Love you in my whole life

That night, Jiang Xinlu dreamed of Hao Chengsheng. He pressed his bleeding abdomen with one hand and pointed to her with the other. His eyes were red and his voice seemed to squeeze out from his teeth. "What you owe me, I want you to pay back double."

She backed back in panic, the knife in her hand fell to the ground and murmured, "no, it's not like this..."

She stepped back and bumped into a man. She was about to say sorry, but her arm was wrapped around her waist and she was tightly tied. A familiar voice rang in her ear: "do you want to escape? You can't escape. Even if you run to the ends of the earth, I will catch you

She turned her head slowly and looked at Hao Chengsheng's smiling face.

Looking ahead, Hao Chengsheng, who is covering his stomach, has disappeared, but the knife on the ground is still shining brightly.

The scene was so strange that Jiang Xinlu woke up from her dream with a scream. There was already light outside the window. She picked up her mobile phone and looked at it. At 6:05, she gasped, got up to wash, changed her sports clothes and went out for a morning run.

She came back at seven o'clock, sweating profusely. She took a shower, put on a home suit, and started work after breakfast.

Every weekend, if there is nothing special, she almost always stays at home to make handmade soap.

The last batch has been put for a month. It should be almost there. There is a large shelf near the balcony wall. There are six layers of thick tissue paper on it. All the soap is made by her hand. The style and variety of each layer are different. She gently presses it with her hand, and the hardness reaches the standard. She carefully pulls out the board, puts it on the tea table, and packs it with beautiful cellophane.

There are about 100 of them in this batch. It takes a long time to pack them. Although they are so tired that they have a sore back, the finished products come out one by one from their hands. They are neatly stacked on one side, and they have a sense of achievement.

She doesn't sell it. She uses it as a prize at the Xinrong Hotel and gives it away when the consumption reaches a certain amount. Her idea is that if people think it's good to use it, there should be feedback. If the response is good, she is ready to sell it in small quantities. She imitates the hunger marketing method and limits the supply each time.

But she was too optimistic, and no one came to inquire about it, like foam in the sea, silent.

Later, she saw other people doing wechat business in her circle of friends and tried to advertise, but no one was interested.

Also, today's hand-made soap is flying all over the sky, there are a lot of department stores, and there are more online. Who will buy her three no products. She didn't dare to sell it on a large scale, for fear of causing trouble. She just wanted to try the market reaction, but it was so cold that she was somewhat depressed.

Whenever she felt difficult, she would go to the camphor box to take out the heirloom.

The Heirloom is wrapped in red cloth and opened layer upon layer. It's an old thread bound book. It looks very old, but it's well preserved. The book was left by my great grandfather's generation. It records the formula of some medicinal soap and the experience of making soap.

Great grandfather made medicinal soap before liberation. At the beginning, he was an apprentice. Later, he gradually studied and improved the formula to make a new type of medicinal soap. He also set up his own house and named his medicinal soap "Huaguang", which means the light of China.

At that time, western medicine was in short supply, and most people couldn't afford it. People who had skin diseases went to their great grandfather to buy it. Gradually, his fame spread. It was said that even foreigners came to buy his great grandfather's soap. Later, my grandfather inherited my grandfather's mantle and carried forward the medicinal soap. In the beginning of reform and opening up, there was a handicraft workshop at home, and later a factory. When she was very small, she remembered that the yard was full of dried medicinal soap. She ran happily among the four boards, and the air was full of strong medicinal fragrance, which had been with her for many years.

Later, my grandfather took my father to the city to buy a piece of land and open a factory to expand her business. At that time, as soon as they came to the city, they bought the house they live in. Later, the business got better and better, and they bought a better house and moved away. However, the house remained here and became her last retreat, At the beginning, even Hao Chengsheng did not know that she had such a foothold in Maoshi.

It's a pity that in the end, the herbal soap is still declining. Compared with traditional Chinese medicine, the effect is slow. People prefer to buy ointment of Western medicine to treat skin diseases. It has quick effect. The family's business declined day by day. Later, the products couldn't be sold, so they had to make raw materials for the upstream producers. Later, their family went bankrupt.

In the past, when Jiang Xinlu recalled the past, she only felt full of hatred. Now, she can face it calmly. In the letter her father left her, he said, don't hate anyone. The root of everything lies in himself. He didn't keep pace with the times and became an obsolete product. I hope Xiaolu can remember his lesson and revive Huaguang one day.

She didn't listen to her father's words and forced people to jump. How can she not hate her? She wanted to cut Hao Chengsheng to pieces, so that she could get rid of her hatred.

In the past, things came to my heart bit by bit. At the beginning, I didn't regret them. Now I think it's still wrong to fight violence with violence. In a vicious circle, I hurt 1000 enemies and hurt 800 myself. Fortunately, she is still young and has a lot of time. In her lifetime, she hopes to fulfill her father's last wish and revive her glory.

But it's really hard to start from scratch. Lack of money is the biggest problem. So she tries to earn money and beat out essential oil soap. Compared with medicated soap, essential oil soap is easy to be recognized by the audience. As long as her essential oil soap can be recognized, accumulate certain popularity and push out medicated soap, it's a matter of course.

Everything is difficult at the beginning. She believes that as long as she perseveres, she will get what she wants.

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At the same time, Hao Chengsheng stands in front of his father's tomb, long lost in his mind. The father in the photo is kind-hearted, as in the past, and his heart aches.

"Dad, you once taught me that the more afraid I was, the more I had to face it bravely and try to overcome it, and I would be invincible. You're right. Escape is not the way, so I should face her. "

The father in the photo is silent and can't give him any advice, and he doesn't need it.

He knew he was making excuses because he wanted Jiang Xinlu. He didn't know how other men felt about Jiang Xinlu. Anyway, he wanted her at the first sight, and he wanted her very much.

He thought that he was infatuated with Jiang Xinlu because he was too young and had no determination, but in the following three years, he was hardly interested in women. He also thought it was because of betrayal, which had a shadow on women, but when Jiang Lu changed her name and appeared in front of him, he still wanted her.

Since she has been in his life for many times, let their bad relationship go on. It's time for her to ask him back.