Love you in my whole life

When Yang Zhixiang came home, he opened the door and saw Ma Zhixi sitting at the table, a dish of peanuts and a bottle of wine.

She was so angry that she grabbed the bottle of wine and fell to the ground, "where have you been? Why don't you answer the phone? Do you know something's wrong with my son

The wine bottle fell to the ground with a "bang", and the glass fragments splashed all over the ground.

Ma Zhixi was startled. Yang Zhixiang was very gentle at ordinary times. He seldom lost his temper. When he heard that something had happened to his son, he asked, "what's the matter?"

Yang Zhixiang wiped his eyes. "He stabbed people with a knife, and now he is arrested."

Ma Zhixi ah, "stabbed to death?"

Yang Zhixiang was more and more angry. "You want him to stab people and kill people. You want your son to die!"

Ma Zhixi breathed a sigh of relief, "it's OK not to stab to death. What now? "

"You are his Laozi. If you ask me what to do, I still want to ask you."

Ma Zhixi spread both hands, "what can I do? It doesn't matter if I don't have money. Let's see what the police say. By the way, doesn't your daughter run a factory? Ask her if she has any way? She is beautiful. Maybe she knows someone who is powerful... "

Yang Zhixiang was so angry that he grabbed the dish of peanuts and smashed it at him. "What do you mean, my daughter is beautiful, so she has to recognize powerful people? You're still hanging out with those rich ladies. Why don't you look for them? "

Ma Zhixi was annoyed and said, "talking about my son, talking about what to do. As I said, they are pestering me, and I have nothing to do with them!"

"I've been with you for more than ten years. I still don't know who you are." Yang Zhixiang sat down on the sofa, covered her face and sobbed.

It's not true to say that she doesn't regret it. After she married Ma Zhixi, she realized that the man she married was actually a little white faced, and she was one of Ma Zhixi's pursuits before. Other women just played with Ma Zhixi, but she was stupid and mistakenly thought that it was love. She abandoned her husband and daughter to Ma Zhixi, Let oneself fall into the hell from the cloud, this ten years, she has not had a good day.

Ma Zhixi is not good to her and doesn't care about her own son. When Ma Xiaolei was a child, she was the one who was busy. Now that something like this happened, he is even more unreliable.

Yang Zhixiang knows that his ability is limited. Even if he can't help, he can give her some comfort in spirit. Unfortunately, it's also an extravagant hope.

Ma Zhixi urged her on the side, "Why are you crying? Call Jiang Xinlu and ask her if she has any way?"

Yang Zhixiang was a little disappointed with him and stood up slowly. "Xiao Lu has found a lawyer. Tomorrow, the lawyer will go to see Xiao Lei."

"That's not settled. What's the fear of lawyers?" Ma Zhixi suddenly remembered, "is it necessary to compensate for medical expenses? I don't have money. Let Jiang Xinlu take it. She doesn't open a factory. She certainly doesn't lack money. Besides, you lost your job in the supermarket because she didn't give it to you. She has to compensate you."

Yang Zhixiang was so angry that he couldn't speak. He pushed him away and went into the room. Ma Zhixi wanted to follow him. The door slammed and almost didn't touch his nose. He snorted bitterly. Looking at the mess on the floor, he didn't bother to clean up. He went to the sofa and went to sleep.

——

What Hao Chengsheng wanted to do would not fail. He stayed and lay side by side with Jiang Xinlu on the bed. However, he folded his hands on his belly and didn't touch her. Yu Guangli and Jiang Xinlu also lay on their backs with their eyes closed. Hao Chengsheng knew that she was not asleep.

He patiently lay for a while, turned over, he moved, Jiang Xinlu immediately opened his eyes, watching him warily.

Hao Chengsheng said, "why didn't you tell me what happened to your mother?"

"I don't want to say that."

"No one told me?"

“……”

"Don't you want to forgive her?"

Jiang Xinlu was a little surprised and turned to face him, "what do you know?"

"Of course I know," Hao Chengsheng said with a smile. "I knew it four years ago. I told you. I investigated you then."

Jiang Xinlu is not surprised that he said so.

"I don't want to forgive her, but I still care about your brother." Hao Chengsheng laughed again. "I don't know what you think."

"Her business has nothing to do with Ma Xiaolei."

"I'm quite open."

“……”

She lay on her side with her eyes drooping. Under the dim light, her face showed a kind of stable softness, which slightly affected Hao Chengsheng's heart.

He just looked at her for a long time, and then said, "do you know I'm not happy today?"

Jiang Xinlu raised her eyes, but did not speak.

"Why didn't you tell me when something like this happened?"

"It's my business. Why should I tell you?"

In a word, the relationship between the two people is clearly defined. Hao Chengsheng's teeth itch with hatred and wants to bite her.

"Don't you feel tired carrying everything on your own?"

"I'm used to it."

"Jiang Xinlu, can you stop being so stubborn?"

Jiang Xinlu was wringing her fingers under the quilt with a cool look. "I've been here for so many years. It's very good." Don't rely on people, there will be no extravagance, also won't be disappointed, really good.

"Jiang Xinlu, you really..." Hao Chengsheng bit his teeth and swallowed the following words. He wanted to say that you really didn't clean up.

For this woman, he always has a sense of powerlessness, painstakingly heaped his heart, liver and lungs in front of her, but others don't need it at all.

He knew that she was strong and independent, but after all, she was a woman. She didn't feel tired or bitter. When she wanted to rely on her?

Have you ever had a time like that? I want to protect a person and take care of her, but she doesn't need to care, comfort or explain any misunderstanding... Hao Chengsheng thinks that he can give Jiang Xinlu enough sense of security, he has the ability, he is also expert, but Jiang Xinlu makes him feel insecure, just like the sand in the palm of his hand. The more he grasps, the faster he flows. This kind of feeling makes him very uncomfortable.

Jiang Xinlu said that everything goes with fate. This is probably his helpless wording.

But he doesn't agree. He is a man with strong purpose. He must get what he wants.

That's why I tried my best to stay and ask her about these things. I wanted to tell her to leave it to him and let him handle it. She didn't have to worry about it. But the woman was like a stone in the pit, hard tempered and smelly, so angry that he wanted to hit people.

He turned around and turned his back to her. He really didn't understand why he couldn't find pleasure here?

Knowing that he was angry, Jiang Xinlu didn't speak. She reached out to turn the lamp black and turned over. They were back to back, next to the bed, with a little distance between them.