Love you in my whole life

When Kuang Ximei woke up, it was already midnight. When she opened her eyes, she saw Jiang Xinlu leaning against the small cupboard at the head of the bed and sleeping with her eyes closed. The room was well heated. She was a little hot. She took her hand out of the quilt quietly. With such a slight movement, Jiang Xinlu immediately opened her eyes.

"Wake up, hungry or not, I'll give you something to eat."

Kuang shook her head and looked at the door.

"I'd better have some. My aunt brought me chicken soup. I'll heat it up for you."

Jiang Xinlu heats the chicken soup in the microwave oven. When she brings it back, Kuang Ximei still keeps the same posture as before, lying still, staring at the door.

Jiang Xinlu took out the chicken soup, put it aside to air, and reached out to help Kuang Ximei, "it's not good to sit up a little and lie for a long time."

Kuang Ximei was like a puppet. She stood up and leaned against her. Without saying a word, she didn't even move her eyes.

Jiang Xinlu put the dining table on the bed and put the chicken soup on it. Seeing that Kuang Ximei was still indifferent, she gently pushed her, "have some hot soup."

Kuang did not move.

Jiang Xinlu holds her arms and stares at her, half rings, and says, "it's not because the child is gone that you are really sad, is it?"

Kuang Ximei was shocked and looked up at her. Her mouth moved, but she didn't speak.

"Of course you are sad when the child is gone, but as long as you have no problem with HEDY, you can have another child in the future. For you, HEDY is not the one who is most sad."

Kuang Ximei pursed her lips hard. Two lines of tears fell down and reached out to her. Jiang Xinlu quickly hugged her. "It's OK. It's going to pass. Love is a thing that I just know recently. It's really hard to overcome. "

When Kuang Ximei woke up for the first time, she cried once, only in silence. She repressed the pain in her heart and didn't want to lose her temper in front of so many people. In this quiet night, she held Jiang Xinlu in her arms. All the grievances, sadness, pain, anger... Poured out like a flood breaking the dike. In a quiet room, she felt like a flood, Only the sound of her wailing was heard.

Jiang Xinlu didn't know how to comfort her. She just gently stroked Kuang Ximei's back. As Hao Chengsheng had done to her a long time ago, she calmed her sadness little by little.

Kuang Ximei cried bitterly. The big stone blocking her chest finally moved away. Under the comfort of Jiang Xinlu, she finally stopped.

Jiang Xinlu pulled a tissue to wipe her tears, "cry tired, drink some soup."

Kuang shook her head. "I have no appetite."

"Eat without appetite." Jiang Xinlu said, "just for yourself. There is still a long way to go in life. If you don't take good care of yourself, how can you go on?"

Kuang Ximei picked up the spoon and stirred it gently, as if she had made a big decision. She said, "Xinlu, I want to divorce Hedi."

Jiang Xinlu is not surprised, "you just think about it. In this world, not all people who love each other can be together."

Kuang was a little surprised. "Do you agree? Don't you advise me? "

"If you decide, what's the use of my advice? What's more, only one knows how to do emotional things. "

Kuang Ximei was silent for a while and asked, "if you were allowed to leave Hao Chengsheng, would you be in pain?"

"I've left him."

"Why don't I know when?"

"It's your honeymoon."

"So soon?" Kuang Ximei was still surprised, "why?"

Jiang Xinlu very indifferent smile, "not suitable."

Kuang Ximei understood, "that's why you said that not all people who love each other can be together? But your situation is different from ours. Hao Chengsheng is so special to you. It's like he di. A dog can't eat shit. When he sees a beautiful girl, he stares at her like a fly. If he di treats me like Hao Chengsheng does to you, I won't divorce. "

"Sometimes we can't be together, not because the other side is not good, but too good."

"So you admit that you love Hao Chengsheng?"

"Yes, I admit it."

Kuang still doesn't understand, "I want to divorce because Hedi can't give me a sense of security. I don't want to live in suspicion and panic all the time, but you and Hao Chengsheng, you..."

"Come on, don't talk about us," Jiang Xinlu pushed the soup bowl over a little, "drink the soup."

This time, Kuang Ximei drank it without a spoon. She picked up the bowl and drank it in a Gulu Gulu. To tell you the truth, she was really hungry. Put down the bowl. "Anything else to eat?"

"There's cake."

"Yes, one."

Jiang Xinlu turned out the cake bag from the cupboard, put it on the table and gave her a piece.

Kuang Ximei put one hand in her mouth and put one hand under her chin to pick up the cake dregs. She chewed and said, "with you and Hao Chengsheng, I suddenly feel that I'm not the worst. I can't be together if I have problems with Hedi. You and Hao Chengsheng can't be together if they have no problems. They're worse than me."

Jiang Xinlu didn't say a word. There was no problem. Of course, there was. But it wasn't Hao Chengsheng. It was her problem. It was a knot that could never be solved.

Kuang Ximei is not a procrastinator. Since she has made a decision, she has nothing to worry about. She is ready to cut the mess quickly and solve the problem. She gambled a lot at the beginning, but now she has lost. She admits that she has lost, and no one complains. She wants to keep up with Jiang Xinlu. She has no love, no man and a career.

A few days later, Kuang Ximei was discharged. On the day of discharge, Hedi also came. It can be seen that he didn't have a good time, his face was haggard, his eyes were blue, and he didn't sleep well.

When she came, she stood by the door and did not dare to be too close to Kuang Ximei. For fear of making Kuang Ximei angry, she helped to carry things to the car.

When they go back, Kuang Ximei and Jiang Xinlu ride in Kuang Xiwen's car, and Hedi drives behind and escorts them to Kuang's downstairs.

After getting out of the car, he grabs things and takes them to the elevator. He hesitates whether to go up or not. Kuang Ximei is very angry. He doesn't dare to make her angry any more.

Seeing his shrinking face, Kuang Xiwen said, "go up."

He di looked at Kuang Ximei timidly. If his daughter-in-law didn't speak, how dare he go up?

To his surprise, Kuang Ximei was not angry. She was quite calm and said, "go up."

"Well, go up." He immediately stepped into the elevator and stood beside Kuang Ximei, trying to help her. Kuang Ximei leaned against Jiang Xinlu. Hedi saw her resistance and silently dropped her hand.

Upstairs, mother Kuang had already prepared a large table. Seeing them coming in, she said, "hurry up, wash your hands and have dinner."

Kuang Ximei went to see the food and took a deep breath. "It's really fragrant, mom. Give me a big bowl of rice. I'm really hungry."

Mother Kuang pointed to the chicken soup on the table. "It's specially prepared for you. Drink the soup first, and then eat a chicken leg. You have to eat light food. Don't eat food with pepper."

Kuang Ximei said with a bitter face, "why do you want to drink spicy food that is popular with you? I'll eat this tasteless food."

"Come on, don't sell yourself cheap," said Kuang. "Mom's mending your body. She went all the way to the suburbs to buy an old hen."