Love you in my whole life

On the way back, if Hao Chengsheng doesn't take the initiative to answer, Jiang Xinlu is mostly silent. He looks at her several times, but Jiang Xinlu doesn't respond. Finally, Hao Chengsheng can't hold his breath. "Why don't you ask Li Wei what to say to me?"

Jiang Xinlu smiles, "I'll listen if you want to." Her casual attitude is to learn from Chen Yu. In the past four years, she has been used to this kind of life style, not asking, not gossiping, not paying attention to the outside world, only focusing on her own affairs.

Hao Chengsheng doesn't know whether to tell her what happened online. If she doesn't know, why bother her? If she knows

Still hesitating, she said, "I guess what happened?"

Hao Chengsheng's heart sank slightly. "Do you know what it is?"

"I know."

"Know why not ask me?"

"It's not your post. What do you do?"

“……”

Hao Chengsheng was silent for a moment and said, "I'm sorry."

"No, I'm sorry. It's none of your business."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it."

Jiang Xinlu turned to see him, "what are you going to do?"

"It's easy to make a statement and tell the public about our relationship."

"No need." Jiang Xinlu said, "there is no need to do anything. It's good for those who are in the Qing Dynasty to be in the Qing Dynasty."

"You don't want things settled earlier?"

Jiang Xinlu scratched her eyebrows. "Hao Chengsheng, was Mrs. he OK yesterday?"

"I called today and HEDY said it was OK."

"It's OK," Jiang Xinlu said. "If you make a statement, Mrs. he will be very angry. What if you faint again?"

“……”

"So don't do anything, just wait and see." She paused for a moment and said, "this matter has something to do with me. If you have any decision, please let me know in advance, OK?"

She seldom talks to him in such a deliberative tone. In Hao Chengsheng's opinion, this is initiative. She doesn't say it. Maybe she has already recognized their relationship in her heart, so she hopes that everything will be discussed and measured.

"Well," he nodded, "I promise you."

After work early, they went to the supermarket to buy vegetables and cook at home. They went their own way in Jiang Xinlu's humble kitchen. Hao Chengsheng was in charge of stewing and Jiang Xinlu was cooking.

After the soup in the stew pot was boiling over a high fire, it was simmered over a medium fire. Hao Chengsheng opened the lid and immediately filled the room with fragrance. He scooped a little and sent it to Jiang Xinlu's mouth, "try salty."

Jiang Xinlu said, "why don't you try it yourself."

"If you want to try, try it. Don't talk about it." He took her shoulder, fed her soup, "you taste heavier than me, if light, I'm afraid you won't drink."

Jiang Xinlu felt that the soup was hot, from the tip of her tongue to her heart, which made her speechless.

Hao Chengsheng looked at her with inquiring eyes, "how's it going?"

"Good." She quickly answer, turned around to turn the pot dishes.

It's not money and fame that really touch people's heart in this world, but the most plain words in life. It's a pity that the more beautiful things are, the more she dare not expect, because she is not qualified to have them.

When eating, Jiang Xinlu suddenly said, "the community is going to be demolished."

Hao Chengsheng knew about it before it was made public, but he didn't expect that the government, which usually procrastinates, is very efficient this time. Since the announcement, some households have been measured and given monetary subsidies. The bulletin board of the community is full of information about each household, including Jiang Xinlu's.

He didn't ask, just waiting for Jiang Xinlu to take the initiative.

He asked, "what do you say?"

"I've signed, the formalities are almost done, and I'll move out soon."

"Just right," he said, "move to me."

Jiang Xinlu shook her head. "I've planned to move to the factory. There's an office where people can live."

Hao Chengsheng's face sank. "What do you mean?"

"I won't go to work in the store soon, and the soap production line has been ordered. I'll be there in a few days. I live in the factory to work easily."

"What about me?"

“……”

"What do I do?"

Facing his question, Jiang Xinlu sighed helplessly, "Hao Chengsheng, we are not children. Can we be mature? You have your career and I have mine."

"Career and emotion do not conflict," Hao Chengsheng put down his bowl and chopsticks. Since he said that, he simply spread it out and said, "Jiang Xinlu, why do you avoid every time you mention emotion and our relationship? What are you afraid of?"

“……”

"Because of my aunt's attitude yesterday? Or did the post on the Internet embarrass you today? "

“……”

"Speak He was a little annoyed. "Answer me!"

"No," she said, "I just want some space of my own. You moved to my house without saying a word. Did you ask me? To tell you the truth, I'm not used to people rushing in to pee when I wash in the morning. I don't like people occupying my closet and tampering with my things... "

"You used to live with Chen Yu?"

"He never goes into the bathroom when I wash. I don't come into my room at will. Although we live together, we all have our own space and will not affect each other. "

Hao Chengsheng was very angry. When he heard her say this, his anger was half gone. He thought Jiang Xinlu used to live in Chen Yu's house. No matter what the relationship is, it's easy to associate some bad things with single men and few women. But Jiang Xinlu's explanation makes him feel more comfortable.

"You think I'm disturbing your life?"

"A little bit."

"But I'm different from him. He's your friend and I'm your lover."

"No matter friends or lovers, first of all, they are independent people. They all need mutual respect..."

Hao Chengsheng said they were lovers, but Jiang Xinlu didn't deny it. His anger was half gone.

"You mean I don't respect you?"

"Sometimes it is."

Of course, Hao Chengsheng also knows that she is a bit overbearing sometimes, but this woman, no matter whether she is tied or not, has a dog like temper. What can she do if she doesn't hold her down?

He looked at her deeply, "you have changed a lot compared with before."

"The world is changing, so will man."

"Why don't you live with me and let me take care of you?"

"I can take care of myself."

“……”

Hao Chengsheng used to appreciate Han Yanni because she was independent and not sticky. They all gave each other a lot of space. When they had time to have a meal and meet each other, they were busy for ten days and a half months and didn't see each other. He always felt that it was very comfortable to get along with her, but when he came to Jiang Xinlu, it was totally different. He wanted to see her every day, even if he was busy, it would be good to take time to see her.

Intellectually, her words seemed right, but emotionally, he was still a little disappointed.