Love you in my whole life

The next few days, both of them were a little cautious and never mentioned that topic again. They eat, sleep and work as usual, but when they are together, they have almost nothing to say.

Jiang Xinlu is used to keeping everything in her heart. She doesn't like her scars to be seen by anyone, especially Hao Chengsheng. She doesn't know how to face him and can only minimize her time with him. She asks Hao Chengsheng to move home, but Hao Chengsheng flatly refuses.

For Hao Chengsheng, this kind of pain is more painful than anything else. He doesn't dare to face Jiang Xinlu, but he refuses to let her go. He always thinks that once she leaves, he will go out of his world, and he doesn't dare to take this risk. Another more important reason is that Jiang Xinlu has depression. The appearance of the silver mask last time made Jiang Xinlu suddenly sick. This time, the situation is more serious, He wanted to go with her like a shadow. How dare he let her go.

Jiang Xinlu can only let her work divert her attention. She works late every day, but no matter how late she works, when she comes out, she always sees Hao Chengsheng waiting for her at the door.

In just a few days, she didn't change much, but Hao Chengsheng was thinner, her eyes were deeper, and she became more and more silent.

Jiang Xinlu is a little strange. Hao Chengsheng doesn't call her to ask when she will get off work, but every time she comes out, he is there. Sometimes she will ask him, "have you been here for a long time?"

He always said, "no, just for a while."

Until one day, Kuang Ximei came back from outside and told her that when she saw Hao Chengsheng's car parked outside the company, she still wondered why she had come to pick up so early?

After listening to this, she slowly noticed that Hao Chengsheng came early every day and sat in the car for several hours, from afternoon to evening. Therefore, whenever she went out, he could get her.

Another question came to her mind. She ate in the canteen of the factory every day. Where did Hao Chengsheng eat? The company is biased. There is no place to eat outside.

She sighed in her heart. She thought she probably knew why Hao Chengsheng had lost weight.

I just met Kuang Ximei when I got off work. Kuang Ximei laughed and said, "strong woman, why don't you work overtime today?"

She laughed and did not speak.

Kuang said, "are you going out with your brother-in-law?"

She said, "well, let's have dinner together."

Kuang Ximei said, "can I have a meal?"

Jiang Xinlu shook her head, "no way."

"Stingy, I don't want to be a light bulb yet!" Kuang HSI Mei throws the key of her car and goes down the stairs to her own car. She just bought the car, but the freshness hasn't passed, so she doesn't want to get involved with them.

Hao Chengsheng sleeps in his chair. He is in a daze every day. He can only summon up his spirit in front of Jiang Xinlu. It didn't crush Jiang Xinlu, but it almost crushed him. Pain and guilt are piling up in his heart. He doesn't know how to solve it. Looking at Jiang Xinlu's sleeping face several times in the dead of night, he really wants to rush to Hao's house and kill Hao Mingxuan, but he knows he can't act rashly.

When he heard someone knocking on the window, he raised his eyelids and looked up. He immediately sat up straight and lowered the window. "Why are you here?"

Jiang Xinlu said, "off work."

Hao Chengsheng raised his hand and looked at the time. "Don't you work overtime today?"

"No," Jiang Xinlu said, "I'm hungry. Go to dinner."

"Well, I'll make it for you when I get home."

"No, go to Chutian Pavilion."

Hao Chengsheng was a bit surprised, but he agreed to everything Jiang Xinlu said, "OK, I'll go to Chutian Pavilion."

In the car, Jiang Xinlu calls to order. When Hao Chengsheng hears that most of the dishes she ordered are light, he turns around and looks at her, "has the taste changed?"

Jiang Xinlu said, "here you are."

"I don't mind ordering what you like."

Jiang Xinlu looked at him, "it doesn't matter, you can not eat?"

Hao Chengsheng felt guilty and said, "where didn't I eat?"

"And lie to me?" Jiang Xinlu's tone became serious. "Hao Chengsheng, what are you doing?"

Hao Chengsheng doesn't know what he's doing. He doesn't want to move when he drives his car here every day. It doesn't matter if he has dinner or anything. Although he feels very miserable when he's hungry, he just takes it as a punishment for himself.

Hao Chengsheng looks at the front and doesn't say a word. He suddenly feels that Jiang Xinlu's hand is on the back of his hand. He tugs at the pain in his heart.

"Hao Chengsheng, let's talk about it."

His voice was bitter. "What are you talking about?"

"Talking about us," Jiang Xinlu said, "I don't like the current state and don't want to go on like this."

Hao Chengsheng was startled and thought she was going to break up. He stopped the car and looked at her in amazement. "Do you want to leave me?"

The car behind almost ran into the rear and honked its horn. He turned a deaf ear and just looked at her in dismay, like a prisoner waiting for sentence.

Jiang Xinlu also felt bad, said, "pull over the car, don't affect others."

Hao Chengsheng obediently parked his car on the side of the road and looked at her pitifully. He reached out to touch her, but he didn't dare.

Jiang Xinlu took the initiative to hold his hand. "Hao Chengsheng, don't look like this. I'm ok. The sky hasn't fallen down. You can see that I didn't get sick. For me, those things are over. I don't want to look back. I just want to move forward. I hope you can forget it too. If," she licked her dry lips, "if you really mind, We can separate

"No," Hao Chengsheng said, holding Jiang Xinlu's hand, "how can I mind? No matter what you encounter, it's only heartache for me, nothing else. I just can't pass my own level. It's because of me that you have experienced all that. I'm sorry for you, Jiang Xinlu. I'm the robber in your life! Five years ago, you should have stabbed me to death! "

Jiang Xinlu guesses that he can't pass his own level. This man is too affectionate to himself. He always tries to save her, but finally finds that it is he who pushes her to hell. This fact has defeated him.

Jiang Xinlu sniffed, "you fool, why do you take responsibility for yourself? Does it have anything to do with you? In this matter, you and I are both victims. Once upon a time, I carried a heavy load and walked very hard. Now, do you want to go my old way? Hao Chengsheng, let's put those down. You and I will be together, OK? "

Hao Chengsheng's eyes turned red and choked so that he couldn't speak. Once, he thought he was saving Jiang Xinlu. Only at this moment did he know that Jiang Xinlu was saving him.

He looked at her, she also looked at him, she has a pair of the most beautiful eyes in the world, she has the courage and strong, she is the sun is also the star, she shines on him, also in the night to point out the direction for him.

The second is to deliver.