Love The Psycho

''Well, if you didn't trust me you wouldn't have allowed me to be here at this moment with you, right? And I'm talking too much, right? I feel that I am talking too much? What is wrong with me? I'm not usually this talkative. You won't get tired of me, right? Off course you would. Even I am tired of myself talk'' August frowned and realised she had finished unbuttoning his shirt already.

August chuckled and stood up wiping her sweaty palms on her shorts. She leaned closer and removed Aaron's hands out of the shirt one after another.

Afterwards, she saw the cuts and sighed asking ''it must have hurt a lot, right? I'm sorry, Aaron Saint. Because of me…''

''August'' Aaron called her the moment she started tracing the cuts with her hand and her hands stopped moving. She turned and looked at him.

''Ehhhuh?'' August responded. Aaron had called her earlier to take her mind out of her self-condemnation. He didn't want to see her blaming herself for what happened so he decided to distract her by calling her name.

''I'm hungry. Can we hurry up and go and eat?'' Aaron said. August clapped her hands together and exclaimed.

''Oh, right. I'm sorry''. August put the shirt in her hand on the hanger and turned to face Aaron. She looked at his trousers and gulped hard on her saliva looking dazed. She tried to touch the belt but refrained her hands and looked at Aaron meeting his gaze.

Actually, Aaron was also watching her, waiting to see what she would do next. He was going to tell her not to force herself and do it if she didn't feel comfortable but as he opened his mouth to speak August Maijune looked up meeting his gaze. He was momentarily stunned to see her suddenly up-close.

''Can you close your eyes?'' August asked suddenly and flushed. Her face was crimson red even though her voice sounded serious.

''Ahh?'' Aaron asked stupefied.

''Or should I close my eyes?'' August paused before she continued ''Why don't we both close our eyes? That way you won't see anything and I won't also see anything either. As I promised earlier, I will be as careful as duck and not make you feel uncomfortable''

Aaron chuckled and she asked curiously ''oh, did you just laugh? Why did you laugh?''

''Actually, ducks are one of the most careless and clumsiest animals in the world'' Aaron told her seriously making August to keep mum shyly. She gave a rather awkward chuckle before speaking.

''Right! Ducks are definitely the wrong kind of simile to use. Ducks and careful don't go together. Why didn't I think of that?'' Aaron nodded and pouted his lips. ''In any case, I will be careful so let's close our eyes at the same time''. August said and closed her eyes immediately.

''August, I will close my eyes but you can open your eyes. I have a feeling that things will get a lot messier if you were to close your eyes. So, why don't I close mine instead. You need to see where your hands are going in order to be careful and to help me undress, isn't it?'' Aaron told her.

She hadn't even started yet and she was behaving this way, if they both were to close their eyes, Aaron was sure he would forget that he was sick and do something to her and scare her. He didn't want to scare her now that she was opening up to him.

August opened her eyes and looked at him interestingly and smiled saying ''you're right. I will need my eyes in order not to make a mistake. Why didn't I think of that? I'm really silly. Alright, can you close your eyes now? I need to hurry up and bring you the porridge''. Aaron nodded and closed his eyes. His heartbeat rising by the minute in anticipation of what the woman before him was going to do.

August breathed in and out before she put her hands on the belt and touched it. Beeps of sweat started forming on her face as she tried to unbuckle the belt.

Because she was so closed to Aaron, occasionally, their breathe would clash each other and they will both feel the hotness in their breath. August flushed crimson red as she finally undid the belt and removed it and heaved a breath. She turned and cast a look at Aaron as he had his eyes closed. A thought crossed her mind as she looked at his lips.

Yesterday, in the morning, was he going to kiss her? If he was, was she going to allow him? What if he really did kiss her? What kind of relationship would the two of them be in? Right now, they were not exactly friends neither were they enemies, so what exactly are they? She thought and sighed.

August felt she didn't understand herself anymore. First he was someone she couldn't remember, then he became someone she was worried about and now, he was someone she felt a strange attraction towards. In just a short amount of time, she had felt so many different emotions for this man, Aaron Saint.

Even though Aaron had his eyes closed. He could feel her eyes on her. How? Because she had suddenly become quiet and still. She was not moving but standing still. What exactly was she looking at? She was either looking at his face or his… but on a second thought, he could feel her hot breath on his face which made him come to the conclusion that she was looking at his face.

Aaron flickered his eyes not wanting to open them and come face to face with her, it will only make all the courage he had mustered in his self-control to come to naught.

What exactly was she looking at his face for? Did she find him attractive or what? Was she also feeling the same way that he did? He clearly remembered she didn't find him disgusting when he attempted to kiss her yesterday.

Even, ever since he came back, she didn't mind been in the same space with him. Was it because he was sick and couldn't do anything on his own? Did she take pity on him after seeing him this way or…was she starting to feel something for him.

Aaron wished he knew the answers to the questions he was asking himself but now wasn't the time. They were just starting to get close to each other again. She was beginning to treat him as someone close to her and he didn't want to cause them to be apart by asking her too much questions.

Right now, he was content with how she treated him. Let time take care of the rest.

August shook her head to clear her mind and looked down. She thought she could watch with her eyes and be careful but she realised her courage wasn't that big after all and she didn't dare look so, she closed her eyes and said to him ''can…can you lift your lower waist a bit so that I can pull your pants out?''. Aaron lifted his waist a bit and August held unto the top of his pants and pulled it out, as she did, occasionally her hands would brush against his skin but because her mind was already in a haze she didn't realise what she was doing, only Aaron was enduring the torture he was going through.

August pulled the pants out and sighed as she exclaimed ''done!!!'' she smiled and accidentally looked down into the tub and her whole body froze as she stared down. She saw his lower part erected and seemed to move in the tub. Her face heated up. This was the first time in her entire life that she had seen something like that and it was big.

Aaron opened his eyes and saw that August was looking at his erection. Aaron lifted his right hand and covered her eyes while the left hand pressed the lather water button of the shower. Slowly the foam came over and covered almost half of his body.

Aaron removed his hand and looked at her. August was still stunned by the sight and didn't move as the foam covered his body. She was still curious and as if possessed, she looked on until she heard his voice and realised her actions and flushed.

She looked away immediately and dared not look into the face of the man. She almost face palmed herself for acting so bold.

''You can go and reheat the porridge. Leave some changing clothes and a towel on the partition for me. I will try and change myself when I'm done''. Aaron said.

August stood up like a robot on command and nodded her head and turned and walked out of the room. Aaron looked at her retracting figure and went back to bathing without a word.