Love you in my whole life

It seems that every year Jiang Xinlu's birthday is on a snowy day.

When she came back from the countryside that day, Jiang Xinlu didn't go back to Kuang Ximei's house. Her hand was almost good, and there was no need to give people any more trouble. No matter how Kuang Ximei advised her, she insisted on going back to her home. Although the house is simple, it is also the place where she lives. It is her small home.

Early in the morning, she laid a bowl of longevity noodles for herself and beat two poached eggs in it as usual, which is the standard for her birthday.

Every year, her birthday is the time when she miss her father most. Looking at the photos of her father on the wall and thinking about his voice and smile, she is always sad. She pulls a tissue and blows her nose hard, forcing the sour back to eat noodles.

Just finished eating, the mobile phone rang, take up a look, is Chen Yu, busy pick up, "officer Chen, hello."

Chen Yu smiles at that end, "it seems that he is in a good mood, and he can still make jokes."

Jiang Xinlu asked with a smile, "what can I do for you? Officer Chen

"You haven't reported to me in time. Tell me about it. How is it now?"

"What do you mean?"

"Let's talk about the factory first."

"The factory is neither good nor bad. It's almost new year's day. There's no more orders. I took a holiday ahead of time to let them go back early for the new year."

"Is the salary all settled? Those who celebrate the new year are waiting to get money back, but don't default on their wages. "

Jiang Xinlu joked, "in the end is the police, questions are asked to the point, rest assured, all settled."

"That's fine. What about your garden?"

"I just went to see it two days ago. It's OK. The factory is in a recession. It's expected. As long as I get through the spring and refine the oil in the blooming season, I can turn over."

"So confident?"

"Yes."

"Just be confident," Chen Yu said. "Next, report your personal problems?"

"There's nothing to say."

"What is nothing to say? Where's Mr. hao?"

Jiang Xinlu didn't tell Chen Yu about the separation and combination with Hao Chengsheng. She didn't want to make trouble for him. Now when he asked, she told him honestly, "I have nothing to do with him."

"Divided?"

"Well."

"Why?"

"You don't know about me. I'm not good enough."

"He hates you?"

"I didn't tell him."

Chen Yu is silent. He understands Jiang Xinlu's character. He would rather leave than say anything.

"Well," he asked tentatively, "Dr. Kwong, don't you think about it?"

"I don't deserve him either." Jiang Xinlu said, "don't worry about me. Why don't you worry about the dowry? If so, you can discount the money to me. I'm short of money. "

Chen Yu asked, "how much?"

"Not now," said Jiang Xinlu. "I'll talk to you when it's time."

Chen Yu laughed, "OK, I'm not an outsider. Do you know what day it is? "

"What day?"

"Your birthday, forget it?"

"I didn't forget. I just finished eating noodles."

"It's OK," Chen Yu said. "I wanted to remind you, but I didn't forget it. Two poached eggs, right?"

"Well, two."

"I wish you a happy birthday. Every year is getting better and better. Find your husband as soon as possible."

Jiang Xinlu said, "just a blessing, no gift?"

"It's good to have blessings. Be content. I'm so busy that I don't have time to prepare gifts for you. That's it. Hang up."

Jiang Xinlu used to hang up Chen Yu's phone. It's rare for him to hang up once. It must be really busy. At the end of the year, everyone is busy, but she is idle.

She made herself a cup of hot tea, held it in her hand and stood by the window to see the snow.

In an old-fashioned community, someone built a temporary building on the first floor. The roof was covered with white and fluffy snow, which reminded her of this time last year. Hao Chengsheng took her to tongmeishan and encountered a blizzard. In such bad weather, he was still in the mood to draw her a big cake with tree branches on the parking lot. It was square and fluffy, It's like the roof on the other side.

Time flies. Jiang Xinlu sips hot tea and sighs. In a flash, a year has passed.

When I look back, countless pictures flash into my mind

"Thank fate for bringing you to me again."

"You are too thin. Drink more soup."

"Can the dog change his temper?"

"Jiang Xinlu, let's start over."

"I won't hide you this time."

"For you, I'm willing to be the enemy of the whole world."

"Don't do it. I'll support you."

"Have you ever loved me?"

"Only you can give me this warmth."

"Jiang Xinlu, I will never lose you again."

"Where I am is your home."

“……”

It turns out that inadvertently, she remembers so many of his words, indifferent and alienated man, speaking of love, let people have a sense of suffocation, a word like a nail, nail in her heart.

Of course, she also remembers his dark face, red eyes, angry and sad eyes when she resolutely said goodbye words

For a long time, she took a deep breath and lowered her head to drink tea, only to find that it was cold.

——

As Jiang Xinlu remembers the past, Hao Chengsheng also stands by the window and looks at the snow. It's not big, but it's raining heavily. Looking at the snow, he thinks of today last year.

On that day, the weather was very bad, but he took Jiang Xinlu to Tongmei mountain to see the snow scenery. They stood in front of the pavilion and hugged each other. Large snowflakes were flying, the sky was gloomy, thunder was rumbling in the distance, and Zhangwan cliff was in front of them. They were entangled in the storm snow. Up to now, he still remembers her frightened eyes and stubborn expression, but in the end, she still succumbed to his enthusiasm. In the face of nature, as small as human beings, how can we not fear?

It's just him. He's crazy. Now think of it, he is still a little confused, rational as he, how can be so impulsive? If they were really buried in the snow that day, wouldn't they have the pain now?

Someone pushed the door in and said, "Cheng Sheng, the discharge procedures have been completed. You can go."

Hao Chengsheng turned and looked at her, "Why are you here?"

The man's tone was mild, but there was no smile on his face. Hani was a little embarrassed and said with a smile, "it's nothing today. I want you to leave the hospital, so I came here."

She came to help him, but Hao Chengsheng kept quiet and avoided, "I can walk by myself."

The crutches supported the ground and made a sound of "dududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududu?

She is also a proud person. She has thought about giving up many times, but every time, she is overcome by her strong patience. The only advantage she has over Jiang Xinlu is her persistence to Hao Chengsheng. As long as persistence and patience, she believes that the final victory must belong to her.