note I left for you, then my plan to escape for so long would be useless. "

Ye wen' an turned around and glanced at her." I' m exhausted tonight. I can' t wait to lie down when I get home, but that wicked ghost of the north hall yu actually poured wine on the cauldron. When I get home, I still have to force myself to change and bathe the cauldron." In the end, he saw the note that you had hidden on the big cauldron, so he was in a hurry to pick you up. "

Xiao wei couldn' t help but frown." I hid the note in your bag on the table. "

"Ah? I didn't open my bag! Ye wen' an asked in surprise. "

Xiao wei's heart skipped a beat, and she moved uneasily and then said with the corner of her mouth:" maybe ... Maybe I was hiding the note when big ding saw him and took the note away." Yes, it must be, don't you think? That's got to be it, right? "

Ye wen' an was silent for a moment. She remembered that when she went to deliver quan zhendong, she conveniently placed her bag on the countertop. The countertop was at least five meters high, and he couldn' t get the tripod.

She looked in the rearview mirror at the flustered xiao wei and couldn' t help but expose her self-deception." Could it be that bei tang yu knows about it?" "

"Impossible," xiao wei interrupted her sharply." Impossible, it can' t be him ..."

Ye wen' an frowned and said," I don' t understand. Can' t you just stay together like this? Why did she have to go through all this trouble? Wasn' t she tired? "

Xiao wei rested her hands on her knees and propped up her forehead absent-mindedly." Then why did you leave gu Kerrey in the first place?" "

Ye wen' an was speechless.

Xiao wei went on," because love is also because of hate." The more I love him, the easier it is to hate him for something he's done wrong. You know what, I don't want to hate bei tang yu I don't want to hate him, but I can't forgive him. The child is because he doesn't have it. Every day when I look at his face, I can't help but think that this man is the murderer of my child. The hatred has accumulated day by day. You know what? One night when I woke up from a nightmare and he was lying next to me, an idea flashed through my mind, killing him and killing him. I reached out my hand to strangle him, but he suddenly called out my name in his sleep, and I woke up and realized that I really wanted to kill him. I freaked out, and I drove him out of here like crazy. At the same time I had the idea of leaving him because I was afraid that one day I would wake up and see his body lying next to me, and I had a knife covered in his blood. "