Love You Is My Fault

In any case, the relationship is really over. The most important thing in love is mutual trust, but Lu chennian has never trusted her. So she thinks that there is really no need to continue this relationship.

What's more, he has been with Nian Shiya, even if they are not together, and there is no trust in love, it can't last long.

Looking back on those years with Lu chennian, it's really like a dream.

After a good time, she even wanted to be immersed in a dream and didn't want to wake up, but when the good is no longer, the reality is reality, even if she can't give up the feelings of these years, she can only bear the pain to separate.

But she paid the most precious youth, she gave her heart, her love, and her most important youth to him, but finally got a scar.

Alone, away from home, and then listen to him and other women happy news, a person bitter.

She is not without pain, just left him, her pain is like death, he is like a tumor growing in her body.

Keep will be more and more pain, more and more serious, but resist the strong pain, cut it off, until forget this painful memory, until can face calmly, her life will have light again.

She is willing to love him when the end, because such feelings have no meaning.

But in her miserable life, nothing is better than the only one.

The only thing is the only beautiful thing left in the relationship between her and Lu chennian.

He left her with painful memories and full of scars.

Only one is the best gift Lu chennian left her.

In fact, she should thank Lu chennian, because if it were not for him, she would not have given birth to the only one, and she would not have gained so much happiness as a mother.

With only one, her life is full of happiness.

The only thing is a piece of candy in her boring life, a spark in her dark world.

About him, she did not want to recall the past, let it go, the future is still very long, life still has to continue, once the pain, let it sleep in the memory forever, buried in the long river of time.

She put the picture frame back into the box and put away the memory that she accidentally put out.

She adjusted her mood and put on a smile.

She turned her head and picked up the only one in the cradle with big eyes and small fists.

"Baby, you are the most important person in your mother's life." Chu Jinran looks at the only one gently.

"Where..." The only light shout, Chu brocade ran laughed.

As long as she talks to the only one, he will babble like talking with her. Although they can't understand each other's language, and even they can't understand each other's words, every time she looks at the only one with naive big eyes and serious conversation with her, her heart is filled with happiness.

"The only one, mom Mom... " Chu Jinran said softly.

"Ba..." The only little mouth spits out fuzzy syllables.

"Mom..." Chu Jinran taught every word.

"Ah ah ah..." The only way to answer with his own, he gently pulled Chu Jinran's hair with his little hand, playing in his hand, curiously looking at her thick hair.

Chu Jinran feels funny for his behavior.

She is really too anxious, only less than six months, how can she speak? Why is she in such a hurry? She teaches him about mom.

However, there is still a kind of expectation in her heart. She hopes to hear the only one calling her "Mom" one day.

Imagine the only one who reaches out his hand and staggers towards her step by step, with a pair of chubby arms open and a red mouth crying: "Mom, mom..."

Tender voice, soft embrace, Chu Jinran imagine the only call her mother that scene will feel soft in the heart before.

I wish that day would come soon. She can't wait to hear the only one called her mother.

……

Nian Shiya was sent home by the driver of the Lu family. She was a little tired.

In fact, physical fatigue is not so hard, more tired is her heart.

She stood behind him, chasing him for so many years, she paid so much, she was really tired.

She tried to get along with him. All the time, she chased him behind him. She wanted him to look back at her, even if it was a glance, but he never looked at her directly, not once.

In fact, she is really tired these years, she is a woman, she also hopes that someone can tolerate her, love her, give her a shoulder to rely on when she is tired, and use a gentle hug to resolve her sadness when she is sad.

But these years, in Lu chennian's body, she never got even a little warmth, she is also very tired, but she really does not want to give up.

When Nian's parents see Nian Shiya coming back, they are going to care about her, but they find that their baby daughter is suffering again and looks very unhappy.These days she is always like this, rarely see her smile, once that happy simple daughter seems to have gone.

Since the appearance of Lu chennian, their baby daughter has never been really happy. She has been sad for him, especially recently. She is always inexplicably sad and comes back with a bitter face every day.

"Honey, what's the matter with you? Aren't you happy today? Didn't you say yesterday that you were going to take wedding photos with chennian today? Why not? What happened? Isn't it beautiful? " Nianmu's tender care.

Nian Shiya smiles bitterly. How could it be because of this? It was no longer a serious matter in her eyes.

If it was just because the photos were not beautiful, she would not be so sad.

Now for her and Lu chennian's concern, she deeply felt powerless.

But she can't tell her parents, because they don't think much of her and Lu chennian together. They always think that Lu chennian doesn't love her enough and they won't be happy together.

She knew that her parents were for her good, and she didn't want her to be so hard and humble emotionally, just for him. She would rather be humble.

She could only smile and endure the bitterness in her heart and said, "it's OK, mom. I'm just a little tired because I've been filming all day today."

"Why are you tired? I've been shooting magazines with Lu Chen for a few years, but I haven't had a fight with you for a long time, have I? " My father's face is not good.

Nian Shiya denied, "Oh, Dad, don't think about it. How can it be? Chen Nian and I are well together. We have a good relationship. How can we quarrel? He is very kind to me and dotes on me. You can rest assured that our photos are very smooth today. I'm just a little tired after a busy day. "

Of course, Nian's father and mother know that Nian Shiya is just to reassure them. After all, she is their daughter, and they know her very well.

The new year's mother sighed and said, "Shiya, if you are tired together, don't force it. Do you understand me? If a man doesn't love you, even if he does marry you, you won't be happy. You can't keep him. Even if you have a marriage contract, he won't honestly keep you at home. One day you will regret it. "

Nian Shiya said impatiently: "Mom, can you stop talking about my own affairs? I know it myself."

Nianmu looks at nianshiya's stubborn appearance. She is really worried, "Shiya, my mother is for you. A marriage without feelings will not be happy. He will not love you when he gets married. Marriage is a matter of life. Don't you want to find someone who loves you and loves you?"

"Mom, chennian will fall in love with me!" Nian Shiya stares and says seriously, "now it's because he doesn't understand how good I am to him. I believe that I've always been good to him. Slowly, he will fall in love with me. I believe we will have a good ending." Nian Shiya said stubbornly.

"There are so many good men in the world, why do you like that cold Lu chennian? My mother doesn't think you two are suitable all the time. He's too cold tempered. He doesn't care. He's not merciful at all. My child, if you want, my mother will introduce you many men who are better than Lu chennian. " Nien's mother still tried her best to persuade her.

"Ma! Are you finished! Stop talking, will you? No matter who you introduce to me, I don't like any of them. From childhood, I like Lu chennian. Now, in the future, I will always like him. I love him. I just want to be with him. I don't want anyone else! " Nian Shiya is already hysterical.

As for nianmu's words, she didn't want to admit that she almost deluded herself that Lu chennian would fall in love with her. In fact, she knew that the possibility was too small, it was very small, but she just loved him, and she just didn't want to give up this relationship.

"Shiya, how can I talk to my mother? What's the attitude? Mother is for you to understand. Lu chennian doesn't like you, so don't hang yourself in this tree. You have such a good condition, good family, beautiful and talented girl. You have a better choice. " My father said.

Nian Shiya is already a little crazy. She yells at her father: "I don't think you can see my happiness. I'm your daughter. What's wrong with me marrying someone I love? If I can marry the one I love, you should be happy for me! Instead of telling me the truth against me! You just can't see me! "

"Pa!" A slap fell on Nian Shiya's face, and a red handprint immediately appeared on her white face.

Nian Shiya's face is red, her head is buzzing with pain, her eardrum seems to be covered by a group of bees, and she keeps crying in her ears. The place where she was beaten is hot and painful, her face seems to be swollen, and there is a kind of fishy and sweet taste in her throat.

What a slap! Nianfu's hands were numb and painful. His hands were so painful. It can be seen how her face felt.