Love you in my whole life

When they came out after dinner, the two families stood on the street at the beginning of the Lantern Festival to say goodbye to each other.

Jiang Xinlu noticed that he Sitong was driving an ordinary Buick. Hao Chengsheng drove his own car. It was a silver gray Jaguar, not her familiar Carlin. Although it was also a high-end car, it had a low-key and steady shape. He didn't pay attention to it. It was no different from Volkswagen.

She cast her eyes to the distance and could see that the he family really had a lot of trouble for the sake of Hedi's marriage.

She is not hardy constitution, the night wind came, can not help but sneeze twice, Kuang Xiwen quickly took off his coat over her shoulder, "cold?"

Jiang Xinlu rubbed her nose and said, "it's OK." Looking up, Hao Chengsheng stood by the door and looked at her quietly.

What kind of look was that? Sharp, fierce, stabbing like a sharp knife, her heart trembled. It was just a blink of an eye. The man had recovered as usual. He said hello to mother Kuang and left first.

Jiang Xinlu watched the car merge into the traffic, and soon disappeared, but her heart was still pounding.

In this world, there is a kind of person whose aura is so strong that he can kill people with his eyes, just like Hao Chengsheng.

"Xinlu, Xinlu," Kuang Xiwen called twice before she came back to herself, "what?"

"It's cold outside. Get on the bus." he opened the front passenger's door and waited for her to enter.

Jiang Xinlu saw that Kuang's mother and Kuang Ximei were already sitting in the back row, and everyone was waiting for her. She was a little embarrassed, so she sat in.

Back home, I don't know if it's because of the cold wind. Jiang Xinlu feels a little headache. When she enters the room, she doesn't want to come out. She leans on the head of the bed and closes her eyes.

After a while, Kuang Ximei slipped in quietly and said in a low voice, "I've finally passed. I'll get married next month. Don't you congratulate me?"

Jiang Xinlu opens her eyes and smiles at her, "congratulations."

"When I first went in, I was really scared," said Kuang Ximei. "I didn't expect that Hao Chengsheng was also there." she winked at Jiang Xinlu. "How about meeting her old lover again

"Nothing."

"I'm so afraid that he will say something on the spot. Fortunately, he knows the general situation, but it's not dangerous."

Said a few words to find that Jiang Xinlu by the head of the bed, no mental appearance, "what's the matter, uncomfortable?"

"I have a headache. It's OK. I'll be fine in a minute."

"It's not because I saw Hao Chengsheng."

"You don't want him involved in everything."

Kuang Ximei snorted, "I'm afraid you are right and wrong, but he doesn't think much of you from the beginning to the end. It's like he doesn't know you. I'm sure I hate you in my heart. I don't have to pester you again."

Jiang Xinlu smiles bitterly. Do you hate her again? Why they two, either she hates him or he hates her, can we not hate them and let them live in peace.

"I'll give you some water. There's a little essential oil we make at home. Let's take a few drops and take a comfortable bath." With that, Kuang Ximei got up.

"No," Jiang Xinlu called her, "I'll just lie down for a while."

"Why don't you be polite to me?" Kuang Ximei glanced at her angrily and left.

Jiang Xinlu sighs. She really doesn't need to. When she first came in, Kuang's mother told her to use Kuang Ximei's bathroom, but she didn't use it once because she didn't like it.

Kuang Ximei helped her put the water in, and also dropped rose essential oil in the water to let her take a bath. She didn't want to go, so Kuang Ximei said with a bitter face, "Miss, for the sake of my painstaking efforts, let's sell face. I'm a pregnant woman anyway." He dragged Jiang Xinlu out of the door.

Jiang Xinlu can't laugh or cry, "I said no, how can you force others to do so."

"For your own good."

Kuang Ximei is pregnant. Jiang Xinlu doesn't dare to struggle. She pushes her to the bathroom.

She stood in the bathroom, staring at the mirror all over the wall. Soon, Kuang Ximei came in again and sent in her underwear and pajamas. "Miss, what's the matter with you? Take a bath quickly. You'll be cool later."

Looking at Jiang Xinlu standing still, she came up to her clothes and said, "I won't even take off my clothes."

Jiang Xinlu avoided her, "OK, I'll do it myself, you go out."

"Hurry up, don't dally, or the water will be really cold."

Jiang Xinlu took off her clothes, and her whole body sank into the water. The hot water immediately enveloped her, and her pores opened. Like a newborn baby, she returned to her mother's arms. The comfort made her relax completely.

When she fell in love with bathing, she often stayed alone in the villa and had a lot of time to spend. She took a bath in the morning and at night, listening to music with her mobile phone on, washing a plate of fruit and putting it on the side, pinching one if she wanted to, sometimes sitting in the bathtub reading, or even taking a nap.

The water wave gently rippling on her body is the most gentle caress in the world. She closed her eyes and remembered that at that time, Hao Chengsheng gently stroked her back every night to help her fall asleep. She once had severe insomnia. Later, when she was planting flowers, strong physical labor made her tired every day. Insomnia was miraculously cured. But when she went back to Maoshi, she met Hao Chengsheng, A lot of memories are recalled, and her sleep is worse. But his touch seems to have magic power, which can always make her sleep well.

And his warm arms, solid chest, powerful hands, fiery lips

Jiang Xinlu opens her eyes and sits up from the bathtub. How can she think about him all the time? Is it really because she met him today?

She quickly came out of the bathtub, took a bath towel to wipe the water on her body. As soon as she looked up, she could see her thin and white body in the big mirror on the opposite wall. She almost screamed and turned around quickly, but there were mirrors everywhere. She had nowhere to escape, nowhere to hide, and slowly squatted down holding herself.

Like many times, when you can't face it, you can only squat down and shrink into a ball, shaking and comforting yourself: it's over, Jiang Xinlu, it's all over, don't be afraid, you have to be brave, be brave

Yes, she doesn't like Kuang Ximei's bathroom because there is a large area of mirror. She is afraid to see her body in the mirror and the decayed and dilapidated body.

The pale color, as if covered with maggots, let her heart into a ball, can't help shaking, always shaking

She is so dirty, so unbearable, probably with a widower who died of his wife, people will dislike her. How can she be worthy of Hao Chengsheng? She really, no one deserves it

Let him hate her, she is used to darkness, but he belongs to light. They belong to different worlds and are destined not to be together.